Title: In Our Minds
Series: Our Wicked Ways
Author: Aceetha/Dawn
E-Mail: shyspyke@toowicked.com
Disclaimer: This is pure fiction. Nothing in this story happened. I don't know the BSB's. If I did I wouldn't be sitting here writing this alright.
I chose to slam the door shut after Brian's bodygueard drop off my bag. He didn't even take time to drop it off himself. Think I sound upset? I am. After what I did for him on the bus he could have at least bothered to come over to say hi. And how can he not come here after kissing me on the bus?Just give me a hard on and take off is it? Well Mr Littrell, I'll get you for that. I'll do the same to you. I'll....go into the shower and do something about this hard on. And THEN, I'll get my revenge.
Things are dropped on the floor as I make my way into the bathroom, stripping as I go. I can pick up clothes later, now I need to fix this before I go insane.
*****
I look at Leighanne, sitting on the couch. I haven't seen her in so long, yet strangely I don't wanna be here with her. I want to be in Nick's room, kissing and fucking him. I wanna suck his cock 'til he comes screaming my name as loud as he can.
"You seem so distant. Is anything wrong?"
I look up, staring straight into her eyes.
"Nothing's wrong honey. I was just thinking."
"About what?" she looks at me with her eyes, and for a moment, I'm lost. I don't know what to do. A part of me wants to tell her about Nick, about the way I feel for him. The other...I don't know..Things have gotten so complicated.
"About how much I missed you"
The words I just said, that was only the beginning. The beginning of lies I will have to serve her so that I can be with Nick. It's wrong, but right now, I couldn't care less.
She smiles and kisses me, and all I can think of is Nick. She starts to walk towards the bedroom, and all I see is Nick.
As I undo her buttons, I picture Nick in front of me. I see myself opening his shirt, one button at a time, kissing my way down.
I hear Leighanne moan under my touch, but in my head it is Nick that is moaning.
*****
"OhGodBrian" I moan, supporting myself to the wall in the shower. I'm alone, yet in my face I see Brian, on his knees in front of me, sucking and licking my cock, and I thrust into his mouth.
"Oh...oh..oh"
As I thrust into my hand I see Brian in my head, smiling at me, his face filled with passion and lust, his blue eyes gleaming, steam all around him, sweat running down his face. He leans in to kiss me, and I kiss him back, feeling his tognue explore my mouth.
I thrust hard into his mouth again, moaning his name as I come.
I fall to my knees in the shower, heaving for air. Images of Brian flashes in front of my eyes, then they fade.
*****
As I thrust into Leighanne, I see Nick underneath me. I hear him moaning, I hear him say my name.
It's Nick's neck that I kiss and nibble, his ear that I play with, his hands I hold.
His tongue plays with mine as I thrust one last time, coming right after he came. I spill myself inside him, and I kiss him again, possesivly.
He smiles up at me, and tells me how much he loves me.
Then the image fades, and in front of me I see Leighanne, telling me how much she loves me.
I smile at her, and say the only thing I can say.
"I love you too honey. I'll always love you"
*****
I lean against the wall of the shower again, resting after my second orgasm. I had to come again, I had to see Brian kneeling in front of me again.
I hear a knock on the door.
Damn it. Who can it be?
I grab a towel and put it around my waist, cursing myself for not finding clothes before I went into the shower.
"Hold on will ya, I'm commin'" I yell, as the knocking don't stop.
Geez what are they doin', trying to knock down the door?
I push my bag out of the way and open the door, holding on to the towel for all I'm worth. There's no way that is going to fall down.
"Hello Nick"
I almost drop the towel.
It's Brian.
*****
Leighanne is alseep, and I gotta get out of here. If she notices I'll just tell her Nick needed to talk. She'll understand.
I pull on a clean pair of boxers, and my sweatpants, along with a black wifebeater. I see Nick's boxer lying on the floor, and thank God Leighanne didn't seem to notice.
I pick it up and put it in my pocket. Alrighty, that doesn't look to weird. I was wrong, it does, but I gotta give it back.
I close the door as silent as I can, checking that I remembered the key, then I head off to Nick's room.
I knock on the door. No answer. I know he's in there, he gotta be.
"Hold on will ya, I'm commin'"
Yep, he's there. Was he sleepin?
I hear noices inside, and then the door opens, and so does my mouth, it drops open.
He's standing there, all wet, in a towel, and by God I'm getting a hard on just by looking at him.
"Hello Nick"
He wasn't expecting me, I can tell. He almost dropped his towel.
Well, do that Carter, and I won't be able to say I word, I'll just fuck yer brains out.
"Brian?" he asks.
"Yeah. Can we talk, inside?"
He nods, and lets me inside. I walk over to the couch and sit down. He follows, still just in the towel. I'm gonna have a hard time concentrating if he doesn't change.
"What is it Brian?" he says, looking at me with those blue eyes, and it's not helping my hard on.
"I'm sorry, about not coming over with the bag and all"
"It's ok Brian" he says with a smile.
"Nick, it's just, Leighanne just came home, and I.."
"I understand. She's your fiancee, and you needed to spend time with her. You haven't seen her in a long while, and I'm sure that you two wanted to...well..you know what I mean..."
God, it sounds like he's been thinking alot about this. I mean, those words came out so fast I had no chance to jump in.
"Nick. That's not why. You've got it all wrong" I say, trying to explain, but I can't find the right words.
"What's there to explain. You made love, simple. You wanted to do her, so you didn't come over. I got it"
I can tell he's hurt. He tries to hide it, but I always could tell what he feels.
"Nick, we did sleep together, but..."
"Then why are you here?" he screams, getting up. I see tears running from his eyes now, and he runs his hand through his hair. God Nick, you got it all wrong.
"..but" I try again.
"BUT WHAT?" he yells.
"I slept with her, but all I could think about was you. All I could see was you. In my mind I was making love to you."