"PAYING THE PRICE" (1/1)
by Kat B.
Copyright 2001
PAIRING: Nick/Kevin
RATING: NC-17 or X or whatever
DISCLAIMER: Fantasy, people, not reality...Much to my dismay, their sexual preferences are a mystery to me. I just made the whole thing up in my dirty little mind...
CONTACT ME? Most Definitely! bonenkaos@centurytel.net

Nick fidgeted in his seat. Damn he hated these things. Interviews took too damn long and demanded too much of his attention. He thought back to the night before and what he’d done to Kevin. His cock hardened at the memory of Kevin underneath him, on his hands and knees, cuffed to the bed and begging him to spank and fuck him. He almost moaned out loud. Almost.

Shit, the interviewer said his name. He fought to push the erotic thoughts out of his head and concentrate on what she was saying, managing barely. He answered her question, and only afterward did he realize he hadn’t been interrupted. His eyes shot to Kevin’s, who was looking at him with a smile. He smiled back, his heart swelling with love. He really had meant the apology last night. Nick couldn’t believe it. He’d known he’d meant it at the time, but he’d worried that in the light of day he’d change his mind. He hadn’t.

After the interview was over, Kevin was the first off stage. Nick made his way back, looking around, trying to locate his lover, but the older man was nowhere to be seen. Leaving Howie, Brian and AJ behind to chat with the hosts of the show, Nick headed off down a hall in the direction of the dressing rooms, thinking he might be there.

He was halfway to Kevin’s assigned room when from a doorway to his left, hands reached out of the darkness and circled him. One over his mouth, the other around his upper body, a strong arm pinning his own arms at his sides. As he struggled, he was pulled back into the dark room, and up against a hard body.

He shivered as his captor whispered in his ear, "Shh, Nicky, it’s me baby."

Nick relaxed immediately. Kevin. Thank God. When Kevin took his hand away from his mouth, Nick whispered, "What’s going on Kev?"

Kevin kept his hold on Nick’s upper body and arms, reaching around with his other hand to caress Nick’s stomach. Leaning down to lick the sensitive flesh behind Nick’s ear he answered, "Payback, Nicky. For last night. You remember last night, don’t you?"

Kevin’s hand moved lower, past his stomach, to his hardening cock. He chuckled. "Oh, yes, you remember. I remember too. I remember you handcuffing me to the bed and spanking my ass. You made me beg to get fucked. I don’t beg to get fucked. Before today’s over, you’re gonna be the one begging Nicky."

Nick laid his head back on Kevin’s shoulder, making no attempt to get away from him. He was too caught up in the feeling Kevin’s hand rubbing his dick through his jeans was giving him. He moaned, turned on beyond belief by what Kevin was saying and doing to him.

"Shit, Kev, it feels so good," Nick breathed.

Kevin smiled wickedly in the darkness of the room as he continued to massaged Nick’s cock through the coarse material. "I know, Nicky, I know it does. You want more don’t you."

"Yes Kev, please."

Kevin undid the button on his jeans with a flick of his wrist and pulled down his zipper, sliding his hand inside and under his boxers. He circled his fingers around Nick’s rock hard erection and started to pump, fingering his slit and feeling the precum begin to ooze out.

Nick moaned his name, thrusting his hips into Kevin’s hand. He was close. He needed to cum. Suddenly, Kevin was gone. Since Nick had been leaning on him so heavily, he nearly fell on his butt before regaining his balance. Looking around, he squinted into the darkness. "Kev, where are you? Why’d you stop?"

"I told you why Nicky."

Nick whipped around, locating Kevin’s silhouette in the doorway. He took a step toward him. "What are you talking about? God, Kev, I’m so hard. I need to get off…please."

"No, Nicky, it’s going to take a lot more begging than that. You’ve got a lesson to learn."

"But the interview. You let me finish my answer, you didn’t interrupt. I thought that meant you understood what I did?"

Kevin walked back towards Nick, nearly giving into the pained sound of his voice. Nearly, but not quite. "I do understand. You were right. I shouldn’t be answering your questions for you. But that’s not what this is about, baby. This is about how you got your point across. You made me beg. You spanked my ass and made me beg for more. THAT’S what this is about. You need to pay for that, Nicky. And today’s payday."

Kevin smiled sadistically when he got a glimpse of Nick’s shocked statement in the shadows as he turned to leave. At the doorway, he turned one last time and said threateningly, "Don’t you dare jack off either Nicky. If you do, I’ll really get angry, and neither one of us wants that."

The ominous words of his lover hung in the air long after he left. Nick continued to just stand there, trying to get his throbbing hard-on under control. His hands gripped his thighs, willing himself not to touch it, knowing Kevin’s wrath was not worth the momentary pleasure. Finally he managed to cool off enough to zip and button his pants back up and walk out of the room. When he got to the end of the hall and saw Kevin laughing and chatting with one of the hosts, he groaned to himself. It was gonna be one hell of a long day.

An hour later, they were all piled in a van, heading for their next appearance. Nick was staring out the window, trying his best to ignore Kevin sitting next to him. He couldn’t even look at the older man after what had happened in that room, it was still too fresh in his memory, still had the power to make him hard all over again. He sucked in a breath when he suddenly felt a hand cover his crotch. His head whipped around and he came face to face with Kevin, his green eyes dancing with amusement at discovering Nick’s half-aroused state.

They were in the very back of the van together, and Kevin shot a quick glance forward to make sure no one was paying attention to them before leaning over and whispering in Nick’s ear. "So, baby, you’ve been a good boy? No jacking off?"

All Nick could do was nod. He was afraid if he opened his mouth right then all that would come out was a tortured moan.

Kevin sat back again, keeping his hand where it was, but not moving it. Nick thrust up slightly into him, which earned him a glare and a painful squeeze of his balls, before his hand went back to merely resting on his crotch. Nick leaned his head back against the seat and squeezed his eyes shut. He was in hell. He was so horny and Kevin was his only chance for release, but the older man was determined to teach him a lesson and apparently the lesson of the moment was, ‘Your cock is mine to do with as I please.’

Nick clutched at the seat to keep from jumping up and screaming that he’d learned the lesson, that he’d never make him beg again. Deep down though, a part of him was secretly enjoying this torture. He knew in the end Kevin would give him the best orgasm of his life as a reward, so in the meantime, he had to just try his damnedest to behave and do what Kevin wanted him to.

The ride was only fifteen minutes, but to Nick it felt like fifteen hours. When the van came to a stop, Nick couldn’t get out of it fast enough. He heard Kevin chuckle behind him as he made his exit, but he didn’t stop. He had to get away, or he’d, well, he didn’t know what he’d do, but judging by the fact that the other guys didn’t know about him and Kev, it wouldn’t be a good thing to do whatever it was in front of them.

Kevin watched Nick over the next couple hours as they recorded their interview, sang a couple songs, and shot some promo’s. Nick was agitated to say the least. Anytime anyone said his name or touched him he nearly jumped two feet in the air. Kevin almost felt sorry for him. Especially considering how the mere thought of last night got him ridiculously hard. He’d liked it, hell, who was he kidding, he’d loved it. He didn’t want it to become a regular occurrence, but as far as one time things went, last night was definitely at the top of the list. Now though, he had to reassert his power, and beneath all Nick’s pained glances his way, Kevin knew he was secretly enjoying it.

It was that knowledge that propelled him back into action when he saw Nick walk into the bathroom. Checking the hall he was in to make sure they were alone, he slipped in behind Nick before he could shut and lock the door. When Nick turned at the sound of the door lock clicking in place and saw him there, Kevin got a heady rush that shot clear down to his rapidly hardening dick. Power did that to him.

"Hey Nicky, been thinking about me?"

Nick shot him a guilty look. Hell yeah he’d been thinking about him. So damn much he’d been about to jack himself off and to hell with the consequences.

Kevin made a tsking sound with his tongue, fairly sure what that guilty look meant. "Now Nicky, baby, you weren’t about to do something bad, were you? Something I specifically told you not to?"

Nick didn’t deny it. It would have been pointless to anyway. He’d never been able to lie to Kevin. Somehow he always saw right through it.

Nick couldn’t control himself anymore. He walked up to Kevin and pressed himself against him, kissing him hard on the mouth and grinding his hips against him. Pulling out of the kiss, he moaned, "Kevin, please, I’ve learned my lesson, I can’t wait any longer. I need you too damn much. Please!"

Kevin forcefully pushed him backwards, a predatory look in his eyes as he advanced on him until Nick had backed himself against the opposite wall. Kevin pressed his hips against the younger man. "You need me Nicky?"

"Yeah, Kev, God I need you," Nick responded his hands reaching around to grip Kevin’s ass and pull him closer yet, his head pressed back against the wall, his eyes closed, concentrating on the erotic sensation of Kevin’s erection rubbing against his.

Kevin leaned in and kissed Nick’s neck, smiling against his skin when Nick sucked in a ragged breath. He ran his hands up under his shirt, finding and twisting his nipples painfully between his fingers. Nick moaned in response. Kevin’s hands wandered down to the button on Nick’s jeans and undid it and the zipper, pushing his pants and underwear off his hips and down around his ankles in one swift, forceful movement. Nick sucked in a breath. He looked into Kevin’s glittering green eyes daring to hope this meant the teasing was over. No such luck.

"Turn around Nicky." He commanded.

"But…," Nick started to protest, but the hard glint in Kevin’s eyes stopped him cold.

"NOW!" Kevin bit out.

Nick jumped and did as he was told, no easy task with his jeans caught around his feet.

"Put your hands on the wall, and spread your legs."

Nick didn’t argue. Kevin was completely in control now, and he’d do whatever he wanted. He had to work one foot out of his jeans to fully comply, but he made quick work of it, and was soon in position. Waiting for whatever was coming next.

Kevin momentarily closed his eyes at the sight of Nicky’s bare ass, his legs spread, bracing himself against the wall. He had to fight back a moan, the desire to walk up to him and slam his cock in that beautiful ass almost overwhelming. His eyes snapped open. No. He had a lesson to teach his lover, and he wasn’t going to give into his need for him until he did.

He walked slowly over to him, stepping to his side, and lifting two fingers to Nick’s mouth. "Suck."

Nick pulled his fingers in and sucked them like he would have sucked Kevin’s cock if allowed. He closed his eyes, getting into it as Kevin massaged his ass with his free hand. He had a feeling he knew what was coming next. He’d spanked Kevin last night, and now he was going to spank him.

Only, that wasn’t what happened next. He let out a small whimper when Kevin suddenly pulled his fingers from his mouth and stepped away from his side. Nick opened his eyes and looked over his shoulder to see Kevin positioned behind him, and in the next instant, he felt him grab his ass and shove the fingers he’d just sucked inside him. Nick bit his bottom lip hard enough to draw a bead of blood as he fought back a scream. The pain in his lip rivaled that of the one in his ass, but quickly enough he was moaning, both pains forgotten as Kevin twisted his fingers around inside, rubbing against his prostate.

Kevin pumped his fingers in and out of Nick’s tight hole as he leaned forward to whisper a question in his ear, "Nicky, baby, does that feel good?"

"Fuck yes," Nick answered, gasping for air, then whimpering in protest as Kevin suddenly stopped all movement.

"If I hadn’t followed you in here just now, you would have jacked off wouldn’t you?"

Nick thought about lying, he really did, but knew he couldn’t. "Yeah, Kev, I’m sorry, I’m so sorry, I’m just so damn horny, I…I need to cum."

Kevin’s fingers started to move again, slow and steady. "It’s all right baby. I can see how hard you are…but Nicky, I’ve got to do something about the fact that you were going to disobey me. I can’t have you getting off before I’m ready for you to. Do you understand?"

Nick’s head was clouded with a haze of need and so he didn’t, but he nodded anyway, anything to keep Kevin’s fingers rubbing that oh so sensitive area inside him.

"I knew you would. So here’s what’s going to happen now. You are going to stay within sight of me from now until we get back to the hotel. That way, you won’t be tempted to do something you shouldn’t."

Kevin thrust his fingers inside Nick one final time, then withdrew them and gave the younger man a light smack on the ass. "Now pull yourself together. The guys are going to start wondering where we are if we’re gone too long."

Nick let out a stream of curses as he yanked up his pants, the cloud of sexual frustration suffocating him and setting his nerves on edge.

After he had himself arranged and ready, he turned to face Kevin. "That was really cruel, Kev. I’m so fucking hard right now I feel like I’m gonna explode."

Kevin smiled knowingly. "Are you saying you don’t like what I do to you?"

Nick shook his head, running a hand through his short blond hair. "No, I’m saying I don’t like it when you stop. You’re teasing me and there’s no way in hell I can be around you constantly for the next few hours without jumping you whether we’re alone or not!"

Kevin closed in on him, leaving only an inch between their bodies. He glared at him and said, "You can and you will. It’s called restraint Nicky. Get some."

Pulling away and stepping aside, he gestured for Nick to exit the bathroom ahead of him. "After you."

Nick shot him a furious look, but grudgingly did as he was told.

The rest of the afternoon was filled with hot stares and teasing touches. Nick was sure any second his head was going to explode… one or both of them. He lost count of how many times he had to close his eyes and repeat over and over in his head, ‘It’s called restraint Nicky,’.

Finally it was down to their last obligation of the day. A photo shoot for one of the magazines they’d just gotten interviewed for. The photographer wanted a group shot, something close and ‘brotherly’ he’d said. Nick almost snorted out loud at that one. The last thing he was feeling at the moment was brotherly affection toward a certain dark-haired green-eyed man, who, of course, the photographer placed him next to, behind the other three, since they were after all the tallest. And, of course, Kevin wasn’t one to let a golden opportunity slip through his fingers, so Nick wasn’t all that shocked when he felt a hand squeeze his ass firmly, then softly caress, then squeeze, then caress. Over and over he continued to torment him until Nick was once again at full attention inside his jeans, not that he had been soft at any point that afternoon, no, just achingly half-aroused. Now though, he could swear he felt his heartbeat between his legs, he was throbbing so hard.

When the photographer finally set his camera down and told the guys he had all the shots he needed, Nick nearly jumped for joy. As it was, he jumped out of Kevin’s hold and made a b-line for the door. He was almost there when Kevin’s voice stopped him in his tracks.

"Nick, slow down and wait for the rest of us."

Nick’s shoulders slumped in defeat as he stood there waiting for the others. He’d forgotten he was supposed to stay within sight of Kevin. All he’d been thinking about was getting to the van first and having a couple moments to himself to calm down.

Once in the van, he smiled triumphantly when he was able to snag the front seat next to the driver. At least Kevin couldn’t fondle him up here. The grin slowly slipped from his face as Kevin climbed in and shot him a hard look before finding a seat. Shit. Kevin was pissed. He was going to pay for his little victory.

When they got to the hotel, he waited for Kevin to exit before heading inside and signing some autographs and posing for pictures on their way to the elevator. Inside, Kevin stood next to him, his hand again finding his ass, the other guys oblivious as they joked around about something or other.

When the doors dinged open, Kevin whispered in his ear, "My room, half an hour. You jack off, I cut you off for a month." Then he was gone.

Nick exited the elevator, glancing over at Kevin’s door as it shut behind him. Half and hour. He had to sit in his room hard and horny for half a fucking hour. He wasn’t going to make it. He had to make it. There was no way in hell he could go a month without fucking or being fucked by Kevin. He had to make it, he repeated to himself, he had to.

He watched the clock tick by the minutes painfully slowly. He was pacing his room like a caged animal. He’d tried to play some video games to take his mind off the wait, but that hadn’t worked. Then he’d tried drawing, but the images that ended up on the page were pornographic, which definitely didn’t help his problem, so here he was, hands clutched behind his back to keep from touching himself as he wore a hole in the carpet and waited.

When it was down to one minute to go, he dove for the door, making a b-line for Kevin’s room. He stood there and waited the last half a minute, then knocked. And knocked again. And again. No answer. Nick glared at the door. He tried the knob, but it was locked. Fuck. Shit. Damn him. He was messing with him again.

Nick turned on his heel to leave, and the door was suddenly yanked open behind him. He was grabbed and pulled inside, then pushed against the wall. Kevin was all over him in an instant, biting and licking and sucking and groping, and Nick had all he could do to keep from cumming right then and there. As it was, moan after moan tore out of his mouth as Kevin continued his assault on his senses, unrelenting.

Then he was being pulled toward the bedroom and ordered to strip. He got naked faster than he ever had in his life. He watched from his spot near the bed as Kevin did the same. When Kevin was as naked as he was, he walked over to him and pulled him in for a long hot kiss. Their tongues tangled together and teased while their hands roamed each other’s bodies.

Kevin stepped away and pushed down on Nick’s shoulders. Nick knew what he wanted and happily complied, sinking to his knees. He kissed his way down his chest and over his stomach, dipping his tongue in his belly button. He reached around and grabbed Kevin’s ass, holding him to him as he continued kissing and licking him. Slowly he made his way to Kevin’s cock, which by now was purple and oozing pre-cum. Starting at the base, he snaked out his tongue and licked a line up the vein on the underside, all the way to the tip, where he licked off the pre-cum, loving the taste. He’d always loved the taste of Kevin’s cum. He continued to lick and nibble and tease until he felt Kevin’s hands in his hair, gripping his head and urging him to take it further. Nick did, opening wide and sucking Kevin’s length into his mouth, not stopping until he reached the back of his throat.

Kevin threw his head back and growled low in his throat. Nick was so fucking good at sucking him off, and right now was no exception. The only way to describe it was that when Nick blew him, he actually seemed to be worshipping his cock. It was that unbelievable. Now though, he was so close to the edge, all he wanted was to fuck his mouth and cum inside it so he could return the favor.

He rocked his hips into Nick, sliding in and out of his hot wet mouth as Nick sucked harder. He felt his balls tighten and his stomach clench as his orgasm neared. He thrust again. Nick hummed low in his throat as his cock hit the back of it and the vibrations made him come apart at the seems. His climax took him over and he clutched at Nick’s shoulders as tremors wracked his body. His knees gave out and suddenly Nick was the only thing holding him up. He stood there, supported by Nick’s hands on his ass and his on Nick’s shoulders as he continued to suck him, pulling every last drop of cum out of him.

Nick looked up at Kevin’s face as he finally released him from his mouth. He smiled from ear to ear at the look of pure ecstasy on his lovers face. He loved being the cause of that. After Kevin recovered enough to support himself again, Nick stood, capturing his mouth with his and kissing him deeply.

Kevin moaned as he tasted himself inside Nick’s mouth. After a moment he pulled away and looked into the younger man’s face. There was still the matter of his punishment.

Nick watched Kevin’s features, knowing the exact moment that he remembered how he’d avoided him on the van. It didn’t matter that Kevin hadn’t specifically told him to sit next to him, he’d known better. His blue eyes flashed with desire and his cock jumped as he realized what was coming next.

Kevin fought a smile at the lust in Nick’s eyes. He loved to get punished. Kevin wondered how often he did things on purpose to piss him off just so he could be punished. He figured it was probably more often than not. After all, he seemed to know exactly what buttons to push to get on his nerves…and often.

After one last kiss, he stepped away from the younger man and commanded. "On the bed, hands and knees. Now."

Nick nearly dove through the air in his haste to do just that. Kevin climbed on the bed next to him, hearing Nick’s already ragged breathing. He shook his head and smiled. He hadn’t even touched him yet and he was already rock hard and panting.

Reaching out, he caressed his perfect ass with one hand as he ran a the fingers of his other hand over Nick’s tattooed back, tracing the various tattoos slowly. "Nicky, baby, you know you weren’t supposed to sit up front in that van, don’t you?"

"Uh huh." Nick answered, his voice pure sex.

"And you know you shouldn’t have made me beg to get fucked last night, don’t you." This question was more of a statement, but Nick answered anyway.

"Uh huh." His voice was now low and throaty.

Kevin’s dick started to harden again. He continued to run his fingers over his back, tracing the various muscles, and the ridges of his spine. Nick shuddered under his touch. He ran the middle finger of his other hand up the crack of his ass, pausing at his pucker before continuing on, then moving back to caress first one ass cheek then the other.

"You know you have to pay the price for that don’t you." Kevin said lazily, mesmerized by what his fingers were doing.

"Fuck yes." Nick said, his nerves on edge with anticipation.

Kevin chuckled, his hands stopping their movement. Without another word he drew his hand back and smacked his ass, the sound echoing in the room. Nick grunted. Kevin caressed the reddening flesh as he pulled his other hand off his back and moved it around to the front of him, reaching down to cup his balls. He squeezed gently as he pulled his other hand back and smacked him again.

Nick moaned in a combination of pain and pleasure. He was so close to getting off. He’d been so horny all day from Kevin’s teasing that simply getting his ass smacked and his balls fondled was going send him over the edge.

Kevin leaned in and kissed the reddened flesh, feeling the heat from the smacks under his lips. He heard Nick groan, his breathing ragged. Pulling back, he moved from fondling his balls to stroking his cock, which pulled another groan out of Nick. He spanked him again and suddenly Nick lost control, thrusting into his hand and moaning his name over and over. Kevin continued to jack him while he leaned in and bit his shoulder.

Moving to his ear, he sucked in the lobe briefly before whispering, "Cum for me Nicky, cum for me now."

He gave him one final smack and Nick howled, cumming all over his chest, Kevin’s hand and the bed. Kevin watched Nick’s body as he was overcome with the force of his climax. His cock hardened painfully at the sight of it. Nick was so fucking hot when he came. He was hot in general, but when he came, shit, there weren’t even words to adequately describe how fucking hot he was.

Nick collapsed on the sheets, not giving a damn that he was laying in his own cum. He was too weak to move. He didn’t think he’d ever cum that hard before. Kevin wasn’t through with him though, and in the next minute, he found himself being rolled over and his legs being lifted over his shoulders as Kevin positioned himself between his legs. "Nicky, look at me."

Nick forced his eyes open and looked up at Kevin, his dark hair falling in his face, his eyes lit with need. "Do it Kev, fuck me, please."

Kevin used the cum still on his hand from Nick’s orgasm to lubricate himself, and then thrust into him, not stopping until he was ball deep. Nick sucked in a breath as pain ripped through him. They’d done this before though, many times, and before long the pain was gone and there was only pleasure as he hit his prostate with his slow thrusts. His body was still oversensitized from his recent orgasm, and from all the teasing all day long, and soon his cock started to respond to the sensations, hardening once again.

"Shit, Kev, you feel so good." He said on a moan.

Kevin gasped. "So do you baby. God, your so fucking tight, so hot."

"Harder Kev, I…need it harder. Deeper." Nick clutched the sheets on either side of him as Kevin picked up the pace, slamming into him over and over, hitting his prostate with every thrust.

Kevin dug his fingers into Nick’s sides for leverage, the younger man’s moans urging him on. "I’m so close Nicky."

Nick reached down and ran his hand up and down his shaft in time with Kevin’s thrusts. They were both moaning each other’s names now, the bed rocking against the wall as Kevin thrust harder and harder.

"Nicky, I’m gonna cum…cum with me baby."

Nick felt his balls tighten. "I am, Kev, I am." And he screamed as he did.

Kevin felt the walls of his ass spasm around him and it took him over the edge. He let go, spilling himself deep inside his lover, yelling his name.

He collapsed on top of him, breathing heavy, Nick’s arms around him as he buried his face in his neck and whispering in a horse voice, "God I’ve been waiting all day for that."

Long moments later, he lifted his head and caught the knowing smile on Nick’s face. "What the hell are you smiling that way for?"

"What you just said. You’ve been as turned on by this all day as I have been?"

Kevin looked at him in astonishment. "You thought I hadn’t?"

Nick shrugged. "Well, you played your part so well, I didn’t know what to think. I guess I just assumed though that if you did get horny you’d just take care of it."

Kevin’s eyes dropped to Nick’s mouth, and he leaned down to suck his bottom lip, which still held the bite mark from the bathroom encounter. After a moment, he pulled back again and looked into Nick’s beautiful blue eyes. "Fuck Nick. I didn’t touch myself even once. I wouldn’t put you through that if I couldn’t handle it myself."

Nick’s eyes lit up and he reached out, brushing the hair out of Kevin’s face, tucking it behind his ears. "I love you, Kev."

Kevin’s breath caught in his throat. Neither one of them had said those words to each other before, although they’d both been feeling it for a while. "God, Nicky, I love you too. So much."

The lay there for a long time staring into each other’s eyes and smiling. Finally Kevin rolled off him and pulled him against his chest. Nick snuggled in and soon they were both on the verge of sleep. The last thing Nick said before he drifted off was, "We’ve gotta do this again sometime."

Kevin just smiled sleepily.

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