Window of Truth
my window of pleasure is open again.
where i meet strangers
and soon become friends.
enjoying each moment together,
as if it lasts forever.
there you came in and out of my life,
though i know we are miles apart,
i feel you close at heart
and longing to have you in my arms.
until i just learned... out there
you just found someone new.
though, im hurting
still can't let go.
pity myself all i could do,
is to face the reality...
here in my window,
the only way i could see you.
would you even know
until now,i wait for you...
--Dingmay42
STUPIFY
S-hame on you
T-ortured my innocence
U-nforgivable lies you've had
P-risoned from your foolishness
I-ndeed i forsake you
F-orever be gone.. never come back
Y-ou might just regret looking back
--Dingmay42
what i wanted
i am a survivor of my past
but now afraid of what to come
fall in love again just to get hurt?
so long then... in love again
want to make things much lighter
so we could breath in
not again, are we really meant?
fearing.. we may only have yesterday
in the end...
--Dingmay42
Baby
Sheets of memories
Humming inside my head
Essence of our past
In my heart i find
Loving you more
Against all odds
Sanity came to me
As you've changed on me
Leaving me all behind
Vulnerable now i am
Adoring you all this time
Never wanna let go though
Ironically i havent seen you yet
Anchored forever in love with you
--Dingmay42
there you are
yesterday, is history
i regret all what i did
let those chances pass me through
making same mistakes, let me go..
today, waking up late again
always same old things..
i really need to change
can someone inspire me on everything
tomorrow, i want to be somebody
far from what i used to be
will i ever make it through
to be somebody i never knew
in the future, in search again
'til i just saw you right after me
-----------suspense ah! haha!
--Dingmay42
AFTER AND AGAIN
way too much my expectations
AFTER all have long gone
AGAIN, i sudden felt so alone
is there someone i'm missing for
from nowhere.. you appear then
AFTER all the longing
AGAIN, you asked for us to be together
i'm sorry to say... but you are long forgotten
way before you left
AFTER all the hurting
AGAIN, i learned to be stronger
and found it's only me, i'm just missing...
--Dingmay42
whisper
autumn whispers my ear to sit n the bench
where i found you crying...
resting my arms on your shoulder
i found myself there after..
tear drops you are sharing
makes me feel you'll be my ever...
is it you i hear whispering?...
i need a lover...
--Dingmay42
stupid poem
i love you coz i need you
i need you coz i'm afraid
i'm afraid coz i don't wanna loose you
if i lost you it's coz of pride
coz of pride i'm now hurt
i'm hurt coz i'm a fool
i'm a fool coz i love you..lolz!
--Dingmay42
DO YOU wanna STAY WITH ME?
S et you free.. i cannot DO
T rust me baby, i'm all about YOU
A ll i want is in YOU
Y ears of waiting i always DO
W ith no doubt in YOU
I promise to love YOU
T o the longest time could DO
H ere soon just me and YOU
M arry you i would DO
E nding my fear of not having YOU
--Dingmay42
sorry...
i maybe causing you much pain
don't even like my doing
i maybe causing you much trouble
let me hear from you a word
i maybe ruining your day
how i hate that feeling
i maybe taking much of your time
please know my longing
i maybe loving you too much
just when i hate thinking
we are miles apart...
--Dingmay42
don't do it, baby
don't try to ask me if i love you
please take good care of who is mine?
don't try to ask me how much i miss you
where am i? suddenly..when you're out of my mind?
don't make me promise to you now
will forever be long enough to hear all that?
don't make me wait for you too long
where you are now want me to come?
don't feel sorry for us being miles apart
what matters is we're back again, right?
don't try not to answer me
has love got to do with all these?
--Dingmay42
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