Not Only Human

Title: Not Only Human
Pairing: Nick/Brian
Rating: R
Feedback: would be nice :) i_love_brian_15@hotmail.com
Disclaimer: song lyrics are by Heather Nova. the story is made up, but you know...

Slow kisses get us in the mood. I can see, I can feel it. In every move you make, ever muscle in you, it says we’re here together. As one, being the best we can get. And we do the best we can possibly do.

Your hands are in my pants, your could fingers touching my inner thigh. Moving up and down, making me want you even more. Making me even harder. You always know what to do to me. It’s so unfair, cause I want to be in control. But you know how to grab the power out of my hand, to make me yours. And I’m back to the little boy I once was, when I began to love you.

“Oh My Dear God,” I whisper, seeing you through my eyelashes above me as you push me down on the couch. Your hands making my pants fall down on the floor, followed by my boxers. You are so evil sometimes, cause I was half-done with you. But you don’t give a damn, frankly.

I close my eyes, when I feel your hands run all over my body, my stomach, my nipples. You’re sitting half on top of me, I can feel it you know. Shivers run all over my body, when you’re blowing at the tip of my cock. My God, why are you doing this to me? Sweet torture...

“Brian...,” I manage to moan, but I keep my mouth shut, afraid of screaming, when your tongue searches all over it. All over my cock, licking slowly. Teasingly. I can feel your blue eyes scanning me, searching for some sort of reaction. And you know you’ve done it again. Cause I reacted to everything you did. My whole body is glowing, all tingly.

“You are so beautiful,” you say. My tongue wants to kiss the words that are rolling off your tongue. It wants to kiss the sweetness of your mouth, of your beautiful white teeth. I lick my upper lip, knowing it will get to you anyhow. And I’m right, cause a short second later your lips are tasting mine again. I lick all over your lips, you taste so sweet. Taste like cherry, which you know I love.

I had enough of this fooling around, Brian. Get back to my cock. “Please...,” I beg.

Open my eyes briefly, look deep into yours, then close them again. And you’re back again. Now your fingers are wrapped around my cock, the tip of it in your mouth.

And I’m coming already, afraid that you might stop and run away. But I manage to wait, manage to trust you. Cause I do, I trust you. Maybe I’m just too insecure.

Your sucking, taking more and more of me in your mouth with every thrust I make. I want you to take me whole, so I can come. Your tongue is pleasuring me perfectly well, your fingers playing with my balls. Just the right way.

You take me completely, I can see it when I open my eyes just a little. I want to see your face when I come. And I come, all my cum in your mouth. You swallow as much as you can take. Then you let my cock slip out of your mouth again, wanting to come upstairs again.

“Nick...,” you reach out for me, lying upon me, holding me close.

Kissing me again, deeply. My cum can still be tasted in your mouth. So I lick around to taste it, when you taste my cum in my mouth again. Your tongue is making me tremble, cause you kiss me just in the corner of my mouth. Which you know I can’t take.

Morning is almost here – let it wait
I just want to lie her awhile, tempting fate
I don’t think I could breathe now with you gone
But it’s not a weakness it’s just something I’ve begun

I lie here, alone in my bed. I know I felt asleep in your arms, safe and protected. Cause you’ve always protected me, even if I didn’t ask you too. You’re always there for me. And I tried to do the same.

Best friends, turned into so much more. Into lovers.

I want to hear something that tells me you’re still alive. I want to hear your breath, sometimes I look at you sleep. Lay my head against your skin, where your heart is. And I get addicted to the beating rhythm of your heart. It lets me know you’re still alive.

I want to know the connection is still there. When you’re next to me, there’s something that lights our way. I don’t know what it is. Don’t know if it’s God. I just know that I needed it my whole life and now I’ve given in to your feelings it’s here. The light that we all need. Us, human beings, need something to believe in. We need some sort of light. I know I do.

I’ve got it, I got you.

Maybe there’s a light that’s always on
Maybe we’re not only human
Maybe there’s a light that’s always on
And we’re not only human

We’ve been waiting for this moment all night. I know I did. Maybe you didn’t, but from the way you want to take control I know you did. I feel it in the way you move with me to the bed, the way your hands are ripping my shirt in two.

The moon is shining into our rooms, enough to keeps us warm. Enough to look at each other and do this. We roll on the bed, both naked now. I like to hold you, while you’re holding me too. Safe in your arms, holding each other so close. I love to snuggle onto you.

We’re moving slowly, so our cocks are touching every time, while I’m placing little kisses in your neck. The feeling of your skin that is amazing. Tasty, like honey. You taste like honey, so sweet. Now you know why I love kissing you all the time, why I love licking you all the time.

“Come on, Nick, I want you now!” It’s a demand, which is sexy coming out of your mouth. Your voice is so thick of your accent. Making me weak in the knees every time. But now I’ve got a job to do.

We don’t need it anymore. The bottle is just lying there, empty. We don’t care, we can do without it. I wanted to slide it underneath you, but you already grabbed a pillow. I guess you want it badly, don’t you?

I won’t waste any time if you’re like that. We both like it a little rough, sometimes.

The tip of my cock is at your entrance, as your hands grab my thighs and make me push myself in you completely. And I thought about moving slow. Then not, I guess.

The feeling of being inside your hot ass is too much sometimes. It’s overwhelming me, with everything that can possible get me. And I move. Thrusting in and out of you, while you’re thrusting back. I’m riding you like crazy, wanting to hit your prostate so hard it’s going to make you howl.

“Fuck... Nick...,” you’re trying to stop from screaming, cause it’s actually working. Without the howling part.

Sweat is running of our bodies, we’re working so hard to make this right. My hands are pumping your cock, wanting you to come. Wanting us to come together, for the first time. Someone always come first. But not this time though. This time we came together. I came inside of you, hitting your prostate with my cum.

And you came, all over my hand with a loud growl.

When you’re sleeping your ceramic
You’re surrounded by little stars
Every shimmer is a searchlight
Ever planet is ours
Change the street change the decade
Still the longing’s left inside
But why am I too small to carry you?
Why does twilight make me cry?

So it doesn’t really matter, I guess. We’re together. It’s all we wished for. We fought for it, with our lives. Making you leave your precious wife. I know you love her, a part of you will never let her go.

The strangest thing is, that we can even talk about it. I thought I was going to die, whenever you would bring her up. But it doesn’t, cause it’s something we need to share. No secrets, no pain. We can carry it together, the baggage we bring along. Every day is a long road, but when I’m around you it’s so much shorter.

Sometimes I wonder what’s up with you. How you can be this way. It seems almost unnatural. You’re so caring, so sweet. Maybe they don’t notice it, they’re being ridiculous about it. Or mean. Or direct.

“Stop the fucking kissing, Carter.”

But maybe they’re just jealous, cause they want you too. Except for Kevin though, cause I know he has a secret desire for me. Don’t ask me how, don’t ask me why, but I know.

I know we can be different. We can be something else than just human. We can be in another world, on a much higher level. We can live the highest, just us. I can feel it sometimes, cause maybe we’re so deep it’s something so different. We trust each other more than anything in the world. And we’ve survived everything. That sometimes seems inhuman.

When all the weight is gone
When all is said and done
We’re not only human

So here we stand, on the beach behind my house. We’re looking at the ocean, how the waves are crashing against the rocks. How they make the most beautiful sound in the world.

“I love you, Nick,” you say as you look deeply into my eyes. I know. I feel it.

I lay my hand against your heart, happy it’s still beating. Then my other hand takes yours and I lay it against mine. “I love you too.” I take both your hands in mine, looking in your eyes. Trying not to blink. “You are the one that keeps the music going, you keep me going. I can feel us in everything, our love is so deep.”

You smile, when I say the words. When I continue.

“I don’t know what I’d do without you. We fought for everything we have right now. We chose the right road, I know that for sure. And I’m praying you will take the next road with me. Will you marry me?”

I see tears welling up in your eyes, it does the same to me. Then you pull me close and place kisses all over my face. My eyes, my nose. “Oh God, yes!”

Life is something set to music
I can hear it when I’m sad
There’s a chord in every muscle
Every kiss you ever had
There’s a power when you’re near me
In our heads or in our bones
I know nothing but I’m guessing
When we die we’re not alone

THE END!!!!

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