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You held my close,
And whispered you loved me,
Pulling me down to an uncertain fate,
Lifting my face finding my mouth,
Brushing my curls away...
My heart is racing,
You sure you can't hear it?
This is my first time...
Pouring out my soul,
Finding an unknow passion,
Hidden deep within my heart,
I'm swallowed up in whole as this lust takes over,
I'm fighting for breath,
Not caring if I die now,
Your draw your mouth away,
And look into my eyes,
Dark and intence as black as night,
I'm looking at my reflection...
Flustered and blushing,
Did I do something wrong?
Why did you stop...
Aren't I good enough for you,
You draw back taking your hands with you,
You're blocking me off and I don't know why,
A simple smiles curves you lips,
Rejecting hurts...
And now I'm paying the price,
No man has touched me,
Since my first kiss,
I'm walking hollow,
A zombie numb to touch,
The rain is falling pounding, chisseling,
Away at my nerves,
The light that was so bright,
Nears to its end,
It flickers and wavers,
Lord, help me now...
And you're not coming to help,
I'm in the mud, Face first feeling so low ,
Kick my while I'm down,
All I feel are these tears,
Slicing at my cheeks,
Cascading down to my lips,
Oh, I remember touch,
What a sinful retreat,
I'm dreaming of your arms wraped around my waist,
Your lips on my neck, nibbling my ear,
I don't want to forget,
But I'm going through hell,
These tears they're knowing,
They can tell I am sad,
They're joining the blood,
Dripping to my end,
A smile curves my lips,
Rejection may hurt,
But it's nothing compared to this,
Life, love and lust,
It's all over~rated,
You can't depend on anything...
Except death....