Redemption

Iīve seen too much, trapped in myself
Hoping to find an answer for my being
But the only thing I recognize
Is the deep silence around me
Darkness fills my heart with silent words
Impossible to hear
Finding the answer - this will set me free
No time for me to reappear

Chased and tortured, betrayed by the sin
Left in a fortress, a mirror of grin
Fighting a fight which I cannot win
Searching a shelter where I can go in
Full of fear I try to get clear
I try to find someone who will steer me
Out of this hell, out of this fear
What am I doing here?

Blinded, deceived and deprived by them
I canīt say what they wanted to do when
They grinned and laughed, tried to catch
A part of my soul, a part of yours?
Dishonest people, prepared to die
All voices became silent with a furious cry
"Come nearer and taste it, donīt be so shy!"
Now I know that all was just another lie!

Chorus
Deadly conflict grows inside of me
Oh, what did they say?
My chance to fight anxiety
Just runs away
Being killed and be born again
Oh, to whom did they pray?
Confusion, anger and innocence
Is this all to say?

...And I can see the falling tears
What am I doing here?
(Redemption)
...And the storm of vengeance is near
What am I doing here?

If the snake awakes, shall I feel her bite
Or should I hide myself in disguise?
This all seems to be an endless fight
Thereīs no escape for me and myself, right?
Chased and tortured, betrayed by the sin
Left in a fortress, a mirror of grin
Full of fear I tried to get clear
But I couldnīt hide a falling tear

Chorus

...And I can see the falling tears
What am I doing here?
(Redemption)
...And the storm of vengeance is near
What am I doing here?
(Redemption)
...And I can see the falling tears
What are you doing here?
(Redemption)
...And the black sky gets clear
What are we doing here?