You walk by
And my heart beats
A thousand times at once it seems
And everytime you look at me
I have to tell myself to breathe

His smile. His laugh. Those are what I love most about him. Sure, he has a wonderful body; and every single thought he has is great. But, it's that smile joined with that laugh that makes him so wonderful. So beautiful. Everytime she walks my way, I forget my name. I forget all logic, I forget everything I've ever known. Only he exists.

With just a smile you capture me
And i start to melt
Emotions then take over me
Like I've never felt

My entire body becomes a puddle of what used to be me. I get sensations through my entie being. Parts of me inside tingle that I never knew I had.
Mesmorizing is what he is. Completely mesmorizing.

I could tell my heart each time
It isn't love
You're just some guy
There's nothing there
And what I feel
Is in my head
it isn't real
But I can't deny
Can't even try
Cause I know inside
Butterflies don't lie

I keep telling myself that he's just another guy, but he's not. He's so much more than that. Someone I've said so many words to, yet never heard a single one. He's never spoken to me. Atleast not how I wish he would. How could I feel the way I do for someone that has never even bothered looking at me in a loving way. Ok, I'm wrong. I've gotten a few almost lustful glances from him. But I'm not someone he would ever want. Sometimes I want to hurt myself for feeling this way. It just can't be possible can it? I'm just being stupid. Why does my heart tell me other though?

Is there a chance
You could be mine
If I let you see inside

Maybe just maybe, if I went to him. Told him all my secrets, opened up to only him. He'd know, he'd see just how perfect he is. Even if he didn't love me back, if only I could tell him how I felt. Atleast he'd know. I know, everyone else tells him they love him. When they don't mean it. How can I let him know that I do mean it? I'm not like those others. I'm really not. My heart and love is true.

Or do you love somebody else
Should I keep this to myself?

He has all those girls wanting him, so why would he want me? I'm nobody, to anyone. I see him with those girls, they don't really care for him, but I can't prove that. I know in my heart that I'm the one, so that means that they couldn't possible care for him. If they did, this love for him from me, would be nothing.

I could risk a broken heart
by telling you the truth
Or I could keep my secret safe
And when I see you

I could tell my heart each time
It isn't love
You're just some guy
There's nothing there
and what I feel
Is in my head
It isn't real
but I can't deny
Can't even try
Cause I know inside
Butterflies don't lie

I can't tell him. There's no way. I'm not in love. This is NOT love. It's too strong. Nothing real could ever feel this good. He control my everythought. My every move, my every dream. No, this isn't love. It's just some weird obsession, or fascination. It's make believe. It's NOT love. Besides, he'll never love me. Why hurt myself? Why humiliate myself all for a laugh in the face? I'm right, this isn't love.

Once again
there you are
Anxiousness
Nervous heart
Butterflies fluttering can only mean one thing...

God, there he is. I feel them, the butterflies deep in me.

That look, those eyes, the glint in them. The glitter flickering in them. Not real glitter but, oh, if you had seen him the way I do, you'd understand. I have to tell him, I have to grab his hand and just tell him. I've got too much inside me not to tell. This has to be love. Biting my lip, this is it....

could tell my heart each time
It isn't love
your just some guy
There's nothing there
And what I feel
Is in my head
It isn't real
But I can't deny
Can't even try
cause I know inside

Those lips, God, those beautiful lips. On mine, is it for real? Just one kiss. One magical kiss, and the butterflies fly everywhere. Time can stand still when I recieve a kiss from him. The whole world just goes away.

Am I more than just a best friend to him? Is this really a love forever?

Butterflies don't lie....

**Butterflies Don't Lie by Kaci