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Decisions, decisions.

Decisions, decisions. Why can't I make them? "Because you're useless." My mate Jo always said. "You can't make a decision to save your life." "Thanks a lot Jo. You're such a great friend." I'd say back sarcastically. Until tonight. Because tinight's the night I'm going to have SEX - and it'll be the first time in four months. Trouble is, I'm going to have to choose between Nick and Kevin. I met them both three months ago and we've been partying ever since. Oh, and flirting of course. Nick's sexy and blonde with come to bed eyes. Kevin's sexy and dark with a cheeky grin. And yes, I'm mad about both of them. To be honest, I didn't think Nick was interested in me at first - except as a mate. But one night, when we went to a bar, Kev started running his fingers through my hair and telling me how sexy he thought I was. It was then I nearly made my first decision - I nearly kissed him. But then Nick stuck a bottle of beer between us and looked at me with such a hurt expression in his gorgeous eyes, I felt confused all over again. In the cab home I was sitting between them, trying to decide which one I wanted, when I suddenly felt Nick's hand move onto my thigh. I tried not to squirm as he stroked my skin and I gritted my teeth so that I wouldn't moan out loud. His hand moved higher, caressing me, moving up to where I was damp and waiting. But just as he touched my G-string, the cab arrived at my flat. It took me 4 DIY attempts - two imagining Nick, two imagining Kev - to get rid of that ache.And, even in fantasy I couldn't decide which one I liked best. So tonight I've made up my mind. I'm going to let fate decide! If there's anything in this destiny stuff, then something will happen to make me realise which one I want. I go to my knicker drawer and pull ot a 'sex tonight, please' G-string. In the middle of changing, the phone rings. "Hello." I say, cradling the phone under my chin and pulling down my knickers. "Hey, Mel. It's Kev." This must be a sign. I'm knickerless and Kevin calls. "Hey, Kev." I reply. "What're you up to?" He asks. "Changing my panties." "Do you know how hard you've just made me?" He says. "Not yet." I reply. There's a pause. "We'll pick you up in half an hour." Kev croaks. Two hours later, Nick, Kevin and I are standing in the corner of Jo's party and I'm still confused. Kev's giving me lingering looks over his beer glass ans Nick, well, Nick just looks sooo gorgeous. I pray that fate will intervene and then suddenly it does. Across the room, someone starts waving at us. No, not at us, at Nick. "I'll be back." He says and Kev and I are left alone. He grabs my arm and we dart off to the bedroom. At last, I've made a decision and four months of celibacy is about to end. I grab handfuls of Kev's brown hair and pull him towards my lips. He passionatley kisses me back. There's no time to waste. I want him inside me, no, I NEED him inside me. My hands shake as I undo his belt. He's hard and straining at the zip. I tug his jeans and boxers down and he stands to attention in front of me. Kev takes off my knickers, hitches up my dress. I shiver in anticipation. I pull him towards me and we fall back onto the pile of coats on the bed. I take him in my hand and guide him into me. I bit my bottom lip to stop myselfcrying out as the ful length of him thrusts deep inside me. Yeeessss! All big things come to those who wait.... My hands move to his buttocks as Kev starts to grind into me - I push him deeper and deeper. Behind Kev, the door swings open. Suddenly, Nick is in the doorway. He looks horrified. I say nothing to as Kevin slows doewn. This is too good to stop. Nick, obviously realising we're going to carry on regardless, turns and walks out, shutting the door behind him. Kev thrusts into me and my senses flood with pleasure. My body starts to shudder asI orgasm, my fingers burried in Kev's buttocks, my eyes fixed on the door where Nick stood minutes before. Kev finishes getting dressed first and I send him off to get a drink. As I calm down down after the best orgasm I've had in years, Nick comes into the room. "I've come for my coat." He says, avoiding all eye contact. "I didn't mean to hurt you." I say, knowing it won't make any difference. "I'm sure you didn't. But I thought Kev knew better." "What's that supposed to mean?" I ask. "Are you saying 'm bad for him?" "No, Mel, I'm saying that, first of all, Kev knows how much I like you. And secondly, he's got a girlfriend, or should I say fiancee. She lives in LA and he's moving there in a few months." "Cheers fate. Thanks very much." I mutter. "He might leave her for you, Mel, but then again, he may not." Nick says. "And if I know Kev, he won't. Will you Kev?" Nick turns to the doorway. Kev's standing there, holding our drinks. He blushes. "It's not that I don't like you, Mel," He mutters. "It's just...." I jump up furious with myself and Kev. Then I grab my coat and say, "Come on, Nick, you can walk me home while Kev decides what he wants." Decisions, decisions. I wish I could make them. Well, I can now. And, I've decided I want Nick as a friend and Kev as a distant memory. But God, I wish Nick wouldn't look at me that way....

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