Makes Me Sick

So I guess I blew my chance
I should've known it in advance
It was too perfect for me
I missed my opportunity

And it Makes Me Sick to think of what I could've had

So this seems to be my vice
Always falling for the wrong guys
But with you it's not the same
With you it wasn't just a game

And it Makes Me Sick to know that it still make me mad

You prob'ly have another
You're first I can't get over
I still see you in my dreams
Cuz you left me ripped at the seams

And it Makes Me Sick to know I still have it so bad

I still wish you could be mine
I think about you all the time
And now it seems I'm just not me
Deep down I know what it must be

But it Makes Me Sick that it still makes me feel so sad