Memorial Day

I ran away tonight.
I came to you.
God I love you.
I love being with you.
Whenever I'm upset or crying,
You hug me and make it better.
You put your arms around me,
And I'm ok.
But I'm not with you now.
I want to be.
All I want is for you
To hold me,
To kiss me,
To tell me it'll be okay.
I miss you so much right now.
God, why does it
Have to be like this?
Why can't I just be with you
Forever?
You're the only one who cares.
You do know that
You're the only reason I'm still alive,
Right?
Well, I guess I better go.
I love you.
Goodnight.

May 29, 2000

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