FEAR
Sometimes I feel things
That I can’t explain
And I hold them inside
Till I go insane
I’ve emerged from my pit
You helped me out
But everyday hurts so bad
I feel the need to shout
So here I break my ties
And contemplate my life
Should I sink back in?
Or live outside and fight?
I have many feelings
To many to sort
So I put up my walls
And make myself a fort
Why is life so hard to me?
While others go through it everyday
I regret ever going into seclusion
Because somewhere I lost my way
I’m terrified of growing up
I have a life to live
I would just end it all
If it weren’t for the grief it would give
In life there are many paths
And sometimes I need a guide
And when there’s no one there
For help I give a cry
I draw blood from my arms
And climb up the ledge
But then comes a friend
To take me from the edge
I’m done with running
It’s time to face my fears
So I have to trust my friends
To dry away my tears
