IF YOU ONLY KNEW
Sometimes I just feel
Like the whole world is against me
I know exactly why
But I feel it just as intensely
Sometimes I don't know how
To keep from hurting you
Then to point the gun at myself
And fire off a few
It's my deepest, darkest secret
I hoped you'd never know
But now that you do
You still don't want to go
Each day I fight it back
Soon I will lose the fight
I never want to hurt you
But I know I might
You say you don't want me dead
A promise I made to you
The plans are going through my head
If you only knew
