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Her Divided Mind
Saturday, 19 July 2003

No one learns until there is no action left to take

No memories left to make,

Time unwinds into thickened, drawn out words

of all those things we should have done.

We are left only that broken staircase,

that last unstained page

leading us deep into this absent nowhere,

bringing us back to this point

in-between decision and revision

where life crumbles like ash

and nothing is left in this empty room

where we can’t remember all

the things that could have been.

And no one learns in a broken cycle

That nothing hurts worse than silence.

Posted by poetry/riven_almeare at 10:18 PM EDT
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Breathe.

Write.

Breathe.


Posted by poetry/riven_almeare at 7:46 PM EDT
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Has anyone else noticed it's becoming a social charm to be sleep deprived? Am I the only one here to see the absurdity in that? Me, well personally I'd trade the mounting allure for a few hours of shut-eye. However, if I do ever manage to rejoin the drooling ranks of normality I'll miss that point between three or so in the morning 'till about five when it seems like the entire world is sleeping. It's then that I can finally think, free of the invasive presence of everyone else on this god forsaken planet. And of course the shadows. The insomnia I could live without, but I would miss the shadows, that soothing layering of darkness, of gray upon gray. Then again with less time on my hands, maybe I'd be more inclined to spend it productively, instead of convincing myself I'm not feeble minded while staring blankly into empty corners.

Ahh well, it matters little enough. Would you look at that, it's three. Time for my late night stroll on the beach, which is of course the best place and time to watch the heat lightning.


Posted by poetry/riven_almeare at 3:56 AM EDT
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Thursday, 17 July 2003





I love the fishies 'cause they're


so delicious, got gold fishies!


Got gold fishies!


YUM YUM YUM!!!!



Posted by poetry/riven_almeare at 8:33 PM EDT
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Wednesday, 16 July 2003

MAGIC MAN


whiz twirl
fast turn around
dizzy and down
hard with a hurt
stars blinking
earth tumbling
yet square you stood
glued to your face
shuffling the cards
while dealing the stack
dressed in black
flashing gold fingers and teeth
finally standing
holding tight the forgetful mess
magic blues and I touched you
puff of smoke to empty rooms
I never meant to love you…
never made the rain begin to stop


Posted by poetry/riven_almeare at 2:17 PM EDT
Updated: Wednesday, 16 July 2003 2:19 PM EDT
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Tuesday, 8 July 2003

I was walking down the beach this afternoon, and I had an epiphany, the kind of revelation you just wish you could throw back into that maelstrom of mental activity. It hit me, that I'm typical. Now to everyone else on the planet this may seem truly trivial and very dated information, but to me, to this person I've become, it was world shattering, which is very bad since I am the center of my world. I mean it really cut deeply, knowing that as independent, artistic, intelligent, creative and the thousand other things I prize so highly in myself, that no matter how amazing I thought myself to be, I was and am completely replaceable with a million other too poor to be eccentric artist/writer elitists.

I did the only thing in my capacity as a functioning human being that I could- I kept walking. For a time I thought about those orange swirl popcicles that I love so much, but that was a bittersweet train of thought, because that automatically made me feel the cavities laying latent in my mouth, waiting for anything cold to cause me pain. I have very cruel teeth, or at least I assume I do. I'd never taken it upon myself to actually analyze the emotional depravity of much of my anatomy. Still haven't.

After awhile I came to the conclusion that I will never be unequivocally unique, but that as long as I have my own little corner of the universe I'd be content. It was one of those honorable quests, the kind that once made make everything around you fall into perspective and life to seem more beautiful and accessible. Of course such supreme enlightenment only lasts a few minutes, but hey take what you can get, right?

So all of that amounts to precisely this: I just want to be alive. It's one of those simple and antithetically complex desires. If you think about it, living is quite easy. It's being alive that gets most people, but it's what I'm striving for. What more can I ask out of life?


Posted by poetry/riven_almeare at 12:33 AM EDT
Updated: Tuesday, 8 July 2003 12:45 AM EDT
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Monday, 7 July 2003
OF GLASS
You and I-

with greasy burned out sillouettes

slide down dirty counter tops

Where coal refelections

dance off the raw, cracked facets of ourselves

drawing up cold and hard every drooling bruise



In-between us burns glass like charred crystal

Those hungry shards that cut so close

tearing our flesh into angry red welts

Dangerously near radial arteries

Dangerously near revelation



Another fragmented day lost

like those scars you never mention

In this desperate rehashing of lives,

ground into the cracks of grungy floors

Not even we remember the number of times

and ways we’ve glued ourselves together again

We just march on across backward ashes

of every time before.



And at times I wonder why I bother

When I know these words, pooling beneath my tongue,

mean so little to you

and I wonder why they should



You deserve something more

than this glass poetry of mine

You deserve something more lasting-

than me



Riven™


Posted by poetry/riven_almeare at 4:00 PM EDT
Updated: Monday, 7 July 2003 5:39 PM EDT
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Sunday, 6 July 2003

whitney calametti
Magic Number19
JobWriter
PersonalityFocussed And Driven
TemperamentUnflappable
SexualGay
Likely To WinThe Booker Prize
Me - In A WordSubtle
Colour
Brought to you by MemeJack


Posted by poetry/riven_almeare at 2:38 AM EDT
Updated: Sunday, 6 July 2003 2:37 AM EDT
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Saturday, 5 July 2003
To Absent Friends,


Posted by poetry/riven_almeare at 6:19 PM EDT
Updated: Sunday, 6 July 2003 2:31 AM EDT
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Another 4th of July out for the count...
Last night was exceptionally wild! Indian Shores, the beach I live on, was packed with patriotic pyromaniacs all trying to bomb everyone else to hell and back. I felt like I had somehow found my way into one of those operatic war dramas where everyone moved in slow-motion, garrish neon lights flashed on and off, and explosives detonated at a low roar in the background . People were running back and forth, laughing, screaming, and singing, lights flashed overhead occaisionally, but mostly the fireworks (handled by people who had started celebrating really early in the morning) were aimed in EVERY direction except up! I had ample opportunity to perfect my dive and roll throughout the night. At one point a bottlerocket nearly took my head off. If I hadn't ducked in time, I would have a had much more to worry about than my singed hair. My friends and I darted between bonfires and pilfered some pretty hefty explosives, most of which boasted such names as "Terrorist Blasters" and "Freedom Fighters." Americans can never be accused of being subtle. I passed by one group that was really fucking drunk. These faithful Americans would light off mega rounds of ammunition, while shouting at the top of their lungs. The only words I could make out between the fireworks, belches, and farts were, "Fucking bastards, Osama Bin Lauden, Saddam Hussien," and, "Go America!" I don't know about you, but I feel much safer knowing we've got the cream of the crop on our side. It's no wonder the whole world thinks we're trigger happy red necks.

Posted by poetry/riven_almeare at 5:42 PM EDT
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