Twisted, Emotional, Enigma

Richard Botts III 2-9-05

I don't know how to think
I don't know how to feel
So many emotions
It's going to make me ill
I really feel like I'm getting a crappy deal
I am being consumed by a monster
Eating me up alive
I feel I can no longer survive
Destroyed by emotion
I must go on, though I feel I cannot
Being in darkness I cannot see
The light no where to be found
Just like an empty ghost town
Heavy thoughts weigh me down
I feel I can no longer stand
Like I will collapse and hit the ground
Twisted by confusion
It tears me apart
Just like my breaking heart
Wondering endlessly in my head
Stuck in a haze, I am no where to be found
Though I pretend to be happy
It's all a put on because
I do not wish to get pity
Although I feel it's happening because of my own stupidity
I know it's not, but still it hurts
Somone pinch me I must be dreaming
This cannot be happening.

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