Title: Like A Virgin
Author: Angel
E-Mail: babyblue855@yahoo.com or WddingPlanner@aol.com
Pairing: Aaron/Nick
Date: 12/29/2001
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: This is not real and probably never will be so if you believe it is... you have big issues my friend. I am not doing this to encroach on copyrights and/or slander any of the people I am writing about. This is for fun and not for profit.
Summary: Nick makes Aaron feel like… well... like a... well you guys can figure it out .
Warnings: Graphic M/M sexual situations. Consensual incest. You have been warned.
Nick has been away on tour for a while and to be completely honest, I missed the fool. I mean of course I missed him. He’s my brother and probably my best friend in this world. He means a whole lot to me.He means so much to me because he’s not only my brother and best friend. He’s also the object of my obsession.
Yes, you heard right. I said obsession. Get over it.
I can truly say I love everything about him. I really do. Now before you go and have a heart attack, let me explain what I mean.
It started about two years ago when I accidentally walked in on my brother having sex with some chick in his hotel room. I walked out immediately so he never knew I saw him but I sure as hell remember everything about it. The sounds he was making, the way his face contorted in pleasure, the way the sweat dripped off his body; everything about it, about him was just so perfect.
It was then I began looking at him differently. I noticed changes he had been through, physically and mentally. He was definitely not the same boy who sang, “As Long As You Love Me.” He looked and acted differently although his core was still the same. He was still the same Nick.
Physically he had changed very much. He was dropping the innocent boyish look and looking more like a very handsome man. His arms toned quite a bit. His legs did as well. He got some tattoos. He cut his hair. He gained some weight, for which he was ridiculed but frankly, I don’t see the big deal. It makes him look manlier. Sexier even.
Mentally he changed in that he took nothing for granted. He would come home and immediately hug us all and tell us he loved us. When I asked him why he did that he told me it was because his like anybody else’s days are numbered and he wanted to make sure that if something to him, we would know just how much we meant to him. He started picking and choosing the people who hung around him a lot more wisely. He stopped fighting with Kevin so much and if that’s not a sign of maturing, I don’t know what is.
I would sit in my room or on my bus and just think about all these things for hours. I guess this fueled what we can now call a full-blown obsession.
Just recently I have begun focusing more on the physical aspect of his maturity. I have to admit, I find him attractive. I find him sexy. I find him oh so fucking tempting. All right, now you guys may have your heart attack.
Feeling better yet? Okay, I’ll wait until you start breathing again before continuing.
:::humming jeopardy song:::
Oh there you are! Finally you’ve decided to join the world of the living. Anyway, where was I? Oh yes, Nick being the fucking god that he is.
So where do I stand now? I can say I want my brother sexually. I want to suck his cock. I want to feel his cock deep inside me. I want to feel his lips on mine as his cock drives in and out of my ass. Okay, I’ll hold on again while you have your second heart attack of the evening.
All done? Finally.
I’ve even been preparing myself for it. I made one of my bodyguards buy me a dildo and some lube and for the last couple of weeks I have been experimenting. Little by little I have been inserting one finger inside then two then three then four until I felt myself ready for the dildo. That happened just last night. I got it all the way in for the first time and goddamn it hurt! But I did it again this morning and didn’t hurt that much. I’m just about to go do it again so excuse me... I will be right back.
Okay, I’m back. Took me a while but I am finally done. I did it. I’m so proud of myself. It barely hurt this time. If I keep this up I’ll be ready by tomorrow.
I know what you guys are thinking. “Get real, Aaron! It’s never going to happen. Nick’s straight and your brother. He doesn’t need any more reasons than that to not go through with it. And besides, who’s going to ask him? You?”
That’s a valid point and one I’ve run through my head a million and one times but the hopeless dreamer in me keeps wishing and dreaming.
I guess I’ve said all I have to say to you guys now so if you’ll excuse me, I’m going to go check on the little… well big (in so many ways) sex god I have for a big brother.
I got up and left my own hotel room to go to his. It was right across the hall so it wasn’t like a huge deal with stairs and elevators to get there.
I knocked on the door on soon heard a sound approaching it.
“Hey little man! What ya want?”
That’s Nick, always so well mannered.
“I was bored and was wondering if you could help me get rid of the boredom.” I said and although I’m sure he saw nothing behind those words, I certainly put a whole lot behind them.