BROTHER
As I sit here in the gloom
And ponder my impending doom
The wind may dry my tears
But it leaves behind my darkest fears
Mommy left me
Sis left too
Sooner or later
Brute. Et tu?
In my heart are the pains of life
But I would rather a stabbing knife
I’m alone and it’s my fault
But you say you’re here for me to consult
I don’t believe it but that’s what you say
I’ll never believe but you repeat anyway
You are there as a friend and a brother too
But soon you’ll be gone. It’s nothing new
I’ve been alone through all my days
While everyone tells me I’m ugly and gay
But still you’re there to console me
And give my heart a small taste of glee
I don’t understand it. You say you’ll never leave
But that my mind won’t let me believe
And as much as you say it I still want death
But I made a promise on my dieing breath
