updates
Mood:  smelly
Now Playing: track 3- boxcar racer (i dunno the title it just says track 3)
Topic: life in general
so its been like a month or something, sorry, i havent felt like writing, i dont feel like it now. so im home alone right now, boring, i havent been to school for the past two days. Im retarded and got messed up on rollerblades. Last night was like the worst night of my life. Not one big thing, just everything combined. I wont go into details because id rather not think on it anymore. So only two and a half weeks of school left. I love summer more than anything. I love him too. I'm glad that I have someone to love even if he doesn't care about me. I hate all guys besides him right now, and girls too. Sorry...lol nothing else is new really, im tired of sitting here, bye

xoxo-lisa

I just ate a big bowl of reese's icecream omg, AWESOME
Mood:  spacey
Now Playing: The Killers-Smile Like You Mean It
Topic: life in general
so i just got home from school...boring, my friend michelle was talking about her live journal today so i thought id give my blog and update :)
im happy today.
I got the Killers cd the other day, very awesome..
my friend brittany just got her license, good job :)
spring break is in one week!!!
my sister is going to panama but im staying here, i get to have her car for a week so that makes everything better, but i wont be able to go out cuz ill be NAKED! she is taking like...all of my clothes, jerk. but its ok
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well im about over brad, i was just really depressed for awhile. You do not understand how sad i was, and angry...im still a little mad, in fact i wish to yell at you but im probably too nice to actually do it. I have your crap in a box in my room and im planning on giving it back, and i would like my shirt and ring back as well. Hopefully you are reading this
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anyway, school was going really bad for awhile, probably due to the massive amounts of STRESS which I DIDNT DESERVE to be piled on me...anyway things are good now and my grades r going back up i think :)

i would like to give a shout out to Sean, because he is hot and....awesome lol

good day everyone!

xoxo, lisa

continued...
Mood:  blue
Now Playing: Wheel-John Mayer
you had me from the beginning
i wasn't sure but you were
i should have known,
you've never been hurt before
you say its not true
but i'm the first you loved
i'm not sure you understand yet
and still i remember the times we went out
i remember how you first said "i love you"
i never saw any sign of doubt from you
then my world came crashing down
i can even pin it to a date
March 12, 2005 at 6:38
Its all too familiar, this feeling
my hearts all thats on the line
you break it with every word
i ask you to take it back
i suck at this
i'll hide behind the confusion
im so lost
then light shines on us
hope
but hope always fails
might as well not even try
you don't know this like i do
don't try question it
leave me now, i am dead to you
i dont want to hurt like this anymore
but you leave me no way out


the real end to your poem.

Mood:  blue
everyone said "dont screw him over"

Brad broke it off. reason: im not really sure
I keep calm during the day but at any time when I'm not busy I can't keep my mind off this. I hurt.

night,
lisa

leaving...
Mood:  blue
Now Playing: Happiness by the Kilowatt- Alex is on Fire
Topic: bad news
i would love you forever
if you would give me the chance.





99% sure brad is leaving to go back to the air force. i haven't seen or heard from him in two days, thats a record. Last night was horrible cuz i woke up every hour then tried to get back to sleep, i finally got to sleep around 4 AM. I'm extremely depressed right now so i think im gonna try to go back to sleep.

UPDATES!
Mood:  caffeinated
Now Playing: Weezer-Say It Ain't So
Topic: this n that
so heres some random stuff thats happened recently:

*finals are over
*i got a decent report card (C+ and higher)
*i got a spider bite on my leg, EW!
*i hung out with megan today
*brad found his class ring and im wearing it :)
*i got new classes
*i actually have to do homework now
*there is a new girl at school from tipton
*i got my hair cut, its short!
*me and brad have been dating offically 2 months
*5 months til my birthday (i'll be 17)
*about 3 more months of school

the end!!!!
xoxo -lisa

RAWR! moo.
Mood:  silly
Topic: !@#%^&
loopielisa0603:he loves his car more than me
loopielisa0603:=\
andy: thats not good at all
andy: ur a living person
andy: lol
andy: thats just a means of travel
loopielisa0603: lmao!!


its ok brad i really don't think that im just venting... I LOVE YOU!!! even when you make me feel like second place i know its not true, sometimes thats just they way things work out...


so i have finals tomorrow and the next day..friday is a half day tho!! yay fun, i might go out to eat with all my friends after :) yay for traditions...bring on 3rd trimester!!! i love you all and good night

xoxo -lisa

Yay Brad!
Mood:  chillin'
Topic: good news
happy birthday to my baby, Brad, I love you!

my name is lisa and i like to grill hamburgers naked.

i just love this:

thank you, have a great night everyone. xoxo-lisa

bahhh
Mood:  accident prone
Topic: !@#%^&
Hey, so I can't sleep yet..just annoyed at my evil sister and her evilness, Brad is over here he looks like a cute little lobster cuz he went to the tanning bed haha! yep..not much else going on
random thoughts: i am annoying, i can't stop being annoying i don't know why.
i am selfish, i want you with me all the time, i want to suffocate you.
when i push you away, thats when i probably need you the most, just know that for future reference..
i never want you to leave.


love you Brad <3 night everyone
xoxo-lisa

stupid face.
Mood:  suave
Now Playing: chevelle-send the pain below
Topic: !@#%^&
hi, so i have been home for a little while, i was with brad earlier and last night..we went out to eat with everyone but his stupid brother was being a little drama queen and left for some reason, we ended up going to Donatos then we went back to Brad's and played Halo 2 alot. I really like that game, definitely fun :) so yeah I am bored now and Brad DITCHED me to go work on a stupid car, BOO!!! Its ok though I will live :D. I really didn't want to stay home with my evil little brother. I ended up having to show him who is boss. After I smack him around a little he leaves me alone. Sorry Brad if you thought it was you, it wasn't at all. Time for some mint chocolate chip ice cream :) bye everyone! xoxo-lisa