Some may wonder why I was so into my thoughts on Easter.
Easter Is a hard time for me. You see my one and only sister
died April 4, 1999, Easter Sunday. She was to me alot of things,
just calling her my sister doesn't seem right cause she was so much
more then that .She was my heart, my life,
the person I turned to when the world didn't seem fair.The person I party
with when everything was great.The one I cried with, laughed with.
So In short she was my everything.
When she passed away I was left to deal with putting her to rest and as I
did that I also put to rest part of my heart...

So every Easter Thats almost all I can think about but as I hope you all
know I have my two kids and my nephew that love Easter so I can't just
let it pass as I would like to do. But anyway. That's why you may see me
get alil down around Easter.

My sister loved unicorns. And I know she is flying higher then she has
ever flown. I love her so much. She was the life of the party. She was so
full of life. So at ease with the world.
Now not to say that she wasn't full of fire.
Man if you got her mad you had better watch out. She was mean as hell
when she wanted to be. I think god for picking her as my sister.
She was the the best sister...

Girl, I know somewhere out there your stilling shining like the star you are.
To you I dedicate " The Dance". Girl when you left you killed me. I will
never be the same without you,NEVER! But never would I wish to miss The
time I had with you.I miss you with all my heart girl, I always will.
I love you, then, now, and always, you are my heart girl.
As Always Love Fireangel...



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