Poetry/song
I have a question.
A world away,
Not what I know,
No longer what I see,
I feel,
I touch,
I sense.

It's gone.
What's it?
Gone.

Faded memories pasted on the walls,
Charring at the edges from inner fires below,
Curling at the corners from wear and tear,
Seething from the inside from insecurity,
What's there?
No more.

Disjointed memories of time and feeling,
I'm pegged on the wall,
Spreadeagled,
I feel.

I fall.

Fallen.

Pins through my hair, they missed my head,
They missed my heart.
What is the point?

I'm not sorry.
Never sorry.
Not sorry.
No sorrow.
What is this sadness?
Feel sorry?
No.

Hurt one to save the other,
Hurt one to save the self,
The self is all important,
Must get what it wants,
Not complain,
Strive,
Strive,
End. Nothing. You can't.

What you thought you had,
You can't,
It's not...
Why?
No answer.

Silence in the halls,
Of mists and drafts, forgotten.
New adventures to be had,
New worlds to be seen.
New explorations,
New life.

Always there,
Always was,
When is always?
Is it a place?
A time?
A feeling, essence, knowing what can't end?

The clock is broken.
Lays on a puddle on the floor,
Broken metal,
Clanging,
Tick, tick, tock.
It will tock no more.

Wings to fly,
Wings to free,
To spread and lift us from this place,
Together, as one,
Two fly with one set of wings.
A broken wing.
Grounded.
Happy?
Taken.

Look out the window.
See to the moon.
It calls to me, you know,
Scented whispers on midnight blue skies,
Out the window, through the curtains,
Watch your head, there's a sun catcher there.
Breathe in.
Breathe out.
Life is for the living, but is it?
Really?

Hope. Let's hope. Let's all really hope.
And then it might all go away.

Empty tables,
Empty shadows on the wall,
Where once the children played,
Children no more, they they have grown,
Have loved, have lived, have died,
No more.
The pain can't hurt them now.
Separated.

Why is this life that we call it is life?
What is this thing that we reach out and touch?
Is touch what is living, or living is life?
When all the senses are taken,
Can you tell me what is left?
Can you see it?

Aha!
To see,
To touch,
To smell,
To taste,
To hear.
It's all gone!
What is left?
Answer not quickly, the world may depend.

Happiness is not touched.
There is no touch.
Sadness is bottomless,
But still no sight.
The tears that fall to the ground,
Happiness, sadness,
It is all the same,
And the same it is,
To those who know.
Who knew.
Once, in darkened rooms.
Heaters and candles and shadows of warmth.
Tissues.
All without sense.
Where they really there?

Drifting and falling and spiraling away,
Does anything ever change?
Does anything ever stop changing?

I write this now as I write, and know that is it written.
I know too that when I come, I know not what to expect,
I know exactly what to expect.

Lines of songs and songs full of lines,
Is the world apart?
Is the mind falling apart?
Is this just a poem, or is it real life?
You decide.
You decided everything else.

15 minutes is the countdown to life.
A warning if you will.
And then, it is gone.

......................

-Zhet-

Danaiette/Daimonae/Rhesia
It's all very confusing, though less confusing when you write it all out. I'm thinking that a lot of the story that I'm writing at the moment, since it only deals with large scope world'ness, is going to be easy for you to add details of what you are seeing into with the right sort of context. However, are you really planning on reading the whole story as soon as I send it to you?

Oh, I'll still send it to you. It might need to be broken up before it gets onto this site, but I'll leave that for you to manage in all your angelfire manageress glory. The story so far is about 25 pages long, so not really all that long with everything else we've got.

Language wise, it's all sorted into the way that it's wanted and needed. Four pages long in order of when the word came into being, and even though I've set it aside for now, words keep on being added. Not that this is a bad thing at all!

Oh, the other piece of exciting news is the fact that in the latest pages that I've been writing for the world'scope story/myth, I've actually had need to bring J'niahn words into it, with context no less! Isn't that exciting?? I can't wait until I can show it to you. I hate keeping it back like this and seeing you write things that I could just so easily explain if I could transfer all these pages over to you right now.

Ah well, it cannot be helped, and I guess that patience is a virtue and all that, right?

About Kaiet; she goes 'funny' after her sister is taken by D'omkhet. She was taken right at the edge of the forest, near where his shrine stands. This could be the reason for my feeling of forestry and also, this would be the only time that she would 'play around' with other people's people. In the end, she does fix herself up. Becomes a healer as Danaiette sometimes was before she was taken. I think that's all I really need to write on that. Does it make sense? I know there's something else but... you're going to have to let me know if there is anything else that you need.

Okay?

Oh, just one more thing; it confuses me when you are always writing Danae, as that is only her last name and I don't know which one you are talking about. All the names she goes by are in the subject line, at least put them in brackets to help my understanding pllllleeeeeeeaaaaaaaasssse???

Love

sister!!!!
Kaiet is working for me... I knew the mean girls name was similar to danae's but you never informed me of sisterness...

Now I get it.

It confused me because it was very danae like yet it was so not danae and I'm happy now...

I know that much of the time I'm seeing has to do with God & spirit worship... they interact more than the mikael time.... way more.... and all this danae stuff makes the pictures make more sense, remember how we thought that the oldest pic of danae was her sister for a time....

btw, I found a pic of Ehlia(s) whatever you've changed her name to... she is distinguished from Lia now... and since when did she have a winged lover??? Why haven't I seen that???

later,
M

Lae'ta and....
Have a problem.

20 pages of story for Danaiette and I have found nothing like what you say of that storyline. I'm just seriously confused now. Umm, the only thing I can think of is that her sister, Kaiet, might have done something along those lines at some point.

Also, I can sort of see the story that you are painting, and with it, obviously the time picture. Correct me if I am wrong, but is not this whole storyline in a sort of forestry scenery? Danaiette's whole mortal time was in a little fishing cove. The only thing they seem to have in common is Time, but not Place.

This actually makes sense to me. I have decade gaps in the short story, because time moves so differently once Danaiette goes up with D'omkhet. Thing is that i was sure that you would write stuff that was happening on Elyniah while she/I was focusing on the above'ness. Again, let me know if I am off.

Language'wise; Lae is familiar. One thing I haven't yet told you is that meaning of words can still carry even when they are reversed. This is how a lot of people were aptly named without the conscious knowledge of it. Best example:

Rustovich - abuse of power.

Why?

R ust ov ich - Tsu'ich

I haven't quite found out how all letters are relevent if they are put in in addition to actual words, but no doubt it will come to me. The point is:

Tsu = power
Ich = abuse of...

ust = tsu

Ooh, here are my favs so far:

Yhmana - Yh'm'ana

Yh = fear
m = in between as it is here, commonly means land, sort of like our 'ia' at the end of lands names.
ana = water.

Yh'm'ana (name of where Danaiette lives) = Worry waters


Funmata - Fun'm'ata

Fun = primitive, old fashioned
m = as above
ata = beasts, cattle

Funmata (name of the Second House) = Primitive animals

That's all on my private laugh fest.

God, does that even make sense?? Really doesn't answer the Lae'ta question, eh? Let me get back to you on that...

Update
You so need to update and the same goes for me... I found another culture.... They're more like Japanese than anything I have seen before in Elyniah yet it fits with the era so I guess it's ok.

Does the name Lae'ta mean anything to you?
Well, I have her and she is connected with a character that is very Danaiette like but odd...you'll see.

Lae'ta was a woman who, stuck by grief 'melted' into the forest... she became a part of it yet was always held in a moment of despair. The place where she stayed was always in shadow, no matter what time of day and there was always starlight in the trees about her... I'll write it up later but I can't help but feel a touch of Danaiette-ness there somewhere only she isn't good little nice anything, infact she's horrible and it's confusing.

Go to Lae'ta

Hehehehehe
Well now, I haven't put anything up as I am normally only free for long enough to do anything from friday afternoon to monday night, sorry...

Oh, and please please please get me that J'niahn dictionary. I so want it very badly, you see, I have been looking through my art folio's etc and I have all this stuff that is like writing yet is not writing and it felt like I was writing but I can't have been but I think it's cause I was writing J'niahn only not phonetically but with character like symbols and I really want to be able to translate them....

Btw, I didn't really expect you to be able to answer my questions on language, the questions were really directed to myself, I figure that I can tweak bits and pieces later....

Ooo, you won't believe our picture folio, it has so many people everywhere.... I am trying to work something out where I can get the thing copied and shrunk so you can have a small copy for reference to aid your organizing of dates, people etc... It's really odd to look at though, the way my drawing style has changed and grown yet it is all so obviously mine, well, Eynian really. I look about and notice that almost everything in my life is Elyniah related, even if it wasn't meant to be, it's all so... relevant.

I can't wait to see what you've done... I personally know that I have all this stuff to post that I haven't but will... hopefully...

I can't find the file you created.... like, anywhere... hope nothing went muchly wrong... if you want you can give me the info you need put up and I'll do it, I don't mind and I've done it so many times now that it's quick and easy...

love.

Going through the Motions
Okay... think that I'm getting it. Obviously practice will make it go along much smoother. I created something new called 'Rhesia' as everything that I'm writing out at the moment can go under that one blanketing name. Check it out and see if I've done right. Highlight the things I've done wrong.

A slow and tiring process, but I was disappointed to find that there was nothing new up since the last time I had checked. Let me see what I can do. Seems I'm emailing and bloging a lot lately. Funny, it didn't seem like the reason I came half way across the world was to continue being driven by the great gaping thing that is Elyniah. Not that I'm complaining. Not that i would ever complain.

Language is still coming along. A full list of it will be the first thing that I put on, followed by the series of myths and short stories that I'm discovering. It will all get there. I know you know it. Just a matter of time. Isn't it all?


un'i tae

Creation
I just realised that I didn't tell you how to create pages.

I have a page for most things except Mikael but if you know of things I haven't accounted for then...

Under the list in the webshell, (btw, to do anything you need to be in the webshell) you'll see a 'create new file or sub directory' section.

Type a short name with .html tagged on the end and click 'create' or whatever the button says.

choose basic editor standard, simple colours and go from there... not too hard but if you have trouble ask and I'll reply asap.

btw, tell me if you create new pages as I have to link them to the main page and all that unless you want to... it's not that hard...

When a new file has been created just go to the main page and in the appropriate bit of the text box type,

a href="/psy/elyniah/Name.html" (with < at the front and > at the end)

then type the words you want to be the linkness ie: Hanarae's page

then /a in <>'s

and it'll come up like

Kay's page

Run down
Ok. I sent a breif note in the parcel but you don't have it yet obviously... btw, it may be easier to post here in the 'blog' telling me to check e-mail if you write an e-mail...

Now, you obviously know the passwords but to edit pages here click anything on the list that doesn't have a / in front of it then click 'edit' but not 'open' or anything under the directory bit unless you want to upload pictures and since I have the pictures I don't really see why you'd want to.

If you do click 'edit' you'll get to a basic editor page that has a text box at the bottom and from there you should basically be able to figure it for yourself, it's like writing.com with more options...

so in step by step,

1: highlight anything with a .html at the end

2: click 'edit'

3: write in the big text box with tags (y'know, <.p.>'s and <.i.>'s. without the '.'s)


Do Not try anything with a / (ie: "/juniperlee", "/images")

Do Not try to 'open' a file

*smiles* hope it helps,

later,
M

First Try
So many things, so little time. I see that an entry has already been written here today. Somebody hasn't gotten around to checking their hotmail account yet...

There are heaps of things that I wish to help put up here, but I know not how.

This was the only place I could find that would let me write something new.

Help?