This is the first journal entry. I should be leaving Rhode Island in about 1-2 weeks. I'll be staying with my parents for awhile till I can get a job there and an apartment.

I am leaving Rhode Island today. It is about 6:15pm and I should be outta here by 8. Its gonna be a long drive, about 6 hours. The bad thing is that I haven't slept in about 28 hours. This should be an interesting trip. Well, I'll see you all on the flip side.

Well, I have been in New York for about a week now. I have been trying to find work and have applied to a few areas. I got my resume all straightened out so I can hopefully get a job at LockheedMartin if I am lucky. I miss everybody in Rhode Island. It is hard here, there is no one here to share my spiritual difficulties with. I find myself repeatedly getting depressed over how my life has turned out so far. I hope this will not be a foreshadow of the future. I'd rather die than be a 30 year old man living in my parents basement. I hope you guys are all doing well. Talk to you later.

It is a bit soon for me to be adding to this, but something happened last night that I needed to post. My parents tried and succeeded in engaging me in a four hour Theoligical debate. It basically ended with my parents refusing to reply to my questions and even avoiding them. I decided to end the debate with a question I knew would insult them. I asked if their Christian beliefs allowed for cannibalism. They replied no, to which I asked why they Symbolically perform the act of Cannibalism by eating of Christs flesh and drinking of his Blood. That ended the debate right there. I'm so evil. My parents should learn never to get into a debate with me. I reason on a purely logical level. They however attempt to use emotional justification. Anyone who has taken even a basic Logic course can tell you that this approach is a huge Fallacy. They even had the nerve to compare Science to Religion. Which I promptly shot down real quick. I love em, but I liked them alot more before they became born again Christians.

I know it has been almost a month since my last entry, but hey what can ya do. I am currently hoping for a Job I applied for with Halstead Communications. If I get it then I'll be a Direct TV Technician. Guess we'll find out if their training is like Cable says it is. I should be getting a call back this week. If I get it I'll be making about 30,000 a year not including the 25-40 hours of overtime I'll likely have. Since I have no life up here that won't bother me so much. Hey Chad, if you see this gimme a call. I'd call you but my phone is fucked up or something cause I can't dial but I can recieve calls. I am probably heading into verizon tomorrow to see what they say. Anyway you need to call me cause I have stumbled across something IMPORTANT that you and I need to discuss. If I am right then we don't have much time left. Well, that is all for now. Night ya'll.

Hey ya'll, sorry about not being around for so long. I got the job with Halsted Communications and am making really good money. Unfortunately I have been so damn busy with it that I haven't been able to do anything, but that is about what I figured it would be like. Not that I care given that I am making more in a week at this job than I did at OfficeMax in two months. I should have an apartment up here in just a few more weeks I hope. At the end of December at the latest. Talk to you all later.