Sweet Corruption

Title: Sweet Corruption
Part: 1 of 20
Pairing: group slut fic...
Author: Jules
Feedback: I'd love it. Thanks.
Rating: NC 17
Disclaimer: This is a story that I made up all on my own. I do not know or pretend to know any of the Backstreet Boys, their wives, girlfriends or friends. It is fiction, pure and simple.

Player 1 ~ AJ ~

Hello. My name is Alexander James McLean and I am a homosexual. No really.. I am. People think that they know me, that they know who and what I am, but they have no clue. YOU have no clue. I am a man of a million personas. AJ. Alex. Bone. J. Ajiggity. It doesn’t matter what you call me, I can tell you that you have no idea what I’m really about. That’s fine though. I prefer it that way. Keeps you on your toes and keeps me one step ahead of the crowd.

Now about this homosexuality issue. I don’t know how people can’t see it. There’s speculation, but I think deep down, people don’t believe it. I’m one fifth of one of the largest groups in history, anything other than being straight as an arrow is unfathomable. It’s written in the Boyband Rule Book somewhere that ‘All members must be straight’. But it’s true. I mean hello!!! Lay down beside me? The lyrics explicitly say "So I can get all inside you, and you can get all inside me too." Can it get any clearer than that? We didn’t think so, but apparently we were wrong. I blatantly sung it to millions of fans over the years that it was in the set list and girls went nuts over it. I’d fucking get down and hump the stage singing it and all the women would just freak out, thinking I was singing it to them. But it’s so obvious that it’s to a man because how can a woman get inside of me? Yeah, fingers are nice ...but it’s not the same. There’s something so fucking erotic about being possessed, being thoroughly taken by another man in the most primitive of acts. Now Nick... Nick can get inside me and touch places I didn’t even know were there. And I can tell you that there’s no place better than being so far inside of Nick I can’t even tell where we separate. All while he’s underneath me, moaning and screaming my name as if it’s the only thing he knows.

Nick. Now that’s a whole other subject. I love him with my entire heart and soul. Now another thing that people don’t know about me is how sentimental I am, how emotional. Nick is the only person I know that can make me cry with just a word, with a look. Even before we got together we were connected.

And yeah, we’re together.

In our own fucked up way, we’re attempting the relationship thing. I would do anything he asked me to, in fact, I have. I swallowed my hard fought for pride and went to rehab, got clean and sober. I was spiraling out of control and couldn’t see the signs. So Nick gave me an ultimatum, him or the booze and drugs. It wasn’t that hard a choice really. Nick made me feel so much better than the drinking ever could, so I gave it up. For him. For me. For us!

Does this all mean we’re exclusive? No. I can honestly tell you we’re not exclusive. Tours are long and hard and we can’t be together 24/7. There’s no possible way for us to pull that off without everyone being suspicious. There was speculation for the longest time about Nick and Brian, and nothing was even happening. So I improvise. WE improvise. But it’s okay, because we’re in love and at the end of the night, I know where his heart is and he knows where mine is. But the openness of our relationship isn’t as open as people would think. I get my sexual gratification from outlets other than Nick, but the list is selective. I don’t pick up random guys in every city that we’re in, don’t fuck the dancers, none of that shit. I go a little closer to home for that. Kevin and Brian. Who’d have thought eh? But then again, who would ever have thought that Nick and I would find each other, get together and fall in love?

Who do I want other than Nick? If I could be with one person... I think it would definitely be Howie. He is the only other person I could picture myself with. Oh shit, the wet dreams I’ve had about that man are almost enough to make me cum in broad daylight. Those lips, that mouth, that perfect skin, that beautiful ass. FUCK. Now I’m hard and horny and need to get off. I have to go and find Nick. I hope he’s up for a mid day fuck.