There are many people who come into our lives, some remain and some are only around for a little while. But it's not often you meet someone and feel an immediate connection as if you have known each other a long time. This is my place for recognition to the one person who comes a long in a lifetime and you know your meeting is not by chance but you have met a soul mate. I am thankful for meeting and knowing you. You are generous, courageous, sensitve and caring. We have been through a lot together, sharing our lives, nourishing and encouraging each other. Sweet laughter and better tears have brought us closer and closer healing wounds and finding balance and strenght, I am forever thankul in knowing you. You will always have a place in my heart for you have changed me forever. Thank you for your love and understanding. And at the end of the day when I close my eyes, it is your kindness and loving ways that will carry my through the dark nights. Sweet memories of what was and could have been, a knight in shining armor, you will always be close to my heart ... always, forever and a day..

You entered my life like a gentle sigh, like a quiet breeze blowing softly through the leaves. You were a stranger first, one who laughed freely and easily, who spoke of minor intimacies and common grounds, who made me feel strangely liked and valued. You became my friend, no longer a stranger, trusting me with secret hiddens, confiding what you liked and hated. We talked and laughed and, as time passed by, I grew more and more dependent upon your charms. From strangers to friends was just a baby step, a step a thousand others take every day. Without your trust and trusting ways, without your smiles and encouraging hello's, with mouse in hand, roaming through the maze, sharing words and thoughts, staring at the screens. I would never have taken the step beyond. But the gentle breeze blowing through the leaves is relentless and never ending. We became close friends, and closer still, until much of my life was centered around the times we spent together. From a distance, we traveled far along the path of friendship, avoiding the bumps somehow, never stumbling, always in step with one another. You were my guide, my eyes and ears, the unfailing light that lit the road before us. Willingly, you stayed and waited, reached out for me. Silently, you held me close, when I thought I was alone, you embraced me with your sincere thoughts and enlightened my spirit. Continuously, you wiped my tears, as you listened to my soul pour floods from the hurt that I felt before. Patiently, you picked up the pieces of my shattered heart, and placed it in your hand. You took the time to know, all the hurt and pain, that I tried hard not to show. You took the time to look inside and found that there was something there, no one else has ever known. With kindness and compassion, you fashioned it into a heart, that once was broken, and found what I've been hiding there. You brought me along the course, and you became my best friend along the journey, to a destination I had never seen before, the anchor in my life where none had ever been. You knew what I was feeling, so you set my mind at ease. Then you did the impossible, you gave your soul to me. You did a good job of guiding our steps, a job no other could ever do, and it wasn't your fault, really, when I stumbled. Somewhere along our path, perhaps where the heights were making me dizzy with joy, I simply lost my balance and fell. By the grace of God, I fell not to either side, nor to the rear, but fell instead forward, along the path we're tread. My plunge forward was unguided, and my steps were steps we both never intended. I fell in love with you. From stranger, to friends, to close friends, to best friends. And beyond. I've never been sorry for any step we're taken together, no, not even for the fall I took alone. I never knew, before knowing you, how empty my life had been. I thought I was happy on my own. I thought I was successful. I thought I had known love and all the love can bring. But the gentle breeze, blowing softly through the leaves, carries the smell of wild flowers and still wilder beasts, and what you brought into my life can never be assessed. We are so very different, you and I. And yet so much the same. And our differences merge with our similarities, giving rise to something special and unique. We talk. Of all the things I value about this, that is us, and there so many I often lose count, I value most the way we talk about any thing any time. And each time I listen to you, each time I ponder what you've said, I learn something new. About you. About me. About the world. I've learned to trust in your instincts. I love the vitality and zest that is so much a part of you. I never would have believed the breeze, blowing softly through the leaves, could be so filled with life. I treasure that spark of spirit in you, that flashing flare of fire that animates all that you do. It's easy to see how much you love life, even when life is sometimes less than lovable, and that love is always mirrored in your eyes and smile. You are never more beautiful than when the spark ignites, and your vitality blazes in your happy face. And, yes, I love your beauty, shallow as that may sound. I havent seen you yet I fantasize, I could imagine.... the way your eyes change from blue to blue-green, the way the morning sun catches afire in your hair, the way your nostrils move when you breathe deep breaths, the way your tongue slips out of its safe harbor when you think deep thoughts, the way you move your hands animatedly, gesturing and talking in ways your mere words could not extend, the curve of your cheek, your brows furrowed out of concern, the passion dilating your pupils, your eyelids shutting out the world, the way your earlobes hang, those tiny eyelashes, the form of your body, the shape of your face. Yes, I could imagine... your beauty truly takes my breath away. I love the way you trust in me, never quite whole hearted, but always just enough. That trust started as a small seed, I think, a tentative whisper of unearned confidence, often shrouded by cloak of hesitation and unsurety. I could always tell when you faltered, when the steps we took were uncertain and questioned. And yet still you trusted me, with your secrets, with your feelings, with yourself. You'll never know how much that trust has meant to me. I love the way you understand me too well. It's unscanny sometimes how well you know my thoughts, my feelings, my moods, frightening at times how closely our lives have become interlinked. You know so much of me, secrets I've never told, thoughts I've never shared, parts of me I've never seen myself. You've discovered a window into my being, a window I didnt know was there, a window no one else has ever found. It's almost as if our two souls have merged into one, almost as if the hand of God has repaired that which once was broken. I love the way we have fun doing the strangest things, or the way we can enjoy each other saying silly things. We chat, we talk, just about everything, playing games apart, and making funny faces. We give kisses and hugs, and sometimes we'll flirt, listening to music and singing and analyzing the words together. We have fun with each other, frolicking in our shared pleasures, you enjoying the thrill of life, me just enjoying you. I'm not blinded by my love, though, and know you are not perfect. I'm not perfect. Being impatient and easy to anger, too intolerant when we should tolerate, too forgiving when we shouldn't forgive. We allow the stress of life to mold our day, allow the commitments of life to shape our way. I know your imperfections as well as your perfections, know your faults as well as your assets. And I find I love you not in spite of those, but as much because of them as anything else. Your life has touched mine. My friendship with you, my love for you, all that you are and aren't, have changed my life in ways you cannot fathom, in ways I could never describe in depth. The gentle breeze, blowing softly through the leaves, has worked her wondrous magic, transforming the one she touched. I'm not the same person I was half and a year ago. I will never be that person again. The communication we've shared has taught me to value our honest openness, and I know I'll never be satisfied again with less. Your trust in me has taught me to trust in you, knowing you will never intentionally cause me pain. Your spark of vitality has transformed the way I see life, giving me reason again to live and cause to celebrate. Your beauty, both inner and outer, has renewed the wonder with which I see the world, and has restored my sense of awe. Even the fun we share, the senseless sense of joy, has changed the way I live and think. As much as you've altered my present, though, the effect you've had on my future is just great. I once thought I knew what love meant to me, once thought I had experienced all that life had to offer. I lived and I loved, and I hurt and I grew, and I believed I could never love again, could never willingly face the pain of caring. Love was a myth, I thought, and true loves, lasting love, was just a lie told by poets. But I was wrong. In learning to love you, I discovered I've never loved before. Not truly. Not entirely. Not eternally. I've spent much of my life in love with love, searching for the fulfillment of a concept, caring more for caring than caring for another person. I confused lust with love, intimacy with affection. And when those feeling waned, when the relationships died, I wonder why I felt so empty. So hurt. You changed that, as you've changed so much else. You taught me how to love. I wish you knew the me of before, as you know so well the me of today, so you could see the difference knowing you has made. You've changed my life in so many ways, in ways small and ways important, in ways you'll never know nor understand. The impact you've had on me, on the way I feel and think and act, will endure forever. Until the end of time. Like a quiet breeze blowing softly through the leaves.

My heart longs for the touch of yours, the look in your eyes as they meet, I long to hold you, In my arms and never let go You are all I think of, You occupy my every thought, Part of you is in everything i do, When i hear your voice, It sooths my soul, My heart my soul, Are yours and yours alone