I can’t believe I was played, you showed me emotion,
Should’ve been smart, said: no and avoided all the commotion.
I hate you now and forever, but I will always love you.
Don't know why or how, but that’s just the way it is now.
Still can see your face, so beautiful and bright.
Your skin is light, fragile, just right.
Your eyes blue, brighter than you.
I hate you with all my heart, but will cherish you with every thought.
Can’t ever forget you, for bad or for worse, but in the end my mind will finally burst.
I love you, you know who you are, but also loath you so please stay afar.
I hurt, so badly right then, but I was strong and fucking held it.
Those fake emotions, The “I want you’s, and I luv you’s” nothing but a act,
So now I know it was just a load of crap.
I hope you rot, but with this for a thought:
“I will love you again and again, but I hate you beyond belief.
And there is nothing that can ever take away my grief.”