Life Sometimes in this life, Things don't go as planned And its difficult to understand But we must keep in mind the task at hand Always improving ourselves Moving forward Even when we feel as though We are being held back Don't let life's everyday trials make you loose hope Just take a deep breath And let it pass because no one ever told us This world wouldn't be a pain in the ass!!!!
Hi.... as you may have guessed I'm Dani. I am a single mommy with 3 adorable children. They are the best thing that has happened to me. I have been seperated from their dad since July, 2001. I really enjoy writing and have been told that I'm pretty good at it. I have my best friend and aunt, Rhonda (Roni) and lots of great people i have met online. Liza (who says im like her little sister), Rob, and Phill are the greatest. I like being online because you can meet so many people from everywhere. Plus it gives you a break from all the choas in the world today.
***********UPDATE*********
March 2, 2004.... I lost my best friend and aunt. Roni... Rhonda was a very special person and one that was always there for me. Since my grandmother passed away in October 2003, she was my closest friend. It is so hard to get by without her here. She left behind a husband (my uncle) and an adorable son, Nick. She loved my kids and me like we were her own. She ALWAYS gave me advice in a loving manner and told me when she thought that I was wrong. We had a special connection that I will always treasure and I dont know if I will ever have that with someone else. She was there to comfort me in tears and rejoice in my happiness. Now it seems like there are more cloudy days and less laughter in the world. She was kindhearted and wonderful. She was the type of person that would do all that she could for anyone and especially children.... when we (me, my brother, and all of our cousins) were younger, she would take us all for days at a time and spoil us rotten. She could not have children of her own but the Lord blessed her with one in need of love. As adults, that is what brought us together. Our boys are 2 days apart. My son was born the day she first saw hers. Over the last 7 years we have grown so close. We have had our ups and downs but always were there for each other. I just dont know what to do without her... I love you Aunt Rhonda ...
******Update***** 06/05 Well I haven't really written anything as far as an update in over a year now and for good reason. I've been really busy. Now at least I am adding new pix of the kids. They have really changed alot as have I. Its funny how loosing the people that you are closest to really makes you learn yourself more than you ever really thought that you would want to... When I lost my grandmother then in about 5 months lost the other person that I truly knew understood me, it floored me more than anyone can ever really know... I felt like I had lost everything and the only thing that kept me going was the fact that my kids needed me and I really needed them more than anything else in the world. So, when I really got things together I moved to a new area and ignored everyone but my kids for a couple of months... soul searching I guess... well anyway... the update is that the kids (as you can see in the picture) are doing great and growing like little weeds... RJ will be in 3rd grade and Destiny in 1st grade. My baby, Dustin will be in pre-k. As for me, I found a job that I really like alot and purchased a home. So when things seem the darkest look for the light and soon you will find its shining bright, right before your eyes but you have to open them to see it.... more to come soon
Life as I Know It Life is full of suprises
never knowing what else arises
knowing only that you have to survive
knowing that one day hopefull it will be easier
but that there is so much to overcome
glancing back and realizing that things were worse
and knowing that they got better
but that they will not always be as planned
there are too many years to span
too many twists and turns
until the days adjurn
times of reflection take a toll
you find that they have left fractures in your soul
some are more recent and some are healed
but the scars are still left
and you feel the cold
uncaring
unanswered wounds
they are the ones that are bold
cut so deep and aching with every minute
but you know that you have to move on
so you do and your life is before you
you just have to take chances
and watch as it unfolds
