yahhh....
Yah so...today is friday and im not doing anything right now :(.....oh well thats what always happens when i wait for cory :\ but i dunno....sometimes i think that there is more bad than good in our relationship and thats probably how it actually is most of the time. Anyway i dont want to think about that stuff right now cuz its depressing. I am happy about this weekend tho cuz i will be spending the night at megan w.'s on saturday then, on sunday we r gonna see the passion of the christ...im nervous to see it but i really want to. Im happy for megan cuz she just got a webcam and its cool cuz, uhh i dunno it just is! i luv webcamming :) yep...so im gonna go work on my website some more and talk to megan on AIM bye!! xoxo -Lisa

hey...my blog lives! lol yesterday i tried to write but it caused an error and wouldnt let me get to the right page, so im glad i can today. umm i have had some really bad days lately...and i just seem to fine myself on the edge of tears and just wondering what the right thing to do is. i cant tell if cory is avoiding me or he is just busy or he doesnt want to go out with me anymore...and i just keep hearing from some of my friends and my sister and other ppl that i should just break up with him, and i dunno i REALLY dont want to but i cant stand feeling so sad when he tells me he is gonna be busy when im not going to be...i really want to talk to him but i would rather do it in person and alone and that is impossible now b.c i only see him once in awhile. so anyway now that i made myself really depressed im gonna go... hopefully we can talk sometime soon... im out luv ya lotz-xoxo-lisa

wow...
Ok sorry i havent written in awhile i have been soooo tight with time! ok so my last entry well i got that cleared up kinda..YAY! so i met this new guy right? Cory, he goes to Taylor...and uh...ahh so much has happened! so yah we r going out as of right now and...2 more days and we will have been going out for 3 weeks :)...i dunno if anyone actually reads this but i dont care if they do anyway...but yah i really REALLY like him, and its different from any other guy i have ever dated i dunno what it is but i want to be with him all the time and he just makes me feel so happy..i would really hate to lose him :( tho i should prolly back off a little since i prolly seem a lil obsessive, but thats how i am with guys..we have had our share of fights and its mostly because i want to see him more but he still has a life and he still wants to hang out with all of his friends and do stuff with them and hey he has more than one friends, he has a couple friends and he is just trying to spend time with all of us equally:( i dont want to make him give up anything even tho i involuntarily give up a lot for him..lol i dont try to i just do! but yah its kind of complicated but this is getting long and im getting tired so bye guys!!! i luv all my friends dont think i forgot about u guys lol....xoxo ~Lisa

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I feel dumb right now...there is someone I need to talk to. I told you I wanted to be friends, and I never wanted things to go past that. I don't like where we are right now and the next time I see you I will try to talk to you. This is just one of the mistakes I have made in my life..but it makes me mad how you just assume I want to do everything that you do and stop playing guilt trips on me. I don't know if we can still be friends, I'm not sure I can handle it right now and I don't want to. I just want to be free.

Hey whats up!?
Hi guys! I know I haven't written in awhile but oh well! So its 2004! HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! I had a pretty crappy New Year's Eve but I saw two shooting stars! I must be pretty lucky. So, school is gonna be back on in a few days. I need to get started on my homework! Its kind of sad that I even have homework! EVIL TEACHERS! Yah so what is my story on guys right now? Well I have a lot of friends but there is one guy I really want to get to know right now (wink wink). And everyone else will just have to wait! I'm excited to see what this year has to bring I hope it will be greater than the last and I can't wait til my sixteenth birthday!! To all my friends, I luv u guys so much!!! PEACE!! ~Lisa

First Entry
Well now that I have a blog, I better put an entry in here so people can read it. I always wonder if people actually come to my website or read my stuff. Maybe someone is actually reading this besides me. To start you off, if u haven't read anything at about me at my webpage, my name is Lisa. I'm fifteen years old right now. I'm a sophomore at Western High School in Indiana. If you feel the need my AIM screen name is loopielisa0603. So go ahead an IM me sometime! Thats it for now I'm off to watch some spongebob! SWEEET! xoxo-Lisa