By Jules
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Rating: This part? PGish (i never know what's pg and what's r and blah blah blah)
Disclaimer: I do believe that the extra-curriculars that Kevin engages in during this scene have taken place... maybe not to the images I'm projecting.. but i have no doubts he's done this before!!!
Chapter 5I had 10 hours to get my shit in gear before we hit the next city. I lied in my bed and contemplated life. My life to be exact. Wondering how I let myself fall in lust with Nick. No.. This wasn't exactly lust... This was something beyond that. I don't know if I'd dare to say love..but I think that's where it was heading. I'd always loved him, he was my brother, but when that turned into me falling IN LOVE with him... I have no clue. Sighing I finally fell asleep, letting the exhaustion from not sleeping the night before take me. My dreams were filled with visions of him and I woke up harder than when I laid down. Damn.. I'm really going to have to do something about this. I can't be hard all the time..it's just not healthy. At least I didn't think it was healthy.
Who would have thought that a 21 year old punk ass kid would be able to turn me inside out like this. Punk ass...ass... Shit. Now I was thinking about his ass again. And how I'd give anything to just touch it...nope.. Done that already! Twice! I chuckled as I thought about that. I'm no better than a 16 year old girl, randy with thoughts of being close to Nick Carter. The difference between me and that girl? She's got it easy man. She doesn't have to see him day in day out, being so close to him but not able to have him. Seeing him in nothing but a pair of boxers, watching him play his N64, tongue stuck out just teasing me to walk over and suck on it.. Knowing how good it would taste, how good it would feel all over my body. Suddenly the bus was shaking a bit more now, vibrating even. I wondered if we were on a dirt road. We couldn't be...we were still on the interstate. What the fuck?
"TRAIN. FUCK." I heard AJ scream from the bunk below me. I think I felt him kick the bed.
"What's your problem Bone?" I asked annoyed.
"If you're gonna fuckin jerk your meat. Don't do it when I'm sleepin underneath ya." He called back.
Huh? What the fuck?
"What?" I was a little thrown back by that.
"God man. Have some respect. D and I don't want to hear you having quality time with yourself." At that I heard Howie chuckle and I looked down. JESUS! My hand was in my boxers and frantically making its way up and down my cock. How the hell did that happen? It wasn't the bus vibrating..it was me.
"Holy Shit." I whispered before I could stop myself.
"Yeah..well if you're gonna do it Kev.. At least warn us first...go in the fucking bathroom." AJ was laughing now, I was mortified. The things that Nick did to me... And he wasn't even there. HE was on his own bus with Brian.
"And Kev?" Howie called over from the next room.
"Yeah D." I had since withdrawn my hand from my boxers and pinned them underneath my head. Less chance for them wandering again. First, Nick's ass, now my cock. I really had to get a grip on myself.
"Who's Nicky?"
I gasped...my whole body going rigid. "Umm.. What?"
I stuttered. Fuck. The gig was over. I didn't know what to do.
"Yeah dude. Who's this Nicky chick?" AJ added, popping his head in my bunk.
"Wh..why?" Too close...too much... Too everything... I was gonna crash and burn.. It was all over.. They were gonna be able to see through any lies. Houson ...we have a problem.
"Well you were moaning her name something fierce and D and I were just wondering who this chick was that is getting you all hot."
They thought she was a girl. I almost laughed right out loud and kissed AJ in relief. Sighing I just smiled at him. "Just this beautiful blonde babe who I met in the elevator." I wasn't lying. Nick was a beautiful, blonde babe... Just not the type of babe THEY were talking about. I almost cried with relief on that one.
"Well shit man. You were jerking something fierce up there. Thought you'd have blown a hole right through the roof of the bus you were moaning loud enough." AJ always did have a way with words. Touching really.
"Well I'm going to go and take a shower." D said walking past the bunks. I feel so..dirty listening to Kevin rub one out."
"Really dude...you're like our dad or somethin'" AJ said hopping off my bunk and crawling back into his own.
If I wasn't still so hard I probably would have climbed down and kicked his ass. But for now, it'd have to wait. Visions of Nick were finding their way into my head and damned if I was gonna stop them.