This world that I create,
It's all one big mistake,
I didn't take the time to evaluate what it would take,
I've run out of time / too late to turn back.
Well I can't turn back now,
But if I go forwards I'll blow away,
What can I do?
Someone come and deiffuse this pain.
It's growing inside,
Like a disease, the lies infect me.
It's me / I know
I've lied to myself,
Told myself I was fine,
There were no lines / I was always first.
Well Now it's too late,
I've passed by my chance.
I can't make a U-turn,
The rhymes come in turn,
But the pain stays in sequence.
Neverending / growing / constant and ever present.
This world that I create,
It's all one big mistake,
I didn't take the time to evaluate what it would take,
I've run out of time / too late to turn back.
I can't make a U-turn,
The rhymes come in turn,
But the pain stays in sequence,
Neverending / growing / constant and ever present.
If I'd of taken the chance,
If I hadn't done it this way,
If I'd just have done the work,
"I'll stop procrastinating tomorrow"
I told myself that, but it never worked,
It's all a mistake,
I should have taken the blue pill,
left the world I wanted to know,
Kept with the easy and the conformed.
My words have taken a deadly turn
From happiness to sadness,
From glee to a pained spree.
I can't define the rhymes that make these thoughts mine,
The wall an empty canvas / waiting for the blood of my knuckles,
Ever patient, It never runs away
Staring me in the face,
The truth races me for my pride.
The rhymes come in turn,
But the pain is the same,
Neverending / growing / constant and ever present.
Well I thought that I would be fine,
I thought life wouldn't be like a land mine,
But now it's too late,
My foot is on the plate,
One step is all that it would take.
Can't go backwards / can't erase all my mistakes.