I sat uncomfortably
in the luxurious limo we were riding in. Sure, I was used to this now. After
all, I had dated Justin for a year, and now I have my own. I didn’t feel weird
in the atmosphere—I felt weird around the people.
When I talked to Justin about
how he was doing, I really did mean for it to be love-wise. But I couldn’t
come out and directly say that to him. I’d have to give him time—and give
myself time, because right now, I’m not sure about anything in my life.
I knew that Laura had meant
well when she’d asked me to come along, but now I felt like a third-wheel.
Justin, JC, and Chris all brought their girlfriends, and I felt left out. Joey
and Lance had gone to the apartment to crash, and somehow I got stuck between,
my ex-boyfriend, my ex-boyfriend’s girlfriend, and my ex-boyfriends [ever so
popular] friends.
When I first got the gig, I
was so excited I forgot *NSYNC was managed under the same roof. I figured it was
Britney’s company, she wouldn’t have to do anything with Jive. Boy, I was
wrong!
When we reached my house,
where we were going to let me change, I jumped out of the limo like it had TNT
in it. I was just nervous, and I couldn’t back out of this thing now. As I
went inside, Laura followed behind. She whistled softly.
“Nice place you got
here,” She whispered.
“Thanks!” I laughed. I
smiled at her; she was a sweetie. I walked over to the bedroom, picked out my
“sexy” black halter top, and a pair of leather Capri's. “I hope I can get
these off later,” I muttered, tugging the Capri's off the hanger. Laura
laughed.
“With your figure, you
won’t have a problem!” She chuckled. I blushed.
“Thanks,” I said. “Make
yourself at home. I’ll just be a quickie.” I said, going into the bathroom
and twisting the lock behind me.
Once I was inside, I sat on
the edge of the tub, and buried my face into my hands. “Great, now I hang out
with my ex-boyfriend Justin, and he probably hates me!” I said, frustrated.
Then I reasoned with myself. Why would Justin have talked to me tonight? I
asked. Obviously, it wasn’t him who broke my heart, I thought, feeling
guilty. I wondered if Justin hear any of those rumors about me and Britney
saying he was a jerk. I hope he didn’t because I certainly didn’t. Plus, I
was the one who dumped him, so I needed to take some of the blame for that
mishap. I just wanted things to be back to normal—and for us to be together
again.
“Uh, so?” I asked
nervously in the limo on the way to the club. I was nervously twitching my
fingers. Sophie looked at me, and caught my eye. I turned away.
“So...?” She repeated. I
suddenly blurted out:
“How are your siblings?”
I asked. She raised a perfectly arched eyebrow, and I winced. There was nothing
wrong with asking about your family, was there? Suddenly, she laughed and I
relaxed...a little bit.
“Well, Kathy is great.
She’s almost eight now, and starting to have crushes and all.” Sophie said.
“So that’s where I come into the picture, help her out with zits and
stuff,” She laughed. I laughed too. I waggled my eyebrows.
“Does she still worship
me?” I joked. Sophie’s eyes got tense.
“No.” She mumbled. “She
worships...”
“JC?” Sophie shook her
head.
“Lance?” Shook her head.
“Chris?” Shook her head
again.
“JOEY?” She shook her
head AGAIN.
“Who?” I asked.
“Nick. Brian. Howie. AJ.
Kevin.” Sophie muttered. I opened my mouth in shock.
“The Backstreet guys?” I
said in awe.
“Yeah. Ever since uh,
whatever, happened, she started dissing you guys so much. All those autographed
posters and stuff.” Sophie winced and rolled her eyes.
“Oh. Ummm...cool?” I
stammered. I was glad me and Sophie had our own limo. The last thing I wanted to
do was make Laura think something was going on. She was as confused as I was,
even though she wasn’t my girlfriend—I was pretty sure she and Lance were
getting it on—but she was my best friend, and I didn’t want to get into one
of those “talks” about girls and stuff.
“Yeah. So, I thought you
said nothing was going on in relationships,” She questioned, her New York
accent cutting through her smooth voice. That only happened when she was
nervous—very nervous.
“I don’t,” I said, the
glint in my eye was sheepish. “Laura’s a good friend of mine. She’s
actually getting pretty serious with Lance, not me.” I smiled, waiting—no,
anticipating—for her answer. Which I soon got.
“Oh. Well, you two,
seem...close.” She said flatly. I smiled.
“No. Not as close as us,
anyway,” I whispered.
“Mr. Timberlake, we are at
the Arena. You may step outside. Please put on your sunglasses. Thank you, sir,
have a good time.” My driver, Tony said over the intercom. I laughed. “Oh,
whatever. Justin, have a great time, but no girls back here, understand?” He
laughed. “Wait...except Sophie! But I’ve got a camera so I can see what you
two are up too...” He grinned sideways, turning his head to look at us. Both
Sophie and my face turned Raspberry red.
“Whatever,” I heard
myself mumble, but Tony just chuckled. “Oh shut it,” I snapped, cracking a
slight smile.
“Whatever you say,
Timberlake, whatever you say. I’ll be here to pick you up, so call when your
done...whenever that is,” He snickered, rolling his eyes. I glared at him,
took Sophie’s hand and helped her out of the limo.
Surprisingly, there weren’t
a lot of paparazzi. We had parked in a secluded corner, with a row of well lit,
but a kind of creepy, street, blazed over with bars and clubs. The club was a
dark, black and brown building, that was about the size of a regular house. I
couldn’t imagine people flowing here, and actually having any room to dance,
and so forth.
As me and Sophie walked up
the gravelly steps, a pair of hands loudly clapped me on the back. I spun on my
heel, and looked behind me. JC and Kerri were standing there, looking great, as
always. JC had on some black leather pants and I worn out white t-shirt, which
was worn with a black leather jacket, open in the middle. Kerri was similar to
her boyfriend’s dressing. She had a skirt that reached her knees, which was a
leather one, with bits of pink and blue polyester patches sewn all over. Her top
was a low, deep berry red, which clung to her front perfectly, exposing just
enough to make men's’ minds wonder, but enough to be safe from JC’s
objections. The front was the only part covered, while her back was fully
exposed to the club, only a small, fish line string held the top together. JC
probably wants to snap that string...he just won’t admit it, I thought evilly,
while looking at JC, who was staring thoughtfully into the pitch black starry
night.
“What ya thinkin’
‘bout, bro?” I asked. JC didn’t flinch. “JC?” I asked. JC suddenly
blinked, and turned to look at me in the eye.
“’Sup?” he asked, still
entranced into his daze. I laughed.
“I asked you something,”
I fibbed. He looked around, uninterested.
“Uh-huh. And that’s why I
wasn’t looking at you—anything you ask is pointless,” he smirked.
“Well, that wasn’t very
nice, was it?” I laughed. He smiled.
“Why, I think it
was...you’ve got a screwed mind, that’s all.” He retorted. “Get help,
Justin,” He said, until he left to walk a little bit up to where Sophie and
Kerri were talking. I saw Kerri politely tell Sophie something, then she quickly
pulled JC in for a deep kiss. I sighed, as a smiling JC came up for air, with a
lipstick mark on his lips. He winked at me. I chuckled lightly, and looked up
into the stars.
What I saw, made me gasp.
There, in front of me, like a city lit up at night, was the Big Dipper. I self-conciously
grabbed Sophie’s wrist, startling her.
“What?” She snapped.
Instantly, she said, “Sorry, didn’t mean that.” She said more softly. I
nodded.
“It’s okay. I just wanted
to show you something,” I said breathlessly.
“And that is...?” She
asked, looking into my icy blue eyes.
“My favorite star
formation,” I whispered. Sophie’s face went pale as she realized what he was
talking about. She regained her composure.
“Mine too,” She
whispered, as memories from that fateful night came rushing back to me.
<<<<<Flashback>>>>>
“Sophie!
Wait up!” I gasped, as Sophie ran out the back door of the party. After I had
left, Britney had smirked at me, and started flirting with Nick Carter. Figures, I thought, disgusted. I didn’t know why I hadn’t broken up
with her before...
“Sophie!” I yelled, as I ran
to the bench where she had collapsed. Her head was in her hands, and she was
crying loudly.
I sat down next to
her, and lightly rubbed her back. She looked up at me warily.
“You hate me,
don’t you?” She said quietly. I looked shocked.
“Now why would I
hate a beautiful girl like you?” I asked, confused.
“Don’t play dumb,
Justin. I just made you break up with your girlfriend. Didn’t you notice that?
I just broke up the King and Queen, Princess and Prince of Pop! You know how
humiliating that will be? I’m a failure! That’s all I am! My reputation was
a big one, Justin, don’t you understand that? If my father finds out, that his
own daughter broke up two of his top artist’s, he’ll have me fired in a
millisecond! You don’t understand my dad, or me!” She yelled in frustration.
I sat there quietly for a moment, trying to gather up the courage to say
something. Softly, I took her hand, and she didn’t resist.
“Sophie, I know what
you’re thinking; it’s not true. You know, my mom always said, that you think
life is perfect, but at times, it’s anything but that. You go through tough
times, of deaths; break-ups; depressions; and it’s natural! You know, you’re
not the entire reason we broke up tonight. Me and Britney have had problems, and
you just boosted me up enough to show her that I’ve had enough, and that I
could be my own man, and we didn’t need to be ‘together’ to have a good
image. Don’t you understand that? And as for your dad, well, Sophie, Dan Jones
is one of the most heroic people I have met in my mere years of life. He’s
been the best, and no one could ask for more. He’d understand, I’m positive.
I was the one who went to him when me and Britney started having problems...”
I said. Sophie looked away, and looked back at me.
“Really?” She
asked. I nodded and smiled.
“Really. Plus,
Britney must have been cheating on me, and I really wanted to cheat on her, but
I’m not like that. But I’ve always been eyeing one girl, who I fancy,” I
winked.
“Oh.” She said.
“But still, you and Britney were like...soulmates!” She shouted.
“Calm down, girl. You could have never been more wrong in your life!
You want to know the truth? Well, when you go out with someone, you think
they’re your soulmate, because of the situation. But when you look at it from
His perspective, you realize that they’re not. It’s when you look to Him,
and you feel a warmth...of love,” I finished. Sophie started to sob, so I took
her into my arms, and held her tightly. Her sobs were going through my shirt,
but I didn’t care. “Shh, babydoll, it’s gonna be just fine,” I whispered
to her.
“Will it, Justin?
You just say that so...I....” She said, her voice muffled from the cloth that
made my shirt. “Nevermind,” she mumbled.
I looked into the sky,
praying, and asking for an answer to this mess. I spotted the Big Dipper. I
shook Sophie ever so slightly, and she looked up, her eyes still red and swollen
from her bawling.
“Look!” I said
eagerly.
“What?” She asked
gingerly.
“The Big Dipper! It
somehow, reminds me of you,” I whispered.
“Really?” She
asked. I nodded, and I leaned downwards, towards her lips. In a second, I felt
her lips on mine. I opened my mouth, and slipped my tongue into hers, finding
every piece I could.
When we came up for
air, she smiled. “Maybe this wasn’t so bad, after all?” She chuckled.
“No, it definitely
wasn’t...” I said. She laughed lightly.
“So...what have I
gotten myself into?” She asked herself. I softly hummed the new tune to a song
on the Celebrity album.
“Would you be my
girlfriend? I’ll treat you good, I know you hear your friends, you should,”
I sang softly into the black night.Sophie looked at me.
“Is this your way of
asking?” She asked softly. I nodded.
“Like it?” I
smirked.
“Love it.” She
said. “So, Mr. Timberlake, shall we go in now?” She asked, standing up, and
walking towards the door she had come out from.
“Wait up!” I said,
standing up hastily. “I need one thing,” I said, catching up to her. She
smiled.
“What’s that?”
She asked.
“My girlfriend on my
arm,” I winked. She smiled.
“I think that’s
possible,” She smiled, and took my arm, as I led her into the party.
<<<<<End
Flashback>>>>>