Emotionless - Good Charlotte
Hey Dad I'm writing to you
Not to tell you, that I still hate you
Just to ask you how you feel
And how we fell apart how this fell apart
Are you happy out there in this great wide world?
Do you think about your sons?
Do you miss your little girl?
When you lay your head down how do you sleep at night?
Do you even wonder if we're all right?
(We're alright
We're alright)

chorus: It's been a long hard road without you by my side
Why weren't you there the nights that we cried?
You broke my mother's heart, you broke your children for life
It's not OK but we're alright
I remember the days you were a hero in my eyes
But those were just a long lost memory of mine
I spent so many years learning how to survive
Now I'm writing just to let you know that I'm still alive

The days I spent so cold, so hungry, were full of hate
I was so angry, the scars run deep inside this tattooed body
There's things I'll take to my grave, but I'm OK (I'm OK)

[chorus](I'm still alive)

Sometimes I forgive, yeah and this time I'll admit That I miss you, said I miss you

[chorus]

And sometimes I forgive, yeah and this time I'll admit
That I miss you, I miss you...hey Dad

laughs and smiles
the thrill of life just isn't there. can't i just laugh with everyone else? it's like i need so much more. ordinary just isn't my thing anymore. i gotta live the life, i mean really live the life.

Eric's Song - 12 Stones
Sometimes I feel like I am so far away
I?m lost inside my thoughts and I don?t know what to say
I know I need you now more every day
I push I pull I run so far away

And I?m sick and tired of living this way
Sick and tired of being alone
Sick and tired of running from your love

Sometimes I feel like I am so far away
I?m lost inside my mind won?t you help me find my way
And I know I need you now more every day
I push I pull I run so far away

Well I?m sick sick sick and tired baby

i am eva
i am just a girl. but i can be strong. i can stand up on my own two feet. i won't let the little things get to me. fate can put me down, it can rip my heart out and stomp on it, but i will get up again. i am stubborn and i am prideful, but at least i am not weak. i have decided to never to cry for myself. selfishness is not part of my vocabulary. in a world full of judging eyes i have learned that the only one worthy of judging me is the one watching over my every step. i believe that miracles happen and that anything is possible, if only you believe enough. storms are what keeps the rainbows coming ,and dreams and hopes are what keeps the stars shining. i can run through every storm, and in the end i expect to be standing up... because i am me.