May 25, 2002
When a certain amount of time has passed since you've last talked with someone, you generally asked how they have been, right? I mean, since you haven't seen them or been up on how things have been going, a person needs to be caught up. I know I haven't written in years, Diary, but things have been hectic. Really, really hectic.
So, how have I been since I last wrote? I think it was...oh, a couple days before I even moved to Oklahoma. I've been here a little over three years. Yeah, not long, but long enough.
How are things going, you ask? They're fine. I guess. Yeah....you could say that. I'm still me....I haven't changed. I'm still with Zac. God I love him. I've never been so head over heels for anything in my life. He's the most and the least of my problems. I guess that's why I've picked up writing to you again, Diary. Things are the same, but they're different. I can't even begin to explain how.
Zac. My main guy. My squeeze. My pal. My bud. My soulmate. I've been head over heels for him for three whole years. It seems like so long, but it doesn't. I'm a little weird right now. I can barely tell up from down. My family is weird, my friends are weird...my boyfriend has always been weird.....Ulgh...Everything is so weird right now. It's like that Disney movie, Alice in Wonderland. I'm Alice, and I'm walking around in my own little trippy wonderland....except it's not wonderland at all. It's my life.