Tomorrow
 By ~Brittney
Last summer is gone, never to return again,
But those memories still wander through my mind.
Hiding in the deepest shadows.
The details of that time are becoming hard to find.
I wish I could bring that time back-
Go through everything all over again.
I never thought I would feel so complete.
Now I just want to feel the happiness that I felt then.
You were the very center of last summer.
You held my wandering eyes.
My heart was yours in no time at all.
Your love for me came as a surprise.
I miss those days;
Those days that my heart bleeds for.
I always found a reason to smile,
And I couldn't have asked for more.
Last summer seems like forever ago,
But I can vaguely remember certain days even though it seems like I'm watching from a far away place.
Some memories from days long gone are set deep in my heart;
Like those, these can never be replaced.
I think about my future more everyday.
Wondering what will soon come.
Waiting for God to reveal my fate.
Still, my heart always falls behind some.
My heart shatters over again with the light of each new morning because those minutes and hours can never happen again.
I cry uncontrollably thinking about those days that much too quickly passed.
I should have seen the sand seeping through the hourglass
Instead of believing those days could really last.
My heart always goes blindly back to last summer.
My mind can only follow.
I just can't let it all go
Even though more days are passing, and my life is steadily heading for tomorrow.
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