Cold, Dark, Aone In A Room

 Run all over me,
I give in,
There's nothing left to hide,
Nothing more to say,
I thought this was love,
But how wrong was I,
It was just another excuse,
To keep away from you,
So here I am now,
Left with only hurt to show for,
I tried, I really did,
Just to make this work,
But obviously it was not good enough,
Cold, dark, alone in a room,
I use to think of you at night,
But now my mind is just an empty void,
I don't cry,
I never will,
This was not my choice,
I was left out of the light,
This went on while I was backstage,
I wondered why the curtains never closed,
On your act,
But now they have,
And we take a bow,
Petals are thrown,
Thrown to the ground,
A mourning for a lost "love",
A loss of something never found,
Some people say it takes years,
But it only took me seconds,
To realise the fool was I,
I believed in love,
I gave it a second chance,
And you a first,
And here I end up,
Just laying,
Laying on the floor,
Cold, dark, alone in a room,
I use to think of you at night,
But now my mind is just an empty void,
Scribling down notes,
Hoping for the best,
Read back my words,
So emotionless,
Drifting soundlessly,
Wishing to scream and yell,
But I'm silent,
I say but nought,
You never understood,
You never did try,
There was no questions why...
It just happened...
So here I sit,
Cold, dark, alone in a room,
I still think of you,
And it's killing me inside,
A thousand daggers straight through the heart,
I'm bleeding from the inside,
There's nothing left of me and you...
Nothing but the hurt,
And the mirror shattered on the ground,
Some words spoken out of lie,
A relationship based on nothing but guilt,
You felt you could help,
I was going through a rough time,
And you leant me yourself,
And there you go again,
Helping another...
I never needed it,
So don't bother...
The door is shut, locked,
The key is at the bottom,
And you don't know how to swim,
It's over.