PUSH
Sometimes for reasons all unknown
I’ll push and prod ‘til all is shown
I don’t know when I do it, yet no one tells me so
I hate myself for doing it but how am I supposed to know?
How is it so easy for you to help me?
Yet when I try to help you, I push you away from me
Finally you tell me and now that part will stop
But soon I will find another way to put myself on top
I try to take control even though I don’t know why
I hurt you when I push, and tears form in my eye
I push you away, make you wonder if it’s right
I have to push you so far away that you’re not in my sight
Then I cannot hurt you. It will make you free
But somehow you don’t see that, and want to stay with me
Even though it hurts, we know it’s time to part
Just remember what I said, you’re always in my heart
