Justin just left the apartment. He came over a few hours ago and we talked. Everything came out and I think this may have been the start of something really great. You know those really stupid things that you do when you’re young? Well, sleeping with JC was one of those. Not that I didn’t enjoy it (because believe me, there was nothing not enjoyable about that night!) but he might have been more like a conquest by that point. Justin is a whole other story. I love him, and that hasn’t changed over the last seven years. I’ve learned the greatest lesson I could have learned. Sometimes unanswered prayers are the greatest gifts. I wasn’t meant to be with JC years ago, or now. I was meant to be with Justin, now…always…and forever.