...god..look at him..I have been lying here and watching him for a really long time now..I cant belive this actually happend...I cant help think about what tomorrow´s gonna be like..when we have to face eachother,after last night....

Last night:

"..Nick, have you started the video"....Nick,is my friend..I know its weird ,he´s only 22 and Im too old for him..but we have a lot of fun ..and also some serious talk..." Its starting now..you need to come now ,Anitah, before our Mc Donals gets cold...",Nick replyed..We are having a night in front of the video..looking at some cheesy movies, having fastfood..and icecream..we always do this..and its those nights we really talks...tonight he is really sweet and full of fun.." come here Nitah .." He was sitting on the floor on some big pillows...I had my seat between his legs ,leaning on his chest..we started the movie..and started on our burgers...we laughed of the crazy movie..and made comments along..When the next movie was about to start, Nick got some blankets and the icecream...this time i was sitting with my back against the couch..Nick was lying with his head in my lab..." please ,Nitah ,feed me.."..he laughed and we smiled at eachother.."..ohh mommy´s little boy..open your mouth ,baby...." I said,and lowered the spoon.. He opened his mouth ,and i feed him the ice...he licked his lips.....suddenly i found myself thinking that he was sexy ,lying here ,with his mouth open ,licking the ice of his lips..he opened again...but the ice dropped on his chin and run down his neck..he smiled...I bent my head and licked the ice from his chin..he shivered...I could feel his stubble,it tickled my tounge....I licked the rest off of his neck....I looked at him ,his eyes was closed ,and he looked like he was really enjoying this...I took the spoon,and teased his lips with some more ice....his tounge came out and licked the spoon...he raised his hand and grabbed my hand.." Anitah...please....more...." the last word was followed by a quiet moan..

Today:

He mumbles in his sleep..and snuggles into the pillow..we have to wash all the blankets today..i think we got them a bit messy last night.....ohh look at his lips...the slight pout..they are so pink.................

Last night:

"more please..." I feed him another spoon, and he looked at me with a look of lust in his eyes....."Nicky...take your shirt of.."

he raised himself and took of his shirt...he took the spoon in his hand ,and feed me some icecream..he bent his head and gave me a light kiss om the mouth...our eyes met and Im sure we both saw the same..lust, and this feeling of accept..it was okey to do this..yeah we are friends..but who knows what happens....suddenly we started laughing...Nick grabbed my arms , and he held me down to the floor..he removed my tshirt and took the spoon..he dripped ice on my stomach..and bend his head to lick it of me..his tounge is so warm against my skin,now he explores my navel..I cant stop my moans any longer ..this feels amazing..now I slowly run my hands trough his hair..its soft and have a great scent...he clicks of my bra...and lower his mouth to first one nipple then the other....he licks over them,and suddenly he bites down on one..."Niiickkyyy....please...Nick ..".."yeah Anitah..what do you want..you want icecream..??"...he once again takes the spoon and this time its my breast where he dripps ice all over...I shiver..and I cant hardly breathe....he licks and suck my breast.. Then I turn him over ,i open his jeans,and pull them off of him..I take his boxers with them in the same move...I dont know if you can say a penis is beautiful, but if you can this one is very much that.." Nick..do you want more ice ???..",I teased...our eyes met again ,and we laughed ..I took the rest of the mostly melted icecream and slowly poured it onto his chest his stomach..and at last his groin....god the sounds he makes...he´s so turned on..and its so nice to see him like this...I start to lick all of the ice of his beautiful body,ending between his legs , taking him deeply into my mouth...he taste delicius ,the sweetness of the ice and mixed with the taste of him...this I could get used to..

Suddenly he raises ,and I look at him.." Anitah..please let me please you...let me do something..let me make love.."..he looked so sexy when he said this...I just nodded...and he took charge,and after kissing me deeply ,he guided himself into me and then ...it happend...we saw it....we saw the stars..lots of them....

Today:

Nick is beginning to wake up....god I hope he wont regret....Im so afraid of what he thinks....He´s eyes are open now...he gets this wonderful smile on his face..."come here..Nitah"..he reach out and pull me close to him......he sighs content.