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The Letter

One day you come up to me and hug me and flirt with me . . .
The next you`re holding some other chick`s hand when she already has a boyfriend . . .
You continually flirt with me yet when I approach, you run away . . .
People tell me that that`s just what you do . . .

I want you to know that every time you ignore me you take a part of me and break my
heart a little more . . .

I`ve cried myself to sleep for days now . . .
and yet I must see you every day . . .
I see you talking to other people . . .
I see you flirting with me then running away when I try to talk to you
No matter how crappy you treat me, I still can`t get you out of my head . . .
my heart.

Stupid . . . I`ve tried to tell myself that you`re no good for me but then I see you smile or remember
when you held me & how I felt in your arms . . .
It was a feeling that can`t be explained . . .
I felt completely safe & happy & every other exhilarating feeling.

I never knew I liked you so much until you started this crap
When I think of you, I start shaking & crying
Yet you STILL ignore me & I STILL yearn for just one more hug, touch,
just one word even if it is goodbye.

Please just tell me why you do this,
why you keep giving me hope then breaking my heart
Knowing the truth, no matter what it is,
has got to be better than putting up with this all the time

I`ve never felt this way about anyone else before
I don`t know what to do
Every song on the radio reminds me of you or just depresses me.
You must not know how you`ve affected me so I`m telling you.

Please think about what you`re doing before you completely destroy me.

Love Always,
Me

P.S. My heart is in your hands . . . it`s up to you what to do with it.


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