For You
There were
so many things you would never know
So many feelings you would never
understand
To hold you
To kiss you
All seems like a dream now
So far
gone
So far forgotten
What was so wrong with me?
That made you turn
your back
Falling, a tear
Tells me it will never go away
Deep, deeply
inside my soul
You sit, you leave a space
A void, never to be filled
No
matter what fills around it
The perfect fit, the comfort
So
far, all but forgotten
The little girl longs for the touch
The woman, the
love, the security
Voices in the middle of the night
Never to be heard
again
I am dying from the inside out
You never understood, you never
saw
The truth
You were blind, you still are
Too easily swayed, too
deeply unforgiving
Forgiven, never, not truly
There is no void for
you
You are filled, entirely, to the top
I ruined everything, that I
know
And for it, I am deeply sorry
You are better off without
Without
this emptiness
That is me
"I love him, but every day I'm learning
All
my life I've only been pretending
Without me, his world will go on
turning
A world that's full of happiness
That I have never known"
Happy
without, true
But never the same
October 4, 2002
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