You took me wrong
Just because we kissed
and now I don't know how to say goodbye
I know it's wrong
when you're holding me like this

I don't love her. This isn't how it was supposed to be. It started as a one night stand. Then it turned into a sort of "we need each other" thing. And now, now she believes she's in love with me. I mean a kiss is a kiss right? Sometimes sex doesn't mean anything. Sometimes you just need to be close to someone. I need someone....

Still won't you stay
Let me love you for awhile
You know I'm not that strong
When I see you smile

She gives me that look, those sad eyes. The dissapointed look on her face. Then she smiles so sweetly. I fall for it everytime. Why do I have such a sweet spot for her?

Can't you see
This is all a big mistake
I should try and walk away
But I need someone to hold me
And I know
There's no way that this can last
Still I know that if you ask me to
I know I would stay tonight
Just for tonight... "Nick...please I need you. Just one more night." She whispers to me.

"I just need you to hold me, make all the pain go away just one last time." She smiles softly.

I shouldn't I really shouldn't. It will only hurt when I do have to leave. The sooner we end it the better.

"I...see...I just.." I start.

"Shhh come here."

With one look at her, I know I'm not going anywhere tonight. Tomorrow...tomorrow I'll leave.

You look at me
And you don't understand
You know I'm not the one who can fill your dreams
I can't believe that this is how I am...

Every single time I go to leave. Everytime I tell her goodbye, she looks like she's going to cry. I'm not the one for her, I don't love her. I'm practically using her. I need someone and she's there. She's wonderful as a friend.

Still won't you stay
Let me love you for awhile
You know I'm not that strong when I see you smile
Can't you see
this is all a big mistake
I should try and walk away
But I need someone to hold me
And I know
there's no way that this can last
But still I know that if you asked me to
I know I would stay tonight

Is it so wrong to be like this? To be doing this? She loves me, she knows I don't love her like that. But still, am I leading her on? Why can't I just be a man and leave? Why do I let her get to me? Why? I can't be alone. I'm too scared of being alone. Her arms, oh god, her arms are around me. She knows what I need. I need the warmth the love, even if I can't return it. I need someone to make me feel special, loved, real.

I love the way you watch me
I love the way we move
But in my heart I know
I'll never be in love with you

She looks at me as if I'm some unique painting. As if I'm the only man on Earth. I don't understand why she watches me, but it makes me feel so wanted. So wonderful. When we are together, the way our bodies fit. She knows every part of me. Everynight is always so wondeful, so erotic with her. She knows all the right spots. I just, I don't love her. It's the need of her that's so great...right? God her kisses, so soft, so moist, so man...I can't get caught up in that. I have to think straight here.

Can't you see...?

How do I convince her that I don't love her? That it will never work? That we both will just get hurt?

This is all a big mistake
I should try and walk away
But I need someone to hold me
And I know
There's no way that this can last
But still i know that if you ask me to
I know I would stay
Tonight...

"Nick you can't leave. Not tonight please. Just wait." I look into those deep eyes and that beautiful smile. How can I resist her? We both know it's gonna end harshly. It's gonna hurt, why not? Just one more night..what could it hurt?

Just for tonight....

**lyrics by Tiffany