
"There are other fish in the sea."
My mom used to say, every time I was rejected or dumped.
She always told me to not set all my mind power on
One girl.
But what if that was the catch of a lifetime?
I'm sick of bragging that "I caught a fish this big."
I want the big catch, the shiny salmon measuring five feet long.
I don't want to move to a different fishing hole.
The one I have is still warm
And my initials are carved in the stool in which I sit.
I want to re-bait the hook and try again.
I want to cast my line once more every time until I catch that fish.
I want to reel it in and see her on the end, staring at me with pride.
I want to hold her in my arms and feel the warmth of her,
And know I finally found the fish in the sea my mother always talked about.
I want you.
6/9/2002