Sad

I must have really fucked up
In my last life,
Because I can't seem to do anything right
In this one
The most perfect thing I have ever found
Is already gone, like a dream
Fleeting, like it wasn't even here
Because I just couldn't get it right
I can't ever get it right
Except when I said I was never meant to be happy
That's the only truth I have ever known
And the only one I ever will
I should just give up now
Before I ruin anyone else's life
I should just crawl in a hole and be alone
And go on a lifelong drunk
And avoid all human contact
And just concentrate on destroying myself

August 23, 2005

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