A deep dark fall into the abyss-I've often dreamed of this; of the nothingness engulfing me, embracing me as I descend into its blackest waters. It is the purest of freedoms: free from thoughts, worries-free from love...I feel like floating on the wind, becoming a free spirit-whispering inspiration to those who seek it. Whispering the secrets of life to the purest of heart, but never to be seen by human eyes, or held by human arms. I want to be free of the shackles that hold me here, become free from that which binds my soul. My strongest desires cannot be fulfilled and my life is full of longing, yearning for that which I cannot have. My love burns in me from within, consuming my soul, destroying me. Everything is ashes. 5/04
