Too much suffering has made me weary of your pain. Project your image upon me; worshipping false gods and prophets; exorcising your demons onto me. Where is the innocence amongst this hate, begging and pleading to be free? You used to smile as you watched me crumble-it made you into a god, my only savior. Now I've learned you are the cause of this destruction-betrayal and pain only scratch the surface of loathing beneath all of this. I need the chaos that existed before-your disorder is rending my downfall...watching me burn as I shrink from your touch. Your vampire eyes drain me of my will. How can this hatred be so addicting? Watching me suffer in my torment-the lofty hand that could stop it all from spinning. Where is teh innocence amongst this hate, begging and pleading to be free? You used to smile as you watched me crumble-it made you into a god, my only savior. Where are you now? Rebuild that which you destroy. Stop me now from caving in, stop it all from burning down. You are a false god-project your demons unto me. A false god-stop this pain and set me free. False god-I am in need of you now more than ever. False god-you are my only god, you are my only savior. 11/27/04
