WHY DO YOU DO THAT?

Why do you do that?
Why do you strip all the bad things from your walls except me?
Why must I be held there to be lashed once more, and once more, and once more?
Why do you have to do that to me? Why can't you just treat me like everybody else?
It hurts me you know. It's not fair. I wish you loved me. I really do.

Copyright Š2006 Ashi Shadow 8/23/06 on Katie.
Written after seeing her xanga entries, where she took down all the ones that were not about me (almost) but left up some about me. (bad ones). about how she never forgives me for something even if it's something small, but forgives everyone for everything else. it hurts, how she treats me, about it. I think though, that she does it so that she doesn't forget... what I did that hurt her. She wants to hold it against me. I guess. To prevent her from getting hurt more. I guess it's because I hurt her more (when I do, because she values me more).