My First Song (the only one that is NOT a personal experience)

Anger, building up inside
Mother fucker,
I shoulda said goodbye,
But i didn’t,
Shit, my drunkin’ ass
Floppin’ side to side,
Couldn’t tell the difference
Between wrong and right
You took advantage,
Of course, who wouldn’t?
But shit,
When you took off my shirt,
I got so pissed off…
I woulda hit you if i could
I tried, mother fucker,
Oh Christ did i try,
But you just pinned my fist to my thigh
I tried to get away,
Tried to break free,
You just yelled “BITCH”
And then it hit me…

The more i cried,
The more i faught,
The more i screamed,
The worse it got
I realised you weren’t gonna give up,
Always yelling at me to
“SHUT THE FUCK UP!”
So i did, but in my head,
I was crying for my mother
All i wanted was for it to be over

Why did it have to be me?
Why not some other girl,
Off the street
We’ve been together so damn long,
But what you’re doin’ here is fucking wrong
You were my boyfriend,
I trusted you,
Isn’t that what i’m supposed to do?
I was naïve,
I gave you my heart,
But all you did was tear it apart
I told you that if i was drunk,
To protect me from all the punks
But you took advantage instead,
You knew i was drunk,
Use your fucking head!

The more i cried,
The more i faught,
The more i screamed,
The worse it got
I realised you weren’t gonna give up,
Always yelling at me to
“SHUT THE FUCK UP!”
So i did, but in my head,
I was crying for my mother
All i wanted was for it to be over

Looking back at it now,
It was the worst time of my life
Shit, if only i had a knife!
Or a gun, a bat,
Or something hard
If only i didn’t let down my guard
If you could see
All the shit you put me through,
You ugly mother fucker,
You’d be crying too!

The more i cried,
The more i faught,
The more i screamed,
The worse it got
I realised you weren’t gonna give up,
Always yelling at me to
“SHUT THE FUCK UP!”
So i did, but in my head,
I was crying for my mother
All i wanted was for it to be over

The more i cried,
The more i faught,
The more i screamed,
The worse it got
I realised you weren’t gonna give up,
Always yelling at me to
“SHUT THE FUCK UP!”
So i did, but in my head,
I was crying for my mother
All i wanted was for it to be over