*Afterwards*
The soft rustle of the curtains
Against the backdrop of the moon
Full and strong.
The light plays across the room
Blue and black conglomeration
Across her back
Her bare back
Her gentle breathing
So different to the throes of passion
What have I done
To her
Empty
I am so empty
I arise
Move to the window
The gentle breeze is deathly cold
But not cold enough to tear the flesh
From my shivering body
Take away the pain inside
Dirty
I feel so dirty
But nothing
Can cleanse me
Cleanse my soul
So like a scarred one I crawl back
Into her arms
Into her heart
Into my death
This is afterwards
*Return*
The silhouette framed against the wall
The whisp of crisp early morning air
Crunch of leaves upon the pavement
The light through the window
She is back
I can see her body
Naked as her soul
Breathtaking
Take it in my arms
Return to me
And her hand moves
Down, down
Heart leaps within my chest
Wind picks up until I can feel the chill
Like a thousand shards of glass
Deeper, deeper
She drives me deeper
And even as I am lost
As vision swims and mind goes blank
Desire
The beast within
Has eaten his fill
Her body
Below
She cries out
And is lost
In drowsing air
Asleep
Like child born anew
So peaceful
And I smile
Nightime noises continue
The crickets and the frogs
Nocturnal Symphony
And I lay back
The matress envelopes me
And as my eyes close
I recall
She
Has
Returned.......
*AND I LOVE HER*
I see her smiling everyday
See the laughter light up her face
Confidence exuded
And my love excluded
Can't help the way I feel
It's all inside
Easier to drown in what I think
Than her love my soul to drink
Guide me forth
Set me down
Let me hold you
Never shall I die within your arms
Within your heart
Move along
Continue your ascent
Without Me
Never with
And I Love Her
I shall always
Though it kills me
Stabs me
With a bloodied sword
Love bleeds my heart
Until I am gone
She
Would never delve beneath the surface
She
Prefers the safe and easy path on higher ground
She
Wants me to surrender
Leave my feelings behind
Tattered and destroyed beside roads untrod by human feet
She
Wants me to give up
Forget what I love most
Even though to give it up is death
She
Would have me suffer in darkness
Never shall I
Though I dream
Of soft caresses and sweet kisses
Under the moon
In the still of night
Hold me
Fuck me
Kill me
Love me
and finish me
or take my soul away
*Surrender*
Sweet as sugar
You sing to me
I want to hold you
Take my hand
And take my heart
Lead me to
The places that
You call home.
I would never
Hurt you, only
Love you always
Treat you better
Than myself
I would I
Promise this upon
My Life
Surrender
Your soul to mine
Surrender
Our hearts entwined
Forever
You shall be free
Surrender
Yourself to me
Always see written
On your face
A restless jungle
Of emotion
Naked, whole and
Beautiful in eyes
Grown used to
Ugliness
Found myself
In you I
Looked so hard
To find another
But I failed
When I returned
To see you
Waiting for me
Surrender
Your soul to mine
Surrender
Our hearts entwined
Forever
You shall be free
Surrender
Yourself to me
One last time
I want to be
With you alone
I want to see
The tears fall
From your hooded
Eyes like silver
Jewels of priceless value
Tomorrow
I shall reach
Beyond the stars
And take a light
For you to
Follow me, be
With me everyday
I want you here
Surrender
Your soul to mine
Surrender
Our hearts entwined
Forever
You shall be free
Surrender
Yourself to me
*Love Divine*
Love Divine
Sing to me over distance long and dreary
From your place
Above me
Let me talk to you
I would kiss you
I would love you
But I can never reach you
I can never stand up to you
Who you are and what
You mean to me
Lower yourself to me
So that I may take you in my arms
Hold you against
Fear
I love you
My love divine
My love sacred
More beautiful inside
When outside you shine
Your mind it thinks
The way that makes me move
After you
Behind you
But because I love you
I can never have you
I can never be beside you
Only following you
Wanting you
Though you are lost to me
Forever
