happy spring!
Heyyyy! well i havent written much..or maybe at all this month i cant remember now =P but yes, umm not much new has gone on all month til last weekend. I went to the dance at kokomo high school which was for all of the schools in the area. It was pretty awesome and a good way to meet ppl. The only crappy thing about it was that me and my friend, Megan, couldn't get in til 9:30 even though it started at 8 because we didn't buy tickets in advance. We decided we would buy tickets at the door but noooo of course the building was "full" and we couldn't go in until some ppl left. But once we got in I had a pretty good time. I saw my ex bf Cory yah..I dunno ever since we broke up he has acted like such an ass..and I really don't appreciate him telling his friends about us and other random ppl because it really wasn't and isn't any of their business but ya know some people are too immature and just have nothing better to do than talk about someone elses personal life. But on to a more positive subject, I met this guy, Cody at the dance =D (total score! =P). We ended up going to the movies monday and saw 13 going on 30, it was pretty good I liked it. I have felt a little out of it the past week or so because my internet was down so the people I usually talk to, well I didn't but thats ok cuz I had Cody to talk to (aww!)..yep so now we are gonna hang out sometime this weekend, YAY! lol yes yes. Me and Megan Z. were supposed to see Mean Girls saturday with Olivia but no...Olivia can't go and Megan invited some other girls I don't really know and she picked the time (12 in the afternoon) and ya know I really don't feel like I wanna go with them now. So I guess I won't! haha! lol its ight tho...maybe me and Megan W. will hang out friday or something cuz I haven't chilled with her in awhile. Hmm not much else new...season finale of the OC is next wednesday! awww I'm gonna miss it! THE OC ROCKS! wow i sound like a commercial or something, but its true, I am obsessed with that show, but thats ok I guess. OH YES! I just remembered I got my permit today, man people at the BMV are just kinda rude! haha but its not like I haven't heard that before! lol!!! so 4 more weeks of school!! IM SO EXCITED FOR SUMMER! its gonna be awesome! but yah I suppose this entry is getting rather long and I have to go put my clothes in the dryer so I think I'm gonna go, hopefully I'll write more next month and continue my goal of at least writing twice a month. It really is cool to look back and read old entries and see what was goin on in my life at the time when I wrote it because alot of the stuff I forget and then I read it and remember how good and awesome or sometimes bad my life has been. But you gotta take the good with the bad in life, thats my wise statement of the day so yah I'm out now..BYE!!! xoxo-lisa

PiMP!
Hey Whats GoInG on?! So yah SB is in two days!! Im not really going anywhere nice and sunny...but thats ight i guess, i have to go see my uncle and aunt tho out in missouri..i dont really mind it cuz they have a HUGE mall out there and my mommy is gonna take me shopping =) yep so thats my plans...so yah updates? uhh im still living the single life, playin the field ya know! i feel kinda like a player/pimp right now tho, too many guys to talk to and StuFf ;)but i have to say it is pretty fun sometimes...but i wont get into all that...YALL ONLY WANT ME FOR MY PIMPJUICE! Yah so right now im just kinda livin' it up fo sho fo sho! Yah im feelin pretty hyper for getting 3 hours of sleep last night..im an insomniac.... yup im listening to Switchfoot right now and i must say, THEY R AWESOME!! I hope they play some concert this summer cuz i wanna go to concert! Im thinking and hoping this summer will be awesome :D so now im out to work on my site somewhere else! im really trying to get my photo gallery up and running but its soooo time consuming and repetitive! GRR it just gets annoying but its cool ill work it out.. peace babes! ttyl! xoxo-Lisa

WHATSUP!!!!
hey! i just got home from the doctors :( cough cough sniff sniff...yah i have a bad cold but i got some medicine now so i should be getting better. yay. So uh yah...i havent been doing much lately cuz i have been sick for a week now, i just sleep all day and get up for a couple of hours to lay around haha... good thing i have easy classes right now or i would be really far behind, yep soooo...i dunno im bored right now so im gonna do some more work on my site...ill talk to yall later..bye! xoxo ~Lisa

today is SaTuRdAy!
Hey! guess what? me and cory broke up last night...yah it was kind of a mutual thing, and i really wasnt too sad or anything. We r still gonna be friends and naybe we can work something out later, who knows...but i feel kind of good that im free again b.c its hard to act like ur not single when ur not around ur bf very much...and i just feel like i can talk to guys again. Yah so today i went to the tanning bed and got a little tiny bit burnt hehe but im much more tan... im excited about tonight and tomorrow. Tonight i am going to spend the nigt at megans as i said b4 and my friend justin was supposed to come up and see us! but i dont think he is gonna be able to. Oh well we will still have fun ;) lol but yah im gonna have a good weekend despite everyones attemps at making it SUCK! hahaha! im out! byeeee xoxoxo - Lisa

yahhh....
Yah so...today is friday and im not doing anything right now :(.....oh well thats what always happens when i wait for cory :\ but i dunno....sometimes i think that there is more bad than good in our relationship and thats probably how it actually is most of the time. Anyway i dont want to think about that stuff right now cuz its depressing. I am happy about this weekend tho cuz i will be spending the night at megan w.'s on saturday then, on sunday we r gonna see the passion of the christ...im nervous to see it but i really want to. Im happy for megan cuz she just got a webcam and its cool cuz, uhh i dunno it just is! i luv webcamming :) yep...so im gonna go work on my website some more and talk to megan on AIM bye!! xoxo -Lisa

hey...my blog lives! lol yesterday i tried to write but it caused an error and wouldnt let me get to the right page, so im glad i can today. umm i have had some really bad days lately...and i just seem to fine myself on the edge of tears and just wondering what the right thing to do is. i cant tell if cory is avoiding me or he is just busy or he doesnt want to go out with me anymore...and i just keep hearing from some of my friends and my sister and other ppl that i should just break up with him, and i dunno i REALLY dont want to but i cant stand feeling so sad when he tells me he is gonna be busy when im not going to be...i really want to talk to him but i would rather do it in person and alone and that is impossible now b.c i only see him once in awhile. so anyway now that i made myself really depressed im gonna go... hopefully we can talk sometime soon... im out luv ya lotz-xoxo-lisa

wow...
Ok sorry i havent written in awhile i have been soooo tight with time! ok so my last entry well i got that cleared up kinda..YAY! so i met this new guy right? Cory, he goes to Taylor...and uh...ahh so much has happened! so yah we r going out as of right now and...2 more days and we will have been going out for 3 weeks :)...i dunno if anyone actually reads this but i dont care if they do anyway...but yah i really REALLY like him, and its different from any other guy i have ever dated i dunno what it is but i want to be with him all the time and he just makes me feel so happy..i would really hate to lose him :( tho i should prolly back off a little since i prolly seem a lil obsessive, but thats how i am with guys..we have had our share of fights and its mostly because i want to see him more but he still has a life and he still wants to hang out with all of his friends and do stuff with them and hey he has more than one friends, he has a couple friends and he is just trying to spend time with all of us equally:( i dont want to make him give up anything even tho i involuntarily give up a lot for him..lol i dont try to i just do! but yah its kind of complicated but this is getting long and im getting tired so bye guys!!! i luv all my friends dont think i forgot about u guys lol....xoxo ~Lisa

end...
I feel dumb right now...there is someone I need to talk to. I told you I wanted to be friends, and I never wanted things to go past that. I don't like where we are right now and the next time I see you I will try to talk to you. This is just one of the mistakes I have made in my life..but it makes me mad how you just assume I want to do everything that you do and stop playing guilt trips on me. I don't know if we can still be friends, I'm not sure I can handle it right now and I don't want to. I just want to be free.

Hey whats up!?
Hi guys! I know I haven't written in awhile but oh well! So its 2004! HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! I had a pretty crappy New Year's Eve but I saw two shooting stars! I must be pretty lucky. So, school is gonna be back on in a few days. I need to get started on my homework! Its kind of sad that I even have homework! EVIL TEACHERS! Yah so what is my story on guys right now? Well I have a lot of friends but there is one guy I really want to get to know right now (wink wink). And everyone else will just have to wait! I'm excited to see what this year has to bring I hope it will be greater than the last and I can't wait til my sixteenth birthday!! To all my friends, I luv u guys so much!!! PEACE!! ~Lisa

First Entry
Well now that I have a blog, I better put an entry in here so people can read it. I always wonder if people actually come to my website or read my stuff. Maybe someone is actually reading this besides me. To start you off, if u haven't read anything at about me at my webpage, my name is Lisa. I'm fifteen years old right now. I'm a sophomore at Western High School in Indiana. If you feel the need my AIM screen name is loopielisa0603. So go ahead an IM me sometime! Thats it for now I'm off to watch some spongebob! SWEEET! xoxo-Lisa