Memory Of A Forest Green Prologue 2054, Age of Glory, Early Summer "...And no matter what happens, always do your duty. When in doubt, do your duty. When in certainty, do your duty." "Yes, my lady." The rising of her voice should have sent smoke drifting up, Escorie thought, for all that it was high summer and the air even in the Sorana Mountains was warm enough not to make the breath smoke. But the air around her was so cold with expectation that she shivered. "Do your duty through the shade and the shadow. This is the most important thing that any one of our people has had to do since the world Changed." "Yes, my lady." Escorie kept her head bowed and didn't move her eyes from the feet of the woman who was speaking, even though part of her longed to be gone already. She understood. Torimona had been the Vision-Bearer for a long time. It would be hard for her to give that up, just as it would be for Escorie to give up the company and the comfort of her people. But some things they all did for the sake of the eluvori. The spirit of Rodollen had said that Escorie had to be the Vision-Bearer, and so she would be. And so Torimona would give up the Vision. "Do your duty when you think that you want out of it. Do not listen to such impulses. They are only the wavering of your mind under a burden that a mere mortal was never meant to bear. But bear it we must, until the planting of the new Forest where our people shall live in peace and safety as in Inviolate of old." "Yes, my lady." Escorie shivered again as she felt the cold pressure of eyes boring in on her. Did her breath really have a faint trace of smoke, or was that just her imagination? "Rise, then, and accept the touch of the Vision and the voice of Rodollen." Escorie rose to her feet, tossing her hair back over her shoulder and fixing her dark eyes on Torimona's blue ones. The older woman frowned just a little, as if she disliked something that would ordinarily be called boldness in a young one, even though it was a requirement of the ceremony, and then reached out and gripped Escorie's shoulders in her hands. Escorie shivered again and closed her eyes. She could feel the heat flooding out of her body, and something else coming in to replace it. As from a distance, she heard Torimona whispering, "Take the Vision, and bear it in wisdom and compassion, peace and love, as the Vision-Bearers since the Change have borne it. You are the child of more than a hundred thousand years of history. Bear it well, and bear it wisely, and bear it to plant in our new homeland." Her voice dipped just a little as she whispered something that was not part of the ceremony. "It will be your duty to found that home, and plant the seed. So Rodollen has told me." Escorie had no chance to respond. The heat flooded completely out of her body, leaving her as cold as the trunk of a dead tree. She felt herself sway, and she would have fallen if not for the grip of the hands on her shoulders, holding her up. Then the Vision came. It was everything that she had been told it would be, and nothing like she thought it would be. It filled her to overflowing, and spilled onto the forest Elwens who stood near her, making them step back in startlement, their minds not ready to contain it. Stars, her mind was hardly ready to contain it, and she had trained for years for this, ever since the Seekers had identified her as one who might one day be able to bear the Vision. She could see the Forest as it had been, before the Change came, before the wild magic in the form of white flame swept across the world and set the Inviolate Forest afire. It was so alive and vital that she shook all over again, and crumpled to her knees despite all the hands could do to hold her up. Then the hands on her shoulders vanished, and she was nothing but the Forest. She was the trunk rising, the leaves trembling, the sunlight slanting, the grass growing. She was the River running, the blazebirds strutting, the fruit hanging, the moss lying. She was the deer leaping, the bees buzzing, the wolf hunting, the egg hatching. She was the endless round of life and death and birth that bound the Forest, that had made living in it a haven from the rest of the world, which dressed up the simple things in terms that at last even the originators did not understand. Life had been simple there, and more than simple. It had been paradise. And in the center of it all had stood the great Tree, which had grown from no seed. It was all that remained of the physical body of Rodollen, the great eluvor lord who centuries before had founded the Forest, had woven a vision granted from the stars into being and then anchored himself, immortal, in the midst of all so that his life could sustain it. He could never die, and that was the Sacrifice: that he would never rest, that he would never have relief from the troubles and pain of his people. But he had willingly made that Sacrifice, so great was he. And then had come the Change. Escorie saw the trees burning, as she had only seen them before that time in her mind. No tale could compare to the reality of it. No tale could give her the screams of the trees as they died, the cries as the animals and the eluvori fled only to find a world of even worse horror awaiting outside, or the roar as the sea, raised by the wild magic, flooded what was left of the Forest and destroyed any possibility of rebuilding a place to live where Inviolate had stood. The eluvori became wanderers that day, and if one of them, the Lady Corolra, had not torn back through the flame and rescued one leaf of Rodollen, then never would they have had a home to call their own again, or a link to their past. They would have had to start all over again, as so many of those in the Changed World had. But they had the Leaf, and Escorie would carry it with her now, as well as the Vision, as well as the spirit of Rodollen, bodiless but seeking a new home. She would found the Forest that would be the new home of her people, somewhere in the valley that lay on the other side of the Sorana Mountains. Her people had wandered, slowly but steadily south, for more than a hundred thousand years now. And now at last they would find the place destined for them, the place that would grant them the peace they needed and the roots they longed for. "No longer the leaves on the wind," whispered Escorie, the last part of the ritual. "Now the rooted tree." When she opened her eyes, Torimona's eyes were bright with tears that might, Escorie thought, mean almost anything. Relief, joy, terror, and sadness- all of them mingled in her bright blue gaze as she reached out to touch Escorie's woody cheek, the first sign of affection she had ever shown to the woman trained as her successor and picked to replace her by Rodollen himself. "I am proud," she whispered. "So proud." Escorie bowed gravely to her, not smiling, and then turned and moved away, to say farewell to her people and receive their good-luck wishes. There were not many just for her. All of them wished for the success of her journey, of course, to be again something of what they had been. But none of them knew her well. She had been separated from the other children at an early age, and then more and more from the other Trainees as the Training progressed and one or another of the others chosen was found to be unsuitable for some reason or another. She had been Training by herself for more than a century now. So she had tokens, mostly in the shape of leaves crafted of silver and emeralds, from her hesitant, smiling mother and father, from her older sister who watched her with just a touch of envy in her eyes, from a few of the younger men whom, she thought, wanted more the reflected glory that would come from marrying the Vision-Bearer than anything to do with her. She clasped all their hands, gazing into their faces until their smiles faded and they turned uncomfortably away from the weight of the history in her eyes. All of them, every day, lived with the loss of their home. But the Vision-Bearer was the only one who lived it, who could feel the heat of the flames that had destroyed those perfect trees, who would know a personal hatred for the wild magic and learn to regard it as an enemy and purge it from her body rather than accept it in its more harmless manifestations, as the others could. No, Escorie thought as she turned away at last from the woman and man who had once been her mother and father, it was better that she go with no one accompanying her, though a few had offered to before Torimona had said that Rodollen said she must go alone. She would not have anyone to distract her from her duty with conversation that way, or with promises of romance, if one of the young men who admired her so extravagantly had gone with her. She would keep her mind on her duty, where it belonged. She paused on the crest that would take her out of sight of the camp where her people had lived for two years now, raising a solemn hand. She found that she was not that sad to be leaving. Even if it wasn't for the Training, this place wasn't home to her, and neither was any place she had lived in her almost eighteen hundred years in the world. Only one place could be. ---------------------------------------------------------- Escorie took a deep breath. The Vision had told her that beyond this last rise, she would be able to see the valley that would eventually contain the Forest. She knew that it had to be more congenial than the terrible Kalurmari, the Snowlands, that her people had battled their way through before arriving in the Sorana, but still she had seen too many of the terrible things that the wild magic could do to be at ease with any new place. She stepped forward, and looked. Her breath burst out of her, and tears filled her eyes. It was the first beautiful place sculpted solely by the wild magic that she had ever seen. The valley sloped downwards away from her, bright in the slow morning light, and the first thing she noticed, besides the brilliant blue-green of the grass that lightened almost to silver in places, was the abundance of sparkling rivers, born from the snowmelt of the Sorana. Pure water running this way was something that she had only heard the very old ones, like Torimona, speak of; the forest Elwens had left the places that held running water long before she was born. They were even larger than the River in the Vision. None of them were green as the Eluvorpera had been, though. But that was made up for by the greenness of the valley itself. Escorie let her eyes wander everywhere she could, and couldn't see an end to it. She was still too high to distinguish grass from trees, but she could see that the greenness varied, that some patches were the green of the Leaf she carried with her while others were almost the color of jade. Stars. Beautiful. Escorie took a deep breath, and closed her eyes. In a way, she hated to ask her first question of the Vision about something as trivial as this, but all things about her people's new home had to be perfect. That included the name of the valley where the Forest would stand. What is the name of this valley, my Lord Rodollen? There was a little silence, and then a little of the warmth left her, and a flower bloomed behind her eyelids, as the first answer came. Audvelyn. Escorie let her eyes fly open, and her smile widen across her face, as she translated the name from the old Primal Tongue in her mind. The Valley of Heaven. She found the flower that she had seen behind her lids in her hand, and she tucked it behind her ear- a nodding purple blossom that smelled like an iris but was about the size of a violet. Singing an old Wondering Song softly under her breath, that had been used mostly by children for most of the time she had been alive- since they were the ones with the spirit to dream that a place they had never seen before was wonderful- she stepped out into the valley of Audvelyn. Her first step, and she felt the earth of the valley react to her. It was nearly instantaneous. She felt a force that had been drowsing until then wake up and rush towards her, whirlpooling up to her feet and coming out in a spray of blue flowers as swift as anything Rodollen could create. Breezes that hadn't been blowing just a moment before danced about her, and she smelled scents that hadn't been there, either. Escorie drew back as a flight of butterfly-like creatures came into existence and led each other, pairing off and then coming together in trios and quintets, in a dance of welcome. So many things appearing so suddenly, with every seeming of life, could only mean one thing. Wild magic. But though she looked tensely in every direction, she saw no sheet of white flame exploding towards her. Taking a deep breath, she at last forced the Vision-born fear away. Though she wasn't sure the wild magic wouldn't hurt her, for the moment it didn't seem inclined to, and that was all that one could ask for in this world of whim and caprice. And the beauty of the place still tugged at her heart. Surely nothing evil could be this beautiful... She put out her hands and said, "Faeralra," the word for welcome in Primal. The butterflies immediately came up to dance about her, and the flowers sang, and Escorie smiled. Chapter 1 Lord Of The Magewinds "A magewind is not only air or the scent of flowers you have never smelled before or a vehicle of the wild magic, though it is all those things. It is also something that you cannot ever imagine." -Excerpt from the Lecture Anrheei, or Magewinds, given in the ninety-second century of the Age of Magic by the Linguist-Historian Amanath Ayende, at the Licalara of Oak. Escorie lunged forward, pinning the wing of the- thing- to the ground. Then she whirled and kicked at the heads that reached for her with ferocity and what she could have sworn, were she not above such things, was hatred in their eyes. Oh, stars, after three days in the Audvelyn, she wasn't above any such thing. It was hatred, and it was the wild magic that made it behave this way. She connected with the snake-like jaw of one of the heads, and it hissed and snapped even as it flew backwards, trying to take off part of her foot. Escorie ducked the teeth of another two heads, both of them on snake-like necks but more cat-like than the other, and then danced back and threw her other spear at the other flapping, leathery wing. If she wasn't careful, then all her careful effort at pinning the first wing would go for nothing. It was already beating nearly strongly enough to pull itself free. Success! The second wing went down, the spear sticking firmly into the earth. Escorie pretended that she couldn't feel the soil's scream at being pierced and bent down, panting, for a moment before she cautiously approached the flailing body. It had too many legs, she noted, wrinkling up her nose, not to mention heads. Six heads, at least, counting the two that she had already managed to down and which resembled dogs' heads. The four remaining turned at once towards her, but didn't strike. It had already learned that she was faster than it was, and it was waiting until she got within reach. That it learned so fast both frightened and fascinated Escorie. Most of the places that the eluvori had walked through on their way to get to the valley, the land itself had been the dangerous thing. Due to the abundance of wild magic in the air and the earth, nothing could live there without being Changed beyond recognition. The forest Elwens had been forced to leave behind a few of their number who had suffered that fate. Of course, she should have figured out her first day that that much water and grass was sure to attract living creatures. And she should have trusted her first instincts. The wild magic was the enemy, no matter how pretty it looked. Charmed by something that appeared to be a unicorn yesterday, she had let it get within charging distance before she learned that it possessed more strength and a nastier disposition than any unicorn she had ever come in contact with. She had barely escaped up a tree, and even then had had to spend hours in the branches, as it butted the trunk and then stood staring upwards for a horrendously long time before going away. The snapping of the heads in front of her, and the clacking of the beak on the fourth neck, reminded her of her present problem, and she smiled faintly. She meant to see if this thing was edible, if she could only kill it. The heads arched back as she came nearer. But Escorie had used both her spears and broken one of her knives on the scales of the body, so she drew her sword instead. The first thrust went into the skin that looked softest, just under the bird-headed neck. It let loose an agonized scream as if it didn't deserve what she had just done, and the heads all lunged in her direction at once. Escorie jumped on instinct, but she had judged the distance right. The sword was long enough that she could keep it in the wound and the heads still bit only at air. She thrust again, grimacing as the blood bubbled up from the wound and bit into the sword. Luckily, though, it couldn't score the filyn of the blade as it had the steel of the weak knife. It fell back again in harmless, if disgusting, blue drops. At last, after more strikes than she liked to think about, Escorie killed the thing. She kicked it over and stepped gingerly among the motionless, heavily clawed legs to retrieve her spears and the hilt of the knife. She would keep it until she met up with her people again, and have it reforged. Or, better yet, replace it with a wooden one. The voice in her head had begun to reveal tiny, tantalizing promises of what would happen when the Forest was founded, and she hoped that some of those glimpses meant that her people would be able to work living wood without harming it, as they had once been able to do. Since the destruction of Inviolate Forest, they had been forced to turn to the lifeless metal of the earth. It wasn't as good as the wood, but neither she nor any eluvor would dream of harming a living tree save in dire need, especially for something as violent as making a weapon- What was that? Escorie's eyes narrowed, and she knelt, ignoring the claws that hovered by her head. She yanked the spear out of the left wing, and cleaned it in the grass as she touched the small, gleaming metal triangle set into the bottom of the torn membrane. The symbol was one that she didn't know, incised with triangles that faded away into each other, the small upon the smaller upon the smaller upon the smaller. Escorie, uneasy, wondered about prying it from the wing of the beast, and then decided not to. Well, at least that might give some explanation for the unusual viciousness of the creature. It hadn't been created by the wild magic just as it was- well, yes, actually, it probably had. There was no way that nature would fashion something this grotesque and misbegotten. But it had also, Escorie thought, probably been trained as a guard animal. Glancing from side to side, she stood and readied her spears as she tucked the sword away, the knife-hilt in the side of her sash, and one of the spears in the quiver on her back. The other one went away only when she was good and ready. For some stupid reason, she had assumed that someone living here would be friendly, would want visitors. Now she thought she had better not pause to eat. The valley was wide and open, she thought a little defensively as she moved off, still heading south, following the course of one of the major rivers. The grass was rich in every direction she had seen, and there was no sign of grazing or farms. There were no dams on the rivers. Even if someone felt the need to mark something off, why not at least make the boundaries visible so that wanderers would know not to cross them? But then, her people were looking to take some of the land for themselves, and they didn't intend to share. There were guard beasts bred of the wild magic that could be taught to sniff out intent, and who would only attack those intruders who meant genuine harm to their owners. This might have been one of those. Escorie's uneasiness faded, though, when she realized what else that might mean. The site where she was to found the Forest should be nearby, if that was so. She glanced from side to side with a different purpose, now, expecting at any moment to see a flatter, more level stretch where there would be trees or at least good soil, a patch that would say to her: Here. But no such patch appeared, and the voice that rode within her was quiet. Escorie sighed, and turned her gaze forward once more. So far, there was no end to the beauties and wonders of the valley. She had been able to divide all the plants that she had ever seen in her life into two kinds: those she knew already, and those she had heard of in stories from her parents or Training. Since she entered Audvelyn, she had been forced to add a third category- those she had no idea about- and that one was rapidly growing bigger and broader than the other two put together. Take this- bush, for instance, she thought, passing a respectful distance away from it. With the exception of the grass, which had shown no inclination to snap when she stepped on it, Escorie gave all plants room until she figured out if they were normal or magical. It was covered with so many deep purple flowers that it looked as if it was one huge flower. Escorie couldn't see any leaves at all. The only thing that kept her from calling it a flower was that the stems had to be going somewhere. Didn't they? Uneasy, realizing that she might not get the answer she wanted when the wild magic was involved, she turned her glance away from the bush and hastened past. She heard a loud sucking sound from the flowers as she went past them. She determinedly did not pay attention, and held her breath for a short distance until she reached a clearer stretch. The land continued its insistent downward slope, though the incline was becoming less and less noticeable. The rivers that had formed spectacular waterfalls only a short distance up now meandered, some of them splitting off into tiny brooks that flowered in almost every direction, pulled to the roots of the trees or the flowers by the wild magic. Some of them even flowed uphill. Escorie ignored those as best she could. She did halt once, unable to resist, to watch a flight of the butterfly-like creatures that had greeted her when she first entered the valley dancing about another of the purple flower-bushes. The deep-throated blossoms quivered after a few moments of dancing and then opened very slowly, laying their petals down like carpets. The tiny butterfly-like creatures walked inside, and the blooms closed up again. Though Escorie watched for long moments, they didn't reappear. Shaking her head, and smiling in spite of herself, she went on. There would be so much to learn when the others came, she thought. She could spend years studying just the plants she had passed today, maybe the rest of her life, and never know- The thought stopped her abruptly, and she put one hand on her forehead and shook her head again. Those thoughts. She had to watch out for thoughts like those. They were the ones that would really pull her from her duty, more than any conversation or romance could have. They would seduce her with beauty, the one trap that her people had never been able to resist. She had to make sure that she always remembered just what she was here to do, and it wasn't to study things that the wild magic had made on a whim. Once the Forest was made, her people would retreat into it, and life would become sane once again. The wild magic wouldn't be able to follow. The power of Rodollen was too old and great for it. There would be no intrusions by things like the six-headed beast. And no venturing outside the Forest's borders, either. A deep pang of loss struck Escorie, and she frowned, biting her lip. She wanted to look around the Valley, to linger, and she was appalled and ashamed at herself for doing so. Her people were waiting back in the Sorana, only a few days' journey distance, with the knowledge that soon their long-awaited home would be granted them. Their impatience must be growing by the hour. She had no right to make them wait because of her own selfish desires. "This time," Escorie whispered under her breath as she picked up her pace, "you go only slowly enough to be sure that you aren't stepping right into danger. Don't go at a pace whose only purpose is to gratify yourself." The voice in her mind spoke then, its tone solemn and gentle, like the ringing of a great bell: South. Escorie nodded, and hurried south. ---------------------------------------------------------- Strangely, it was the scent that first woke her. Thinking about it later, she wasn't sure why she was surprised. Why shouldn't it be the scent that woke her? Eluvori could wake to scents as others could to noise. But still, she remembered being surprised when she opened her eyes the next morning, before the sun was really properly up, and smelled the flowers that she had scented that first morning in the Valley. She sat up, brushing at her clothes. The wild magic's weather was congenial, at least. It rained mostly during the night, and at least part of the grass's need for moisture seemed to be accomplished by a heavy dew, as if it didn't want to inconvenience anyone who might be moving on foot. She turned her head, and found the tiny dell where she had spent the night full of wind. Two tiny breezes caught her hair and tugged it back and forth, separating each green strand by turns and wrestling over it, as if they were children arguing over a treat. Escorie bit her lips to tamp down a smile and pulled her hair from their grasp with her own telekinesis. If one encouraged the air, one of the Change's most harmless manifestations, it would only get worse. And she couldn't do it now, anyway. With a pang of regret, she was standing up to move somewhere else when she was blinded by a soft flash of blue light. Blinking, she stumbled backwards, reaching for one of the spears on her back, and then stopped. The light was gone as if it had never been, and there weren't even afterimages on her eyes. It was as if the breeze had brought the light... She swallowed, tasting fear in her throat, and then crouched as she heard hoofbeats. They sounded like the hoofbeats of the unicorn that wasn't that she had encountered two days ago, but they were heavier, she thought as she listened, as if this one was larger. Or heavier. Then it came into sight, and she saw that it bore someone on its back, someone turning her head from side to side as if looking for something. Ducking her head, Escorie sniffed, and caught a scent that she had never smelled before. She frowned. It was like a combination of fruit and corn, light and birdsong- and until then she hadn't even known that light and birdsong could have scents- and leaves and moss. She would have said that it was the scent of someone of her own race in a trance, but she knew that not even a forest Elwen could smell like so many different things at the same time. Well, good. Maybe the stranger would think she was a tree, because that was what she smelled like, and pass her by. Stars knew she didn't want to have anything to do with anyone who could tame one of those unicorn-like creatures enough to ride. Come to think of it, he- she was close enough to him now to identify the scent as masculine- might even be the one who had tamed and marked the six-headed beast. That would explain what he was doing here. He had come to see what had happened to his border guardian. In that case, she really didn't want to have anything to do with him. The unicorn pounded towards her, neck bowed and breath huffing from the nostrils as if it had been running hard for a long time. The horn that projected from its forehead was three-colored, red in the base, white in the middle, and black at the tip. The coat itself was a kind of dusty red that should, Escorie thought, have shown up at a distance and done no good at all as camouflage. On the other hand, maybe they didn't need to hide. The unicorn slowed and stopped not far away. The man on its back turned his head slowly, back and forth, as if seeking something that he could only sense dimly. Escorie stared in fascination. He was taller than any eluvor she had ever seen, and his skin was pale- and it was skin, like a dolphin's or a fox's under the coat, not the kind of woody covering that she was much more used to calling skin with her own people. His hair billowed around his shoulders, not the mass of curls that a forest Elwen would have, and also a color she wasn't used to seeing in hair, brilliant red. It looked as if it hadn't seen a comb in a few days, at least. But he did wear clothes. If he was a savage, he was a very well-dressed one. Then he turned to regard her, and she sucked her breath in, just preventing a noisy gasp. It wasn't that he was especially handsome. It was the strangeness of the face, the way it looked rather than the admiration it inspired in her, that made her gasp. The skin was less pale around the sharp features- high cheekbones, jutting chin and beak-like nose, and strangely wide brow- than on his hands, as if it was burned by the sun. But his eyes were wide, though still diamond-shaped enough to mark him as Elwen, and his eyes were the color of white jade. Those eyes met hers, and he gave a smile that seemed too wide, as though it was growing to stretch all the way around his face and cut his head off. He urged the unicorn towards her, one step at a time. Escorie stood up, knowing it would do her no good to hide now, and then put a hand on the hilt of her sword as she saw that that didn't intimidate him. "Come no closer," she said, in Primal, the one language she could be sure he would understand. He stopped, blinked at her, and then smiled again. "Why?" he asked in Primal, his voice too musical and too silvery to be real. Escorie kept a wary eye on him as she scrambled out of the shallow dell and retreated a distance. The small magical winds kept up with her. She ignored them. He wasn't armed, and that had to mean something in a valley like this. Either he was insane, or he had a reason to be so confident. He was the real danger, not a few playful breezes that wouldn't leave her alone. "Because I will kill you." "You'd try." Escorie narrowed her eyes. Reason to be confident or not, owner of the territory she was passing through or not, she was beginning to dislike him. Most strangers didn't discount her this easily. "You have no idea who or what I am, do you?" "I've heard legends," he said, without moving. The unicorn tossed its head and snorted impatiently; he calmed it with one hand on the muscular neck, his eyes never leaving her face. "I never thought I would see an eluvor, but I know that's what you are. I don't know who you are, of course, because people clutching their swords don't usually introduce themselves. Are you going to, or should I give you a name out of the kindness of my heart?" "You are insulting." He smiled, a smile different from the broad one he had given her just a moment ago. This one was more private, almost self-mocking, but not enough so to soothe her temper. "So are you." "I am only passing through your territory," said Escorie, deciding that this conversation would only circle, possibly forever, if she kept it up in its current vein. "I am looking to found a new home for my people, but I won't do it on land that you control." "How do you know that?" "What do you mean?" "You have the look of someone who would found her people's home on the land of a person she didn't like, just for the hell of it." Escorie gaped at him, and then recovered herself. At least this proved that he had no idea what he was talking about. She felt a little better about that. "If my Vision tells me to stop here, then yes, I will. But I won't do it just for the hell of it." "Why do your people need a new home?" "We lost our first home in the Change. We need a new Forest." Technically, it wasn't a story that she would tell just anyone, but if he was to be one of their neighbors in the valley, then she would do what she could to make peace with him and not antagonize him. She was supposed to do whatever she could to not only found the Forest but to make it peaceful and happy. "You lost your first home in the Change?" Maybe she had been right, and he wasn't either confident or insane. Maybe he was just stupid. "Yes. I know you heard me right. We lost our first home in the Change." "I just never dreamed that anyone- especially forest Elwens- could be so fussy." "What's that supposed to mean?" He looked highly amused. "Never mind." He looked at her hand, which Escorie was sure had firmed its grasp on her sword. "Are you going to use that, and are you ever going to introduce yourself?" "I will if you push me, and my name is Escorie Vaultwild." "You don't sound too sure about that last." "That is the name that the Vision has decreed for me. Why I deserve it, I do not know yet." "Well." The man nodded to himself, as if she had finally said something that made sense to him. "I can understand that. My ancestor followed a vision without knowing where it would lead him or why it gave him the name it did, either." Escorie's eyes narrowed still further. His words had a sense of truth to them; at least, they weren't buzzing in her ears as a lie would. "What is your name?" "Damiel Summerfire," he said, and then chuckled under his breath and whistled. Escorie felt the air stir, and the breezes hurled themselves past her and towards Damiel. They danced about him, separating his hair and stroking his cheeks. The unicorn danced and snorted as its fetlocks rippled with their passage. "Some call me lord of the magewinds." Damiel looked at her as if this should mean something to her. Escorie pulled back, revolted. She understood all too well now. This- man, she thought; but she couldn't be sure of even that now, as he might be just another manifestation- had control of the wild magic. He was, by definition, her enemy. "I should be on my way," she said. "So soon?" Damiel pouted at her. It took her a moment to identify the expression, though, because it so astonished her to see it on the face of someone past the age of five. And by the time she had identified it, he was on to something else. "You would really leave me here, intrigued and not knowing more?" "Why did you come here?" "I felt the valley magic responding to you, and wanted to see what was causing it," he said, equitably enough. "My breezes found you for me." His hair stirred in a sharp gust, and he smiled. "That is, my magewinds," he corrected himself. "You'll have to excuse the ones that accompanied me today; they're rather temperamental." "What could threaten you, master of the wild magic that you are?" asked Escorie with a disdainful motion of her hand to the air about him. Damiel frowned at her, and his hair flapped like the wings of a bird. "My lady, if you are going to hate the wild magic, you should know that there is more than one kind. I never said that I was a master of the wild magic. I said I was lord of the magewinds, which is different. And not all of my people have the same protection that I do. I came to make sure that what you might be doing here is no threat to Summerfire." Escorie stared at him with her mouth open. While she had accepted that he might be real and not a manifestation, the idea that he ruled a settled people in Audvelyn was too much to contemplate. "You- rule a place named for your line?" "Yes. Conceited, isn't it?" Damiel asked cheerfully, stealing the next words that she would have spoken. "But it wasn't my idea. Summerfire has endured almost since the Change itself." He smiled at her, disturbing white jade eyes glowing. "You see, while your people wandered about and fussed in search of the perfect place, we made one." Escorie looked at him carefully. Yes, he was of the wild magic, and that made her inherently distrust him. But, on the other hand, she would need help to found the Forest, she was beginning to believe. If he could help her, then it didn't matter if what she had to in return with his help- or even if just associating with him- was personally distasteful to her. It was still something that she would do because she had to do it. "Do you know Audvelyn well?" "I have lived in it all my life," he said. "So you would know where pure earth lies? Earth that would welcome the touch of the eluvori?" "I might, yes," he said. "But then, you would have to tell me why Summerfire should give up pure earth to you and your people, instead of using it for ourselves." "Tell me what help I could give you." Escorie steeled herself against saying the dreadful words, but he only smiled again, the broad smile that she was learning to anticipate and deal with. "You speak for your people?" he asked, head tilted back and eyes fixed on her. "Yes." "Then we could come to some agreement." Damiel tilted his head abruptly. "Over dawnmeal, if you would care to share with me." "Thank you, but no." "Your stomach is rumbling." Escorie could feel herself flushing, though he wouldn't know she was. His- magewinds- had probably carried the sound to him. She would have to remember that his hearing was preternaturally sharp. "I wouldn't want to take food from you." "You mean, you wouldn't trust me to give you food without drugging it." Damiel sighed, a long and loud sigh. "You are the first eluvor I've ever seen. Why would I to drug you, instead of speaking with you and learning a little more about you?" "We can never trust creatures who adore the wild magic." "Oh, I don't adore it. It happens to like me, that's all, and so I use it." "But it's all whim and caprice." He looked at her as if wondering what she was getting at. "Yes," he said, at last. "How can you live, knowing that you can't really trust it? Ever?" "We live." He didn't allow her to elaborate, saying instead, "I'll kill it in front of you. Will that satisfy you, my lady?" Escorie blinked at the title. She knew what it meant- or as well as anyone could whose native language wasn't Primal- but she had never heard anyone else call her that. "I- yes," she said at last. "Good." Damiel turned away and sat still on the unicorn for a moment, closing his eyes. Then a bolt of light tore from him and passed overhead, arching down like an arrow to vanish behind a slight hill. "There." The man opened his eyes, looking quite pleased with himself. "Killed and cooked, all in one." He started to trot off, then looked back over his shoulder at Escorie when she didn't move. "Coming?" "I want to put some distance between myself and your unicorn." Damiel laughed. It was a quick sound, strong and confident, and as silvery as his voice. "Oh, Wellrun's not a unicorn. He's a karkadann." "What's the difference?" "Stronger, nastier, born of the wild magic- and not intelligent, the way that unicorns are." Damiel stroked the karkadann's neck for a moment, then turned to look at her. "He won't kick and bite at anyone unless he senses you mean me harm." "Like your other pets?" Damiel tilted his head at her, his face quizzical. "The magewinds, yes," he agreed. "Come with me. It's not that far, I promise." Wellrun started trotting again, and Escorie fell into step behind. Reluctantly. But still... She would only have to deal with him until she could found the Forest, she promised the part of herself that was still uneasy about trusting a stranger. And then she could always turn away, just as she would turn away from the rest of the outside world. Besides, the voice in her head had issued just one sound since she had met Damiel: a murmur of approval. That would do, she decided, until she saw evidence of wrongdoing on his part. ---------------------------------------------------------- Escorie leaned back, sighing. The venison- from a deer whose magical aspects, if any, had vanished in death- had been surprisingly good, and nothing was happening to her so far as a result of eating it, and the voice of Rodollen in her head wasn't saying anything negative about it. She could wait to comment until anything happened, she supposed. She turned a curios glance on Damiel, who was licking the blood from his fingers with great relish. The karkadann stood at his shoulder, snorting when it caught Escorie's eye but not really making trouble otherwise, chewing the scraps of meat that its rider handed to it with evident pleasure. Escorie caught flashing glimpses of the fanged teeth in its muzzle and was doubly glad that she had outwaited the wild one in the tree. "So, what are you?" Damiel looked up at her, sucking the last of the juice from his fingers before replying. "I'm surprised that you don't recognize me." "The fame of Summerfire hasn't spread that far," Escorie said. "No, but I rather thought that the fame of the land Elwens might have." Escorie gasped, all the comfort vanishing as if snatched away by a magewind. She fought her way backwards, striving to get to her feet, though she wasn't sure what she would do once she got there. The look on Damiel's face stopped her. It was a mixture of pain and the self-mocking smile that she had seen before. "Will you listen to me?" he asked quietly. "Please?" She sat down again, but a further distance away than before. The karkadann watched her for a moment longer, and then lowered its head and bumped the short horn against the land Elwen's shoulder. Damiel stroked its mane, without taking his eyes from her. "I meet people every day who blame my people for what happened," he said quietly. "It was- pleasant, for a short while, to be with someone who didn't blame me- not because I was the Lord of Summerfire and they knew me as that, but because they didn't know what I was." "I would have more sympathy for you if the land Elwens hadn't caused the Change," said Escorie, tucking her arms around her legs and shivering. "Strictly speaking, it was the shadowed Elwens and not the land Elwens-" Damiel began, and stopped on seeing her expression. "All right, you don't care. But at least hear me out on this." "Why should I?" "Because you want to. I can see it in those lovely dark eyes of yours." Escorie flushed again, and then damned herself. If he really was land Elwen, then he would know what she had been feeling the entire time. That was one of the gifts of the paleskins, reading emotions. "So talk," she said. "And don't try to flatter me." Damiel blinked at her. "Was I? I didn't realize it." He shook his head. "Spend all your days in a court, and eventually it catches up to you." "I don't need to be patronized, and I don't know why you think I'm interested in it," said Escorie, considering standing up and just walking away. Yes, he probably could help her, but she wasn't sure that she was interested in that kind of help. "I can see it in your eyes," said Damiel, his voice sharpening. "Yes, I know you don't like me, but can we stop lying to each other, Escorie? You do want to hear me out, and you want my help. So sit down, and stay sitting down until I'm done." Escorie gaped at him. His face had altered as if he had managed to put on a mask without her noticing. All trace of the smiles, no matter what kind, was gone. He sat bolt upright, his eyes fixed on her, his entire body vibrating as if he was the string of a bow drawn tight. That tense, pale face was filled with a look that she recognized now might come from commanding others to do things. She nodded slowly, never taking her eyes from his face, feeling once again the strange thrill that had run through her when she saw the strange plants in the valley. "Good." Damiel relaxed a little, losing some of the look but not very much. "As I have to keep explaining to the victory Elwens and the never Elwens- not that they listen to me- land Elwens are not all responsible for the Change. It was a very stupid war that some of our kind, not all, fought against the shadowed Elwens. The land Elwen leader threatened the shadowed Elwen leader with the extinction of all curalli. It was a stupid thing to do, just like the rest of the war. Curalli are unbelievably loyal to their kind, and this particular leader thought of a way to defend his people. He called the pure magic up from the center of the world, the magic the gods had used in creating the world, and he set it free." Damiel closed his eyes, and his face changed back to what it had been again, looking very tired. "And that is all that happened. All. Yes, we are to blame in one way. In another, the curalli are. "And in another way, it doesn't matter, because it was so long ago, and everyone who was alive then is dead. Certainly the two leaders who were most responsible died in the Change itself." Escorie sat still, weighing his words. Perhaps they would have meant more to her if she had heard them before she saw the Vision, but now- With the vision of the burning trees in her head, the trees of Inviolate Forest that had been the most beautiful and perfect place in all the world, and the opportunity to punish a child of the race that had made the Change sitting before her, could she pass it up? She opened her eyes, mind made up, and then stopped. Damiel was watching her with a sad look, but the power glowing in his eyes and the way his hair tossed from the dancing of the magewinds was no joke. "Please don't make me," he whispered, as if begging her. "I don't want to. I really don't." Escorie nodded slowly, never taking her eyes from him, and then eased the muscles she had started to tense to rise. "Your people were responsible for the destruction of my people's homeland," she said. "But not every one of us," said Damiel quickly. "The Lord Frief, who founded Summerfire, was thousands of miles away from the Change when it happened, and he lost his own wife and one true love in it. I truly don't think that he had anything to do with it." "But you use the wild magic." Damiel stared at what was just empty air, to Escorie, and held out a hand. She smelled flowers as the wind, she guessed, came to nestle in his palm. "Yes," said Damiel, very quietly. "But that is partially because the wild magic likes us. It has for over a hundred thousand years. And it is partially because we stopped denying the world Changed, stopped trying to recapture something that was gone forever." He looked up at her with a small smile. "While you are trying to recapture it, still." "Do you criticize me?" "No. But if you expect my help, my lady, you must not expect my unqualified approval. I think what you are doing is wrong and wasteful and uses effort that could be better put towards trying to discover a new way of life for the forest Elwens." He rose to his feet with a lithe spring. "Now that you know how I feel. I will try to seek out a place that would match what you need for your Forest. Tell me what that is." "Why are you helping me?" Damiel looked at her with jeweled eyes that were glowing again. "Why not?" "You just said that you thought it was wasteful, and useless-" "I did. But I want to help you, and it would give Summerfire some allies in a part of the valley where we could use some now, if I am right about what you need for the Forest. which you can confirm by telling me as soon as possible." Damiel bounced up and down lightly on his heels as he looked at her, waiting. "Ah. So you are doing this for the good of your people, and not just out of the kindness of your heart?" asked Escorie, pouncing on what she saw as an inconsistency. From the politely blank look that Damiel gave her, he didn't see it the same way. "Did I ever say that I was doing it out of the kindness of my heart?" "No..." "Well, then. I have a people to lead just as you do, my lady." He stretched out his hands expansively. "And you should be careful about the conclusions that you draw. In this valley, some of the forms that the wild magic gives to your conclusions are... unpleasant." "The Forest must be a place that the wild magic cannot enter, as well as having rich soil in which trees can grow, pure air and water, and plenty of sunlight," said Escorie pointedly. Damiel shrugged. "I can think of many places in the valley that would fit your last requirements. A place that the wild magic can't enter? You should see what the wild magic has to say about that, first. I've never been in a place in the Audvelyn that the wild magic didn't rule, in one way or another." "We'll see-" But Damiel had already turned away and was picking his way towards the karkadann, who had wandered off a short distance, as if sensing that she no longer intended harm to his rider. "We'll ride down a bit, and you can tell me if anything appeals to you," he called over his shoulder, as he put out a hand to the beast. Wellrun snorted and swung the short horn at him, but when the land Elwen persisted, gave up almost audibly and knelt on the ground. Damiel climbed on, winding his hands in the short, tough mane, and the karkadann stood and started trotting off down the valley. Escorie, her mouth open, shut it and followed. It had been in the direction that she would have sought, anyway, after a little while, she reassured herself. And if it hadn't been, she would have spoken up very sharply. Of course she would. In some part of her where she was more truthful with herself, she loathed herself for her cowardice. ---------------------------------------------------------- It wasn't until it was nearly night again, and they had been searching for some time without seeing anything that appealed to the Vision, that Escorie finally thought to bring up something that had been troubling her. "Don't you need to return to Summerfire?" she asked. Damiel looked back at her with a friendly, implacable expression. Wellrun was picking his way across a stream, but it was apparently shallow enough that his rider felt no need to guide him. "I don't see that it's any of your business if I do or not." "Just making sure that you do have the authority to speak for your people," she said, remembering the words that he had spoken earlier. He smiled at that, the self-mocking smile rather than the broad one. Escorie found that she was coming to be fonder of that one, if she could be said to be fond of any of his expressions. "Well put. Well, yes, I needed to see what the magic was reacting to, and at this point in my life, the magic rather insists that I do that myself and leave the ruling of Summerfire to someone else for a little while." This was a trial for your successor, Escorie thought as he turned away again, just as I went through trial after trial in my Training. I wonder if it will be as hard for her as it was for me? "Who is doing the ruling?" "Oh, yes," he muttered, eyes scanning the stream as if he had dropped something, without bothering to turn and look at her again. "You will have to know who to deal with if the wild magic kills me on this journey, won't you?" Escorie frowned at his back, wishing she could tell if that was supposed to be mockery of her fears or not. "My son, Anohe." Damiel looked back at her at last and smiled at her surprised expression. "What, you didn't think I was old enough to have a son?" "Something like that, yes." He looked about her age, and no one that young married among the eluvori. Courtship alone was supposed to last a few hundred years, to make sure that both partners truly loved each other and would produce no Changed children. Damiel shrugged. "The wild magic likes us, but, as you have pointed out, not always. The Lords of Summerfire are expected to marry young and have children as soon as they can, so there's someone to be the avatar of the magewinds after if something goes wrong." "And your wife?" Maybe, if there was a Lady of Summerfire who hadn't been born to the wild magic, she might make a better ally than someone who had. Besides, Escorie was coming to agree with Torimona's often- expressed opinion more and more since meeting this men: that women of any kind were easier to understand than the men would be. "Died bearing Anohe." Escorie stared at him in shock. There was no emotion in his voice when he said it, and he turned away too slowly to go back to scouting the river, as if he had no emotion that he wanted to hide, either. "And that's all that you feel, is it?" Damiel glanced back at her, frowning for the first time. It added a touch of the commanding expression to his face, though not much, and Escorie had the sudden feeling that he would be a bad enemy. "My lady, it happened more than three hundred years ago, and I knew her for less than a year. I was told to marry the moment I was capable of having a child. I did. She became pregnant, bore Anohe, and died in the flood of the afterbirth. The wild magic does things like that, sometimes." "It was the wild magic that caused her death? You know that for a fact?" "Well, yes." "And you still continue to use it." Damiel hitched his left shoulder in a shrug. "I couldn't have given up ruling Summerfire then. Anohe was too young to bear the burden, and Summerfire wouldn't have been safe in the hands of an avatar growing up under the control of the magewinds, anyway." "There is such a thing as duty." "I've been doing it all my life, my lady." He raised his eyebrows, and she found herself flushing again. "I did tell you about leaping to conclusions." "I'm sorry, my lord." It was the first time that she had used his title, and he considered it for a moment as what she meant it to be- a peace offering- before nodding and turning away. "Good enough," he said, over his shoulder. Escorie shook her head and abandoned the idea of appealing to the Lady of Summerfire. Stars, so much to learn about the world. Apparently she was going to put a foot wrong constantly if she kept this up. And yet... Could she stand to learn that much about the world? Too much, after all, would corrupt her and turn her away from her own duty. Better that she suffer a little embarrassment, which she could stand, then become useless to her people through too much knowledge. She shook her head sharply. The problem was, the land Elwen's embarrassment could be deadly. No, she would have to go on as she was now and pray to Rodollen that the corruption, if she incurred any, wouldn't be permanent. "My lord?" "Yes?" His voice was milder than she had heard it so far. He was susceptible to flattery, then, thought a small, smug part of her. Good. "What are you looking for, exactly?" "Some sign that the magic told me to look for," he said, without taking his eyes from the water. "You caused some disturbance in the magic, yes, but not great enough for what I sensed. There's something else out here." "And you're the caretaker for the valley?" "When I have to be." "What else could be out here, then?" "It depends. Sometimes things wander in from the Sorana strong enough to bend the magic around them, and then I have to chase them out. Sometimes the never Elwens make trouble for the hell of it. Sometimes it's something else entirely, like a disease among the plants, and then I need to heal it." "Can you do that?" That startled Escorie. For some reason, she had thought that his magic was good only for destroying. "Oh, yes." Escorie eyed him thoughtfully as he continued to ride his karkadann down the stream. Maybe he wasn't all bad, if he could heal plants. But he had also killed that deer as casually as he had spoken to her. At least he hadn't had to chop down trees to light the fire, her mind argued. She had gone along like this for some time when she heard Damiel make a hissing sound from ahead of her. She turned at once, her sword coming out of the sheath, to see him kneeling in the middle of the stream and staring at something on the bank. The karkadann danced beside him in the water, snorting and tossing his mane now and then as if he smelled something that he didn't like on the wind. "What is it?" Damiel turned to her, and she flinched. His face was terrible: eyes sunken back into his head and blazing, his hair flipping and flapping around his head with the rising of the magewinds, and his mouth set, cold and hard. "Have you seen any other marks like this?" he asked, gesturing for her to come closer. Escorie wasn't sure that she wanted to come closer, but, on the other hand, she didn't want to seem cowardly in front of him. Animals could sense fear, and many would attack solely because of it. She came and crouched down in front of what he pointed at. It was a round mark, like a hoofprint. But printed in the middle of it was a series of receding triangles. "Well, yes." "What?" A blast of heat blew over Escorie, and she glanced up- and recoiled. Damiel's white jade eyes were gone. Fire had replaced them, flames burning in the sockets that had held his eyes. She scrambled away, hand on one of the knives that she hadn't broken in the fight with the six-headed beast. "Where?" the land Elwen demanded. Even though fire couldn't look at one, she had the impression those blazing eyes were looking right at her. Maybe it was the direction of his head, the tilt of his head, more than anything else. "On the wing of a beast with six heads I killed," she said slowly, one hand still on her weapons, the other splaying slowly out in front of her in an instinctive warding gesture. Eluvori had been using that sign to ask protection from the spirit of Rodollen against the wild magic for thousands of years. She figured it couldn't hurt just now. "I thought it was your guard beast, that its death was what you had come here to see about." Damiel shook his head, and the unnerving eyes turned away from her, to stare at the mark on the ground. "I felt the disturbance when you entered the valley, but I've felt nothing since." His gaze came back to Escorie just as she was starting to draw a breath of relief, and she wished it wouldn't. It was highly unnerving. "You're sure it was the same mark?" "Yes." She flushed again, this time out of irritation "Now, who's the one leaping to the conclusion that I'm lying?" Damiel laughed soft and low. It sounded as if his throat hurt. "Oh, believe me, my lady, it's not that I don't believe you. It's that I very much wish I didn't have to. If you had been uncertain at all, then I could have rested in peace..." He shook his head, rising slowly to his feet, staring at the marking. "I suppose I should have expected it." "Expected what?" He stared down a moment longer, then looked at her. His eyes simply appeared again, masking the flames like some emotion that he had hidden. "I told you that Summerfire needed allies." "Yes?" "We are in the middle of a war. It seems that some of the enemies are a bit different than I thought they were." He shook his head and stood, reaching a hand out and whistling. Wellrun trotted up to him, and Escorie felt a ruffle of her hair as magewinds swept past her, probably on a scouting mission. "We should return to Summerfire as soon as possible. It's not safe here." "If my people's home is around here-" "Listen to your voice," said Damiel impatiently, swinging himself up. "What does it tell you?" Escorie closed her eyes and listened. South, said the implacable singing voice in her, and then, before she could say anything to Damiel about that direction, East. "South and east." Damiel nodded. "Summerfire is east and a little north of here. It'll be easier to search from the confines of the walls, believe me." He held a hand down. "We'll need to return as quickly as we can. Get up and ride behind me." "No." "You don't need to worry about him. He's quite safe. Not like his wild cousins. He won't buck you or try to spill the weight-" "It's not that." Escorie stepped back and stared up at him. "I refuse to ride any creature born of the wild magic. Call it- a religious conviction." "I suppose that you refuse to be killed by them, as well." Damiel's voice was flat, without any music at all now, but at least the fire hadn't reappeared in his eyes. Escorie was afraid that she might have yielded if it had, so badly did it frighten her. "I can handle myself." "The ones that could come will make the one you fought look like nothing, I guarantee it-" There was a ruffle of her hair again, and a smell of flowers. Damiel jerked his head up and stared intently at a point in the air a few inches above him. His eyes clouded, and black light spiraled up from him and danced on his hands and arms. "Stars. They'll be here in a few moments." He turned his head to glare at her. "Lady, ride." Escorie swayed a little under the force of the snapped-out command, but managed to cling to her balance and her smile. He wasn't her lord, after all. "I prefer to walk." "They'll be here!" "Can't you defeat them?" "Yes, and start a formal war in the process! Besides which, Summerfire needs to know about this and I don't have time to send a mental message right now." He jerked his head at the karkadann's back. "Up, now, or there won't be anything of you left." "Tell me who they are." "We don't have time! You would ask questions, believe me, and they don't-" "Aren't you wasting time just sitting here and talking to me like this?" Damiel opened his mouth to answer, but the karkadann squealed and bolted, and he had to spring into the air and do a backflip to get off it. The magewinds, Escorie supposed, caught him and turned his fall into an almost magical somersault. He caught himself after that and came to his feet. "You're right," he said. "I don't have time to stand around and talk to you. Here they come." He turned and fell into a fighter's crouch that looked remarkably similar to the one that Escorie had learned during her own Training. She didn't have much time to compare training, though. Something was coming up the low rises at them, and it howled and sang and roared in a thousand voices, like the dull buzz of a swarm of bees. But it wasn't bees. The sky was black with it, but it wasn't bees. It wasn't alive at all, Escorie was sure. It had a dry smell, the kind of scent that her nose always associated with warm rock. She could feel things that were almost alive riding in it, but it wasn't something that was alive in its own right. "Run." The word was spoken very calmly, and so she wasn't prepared for the sight that she saw when she turned to Damiel. His eyes were on fire again, and the black light was back, spitting and sliding around him like a nestful of winged cobras. He lifted his arms, and they coiled to the tips and clung there, sparking and snapping. He was watching the storm, Escorie realized, watching and waiting for the perfect time to let go. Apparently, it came. He let the black things go. They twisted through the air with a coiling motion, like sidewinders across sand, and where they passed the air turned dark. One passed within a few inches of Escorie, and she shivered as cold like something out of a bad dream struck at her. She stepped back, staring intently. It was good to know that someone who was a child of the wild magic could do this. Not only might it prove useful someday if he ever became an enemy of her people, but it would prove useful against the impulses in her mind that would make a friend out of him if she let them. The air that the black things cut stayed cut. They left channels behind them that didn't close, and they did the same thing when they struck at the rising storm, cutting holes through the center. The scream altered, to a sound that made Escorie's teeth stand on edge. She barely kept herself from reaching for her ears. The black things came through again, cutting the storm into four separate slices. Then they split apart, numerous tiny streams and forks of dark lightning, seeking out and hungrily eating the dust and the blackness in the air. Escorie was just sheathing her sword when a hand touched her wrist. She turned to see Damiel, his eyes back to normal once more, clinging so hard he pressed tendon to bone and smiling like a mad thing. "The chathrei will stop the storm, but not before it reaches us," he said. "We'll still have to flee, and we can't outrun us." "What do you suggest, then?" Escorie had been able to hear him without difficulty, but she had to raise her voice to shout over the scream. "There's only one way." He leaned towards her, the manic light still in his eyes. "Sorry about this, but it's really the only way." The voice of Rodollen in her head screamed, and Escorie tried to pull away. Damiel's grip firmed, then loosened, and the wild magic came for her and made her a magewind. Chapter 2 The Lord of Summerfire "The line of Summerfire is ancient almost beyond measure, and but for the regrettable intrusion of insanity into it might have endured for generations beyond its destined end. If one can but train the mind to see in a new way, then one can see that the insanity was neither destined nor unregettable. The Lords of Summerfire did terrible things, but also accomplished some of the most beautiful ends known to Elwenkind..." -Excerpt from Munthi ko Rejea Kai, Or Land Elwens and Their Lords, published anonymously at the end of the Age of Motion. Escorie opened her eyes slowly. So many conflicting impulses tore at her that she expected to be sick at any moment. She felt as if she should be kneeling where she was, which was exactly what she was doing, but she also felt as if she should be flying, dashing around corners at a speed beyond anything she could have dreamed of. She got, slowly, to her feet. She stood in a place that she had never seen before. It had walls that shone in the sunlight slanting through the wide windows, and it took her a long moment to realize why. They were made of some golden material- Wood? She gasped, and her heart hammered in her throat, but she couldn't hear the screams of dying trees, even though she listened intently. Nothing but silence, in fact, broken only by a muffled groan. She turned her head and saw Damiel lying on the patterned floor next to her, getting slowly to his hands and knees as if he had been cast down by some mighty force. He shook his head, muttering something she couldn't hear, and then snapped his head up and addressed the empty air in front of him. "Yes, I know I could have been killed! I swear, having magewinds around the entire time is like having parents who never forget the time that you dropped the palm pies all over the floor," said Damiel, apparently to Escorie, since she was the only one in sight. The eluvor was regaining control of herself, and she clenched her hands at her side, her heart beating rapidly now for another reason. "How dare you?" "How dare I what?" Damiel had regained his feet, if not his color. He shot her a curious glance. Escorie lost her composure. "Transform me- take me along like that! I did not ask for rescue, and I did tell you that I wanted nothing to do with the wild magic. But you pulled me along anyway, without my consent. How dare you do something like that?" "You would have died if we had stayed there. The storm wasn't going to stop or slow in time for you to run away from it." "I would rather die than suffer the touch of the wild magic," said Escorie flatly. Damiel smiled at her, the broad smile that she was coming to hate. It made her feel that she was the target of a joke, though she couldn't say how it made her feel that way or even what the joke was. That just irritated her the more. "Even if you have to suffer the touch of the wild magic to found your Forest?" Damn it. Caught again. Escorie caught her breath and forced her heart to slow down a little, by concentrating on her Training as hard as she could. He was right. In saving her life, he was doing Rodollen's work. Perhaps even the wild magic could be used occasionally in the service of good, then- She shut off that tempting thought before it could gain control of her mind. That was how heresy won its way in, by seeming so reasonable and sensible that one would feel like a fool for rejecting the thoughts that came with it. But sooner or later, one would find oneself accepting everything that came with it, and then the soul was lost and drifting on a dark sea, with no hope of ever finding the right again. "I apologize, my lord," she said flatly. "You did have the right to save my life." "I'm so glad." She looked at him suspiciously, even though his voice had been perfectly solemn and not mocking at all, but he was already turning away as a voice called his name from down the hall. Escorie could recognize that much of the speech that followed, though not much more. It was in some language that she had never heard before, and the speaker was speaking very fast, in what seemed to be agitation. When he moved, Escorie looked down at the place where he had been lying, curious to see the pattern on the floor. She couldn't tell what the floor was made of, any more than she could tell what the walls were. If it was metal or stone- or wood- she would have known at once. As it was, she could only admire the pattern that she guessed was somehow significant, a green hill with what seemed to be a red fire blazing on it or a red sun rising over it. "No," said Damiel's voice suddenly, so close that she started. "I don't think that will be necessary, Anohe. And now I will thank you to greet our guest properly, in the tongue she understands." Escorie looked up to see a young land Elwen standing in front of her. His hair was a rich chestnut, with only a little of the red sheen of his father's, and his eyes a more normal light blue, but he looked the same otherwise. He glared sulkily at Damiel, not looking at her on purpose, Escorie thought, his mouth that could have been handsome twisted into a frown. "Why?" he asked, but at least he was speaking Primal. "She's not staying here, is she?" He injected a world of scorn into those few words that made Escorie renew her flagging faith in herself. Yes, she had been right. Land Elwens were what she had thought they were, the odd exception of Damiel being ignored. She stiffened her spine and stepped up to meet him on equal terms, forcing his eyes to move to her face. He stared at her with what seemed to be equal parts revulsion and fascination- almost the same sensation she had felt when she first saw Damiel- as she spoke. "I will stay as long as I like. Your father has promised me aid and perhaps land to found a Forest for my people. That is all that I care about, besides civility and courtesy. I am on a sacred mission for my people. You will respect that." Out of the corner of her eye, she caught a glimpse of Damiel watching in delight, his mouth curved up, if only on one side, and his eyes shining like jewels. He blanked his face when he noted her staring, but his eyes still glowed. "It's been a long time since anyone put you in your place with such efficiency, Anohe," he said at last, mildly, when his son only stared. "Excepting myself, of course. Now, what do you say to the lady?" Anohe turned his gaze from Escorie to his father. "The wild magic doesn't like her." "She doesn't like it," said Damiel, unruffled. Escorie, if she hadn't seen his rage in the valley, wouldn't have guessed him capable of much deeper emotion than a smile. She reminded herself, once more, to be careful with this man who, it seemed, would be her people's ally or their deadliest enemy. "It seems a fair trade to me." Anohe turned to Escorie. "Courtesy isn't an obligation. The Lords of Summerfire bow to no one." Escorie drew in her breath to respond, but a growl beside her, on the edge of hearing it was so soft, told her that it wasn't her challenge to answer. She stepped back, looking from father to son and wondering how Damiel could have sired someone like this. Maybe it was age and training that had given Damiel his confidence and intelligence, but still, the difference between them was marked. She would have been frightened to leave the Vision in Anohe's hands for even a short time, if he had been eluvor. "You're right," said Damiel, and something in his voice made Anohe turn to look at him. He grew pale under his sun-burned skin. Escorie didn't turn to look at the land Elwen who had rescued her, preferring to watch the punishment of the one who had insulted her. "The Lords of Summerfire bow to no one. But who is Lord of Summerfire here?" Anohe's face was now as pale as the panes of glass in the windows. His mouth opened, he drew breath, and then he let the breath expire from his lungs unused. Perhaps he had been going to say something that only just now he realized would be idiotic. "Well?" said Damiel, his voice a great cat's purr. Anohe fell to one knee before his father, and bowed his head, clasping his hands behind his head in what Escorie could only suppose was some kind of ritual gesture. "Forgive me, Father-" There was a snap as one of the magewinds picked up a hanging on the wall and then flung it back against the golden material sharply. "Lord Damiel. Forgive me for assuming an authority that was not mine to assume. Forgive me for showing contempt where none was deserved. Forgive me for not obeying you when you made a reasonable request of me." He paused, panting for breath. "And?" asked Damiel, his voice again the purr. "Oh, stars," said Anohe, and his voice had changed yet again. No longer sulky boy or terrified supplicant, it held the horror of a student who had forgotten his lesson. "What else?" "Not realizing at once that your authority does not extend to commanding me or my guest," said Damiel. "While the Lady Escorie Vaultwild is here, you are not only to treat her with every courtesy, you are to obey her as if she was me. Do you understand?" That did make Escorie turn her head. "He has nothing to do with my quest," she said to Damiel, whose face, gazing down at his son, was mild. "It's not just or right to ask that of him." "I rule here," said Damiel, not even glancing at her. "While he lives as my subject, he will obey my rules." "He is your son." His eyes came up, focusing on her as if she had said something clever or interesting. But it wasn't honor that Escorie felt as those cold eyes touched her face. She shivered. "What has that do with anything?" asked Damiel softly. She glanced away, revolted, and no longer feeling any kind of temptation to excuse the Lord of Summerfire. Stars, if he was like that, the wild magic must have corrupted him further than she thought. He had seemed almost like a Vision-Bearer for his people when she met him, but he was obviously less than that. He was the servant of the wild magic, and the embodiment of its cruel and capricious will. "Well, Anohe?" "I will do it, my lord." "Good." Escorie turned back in time to see Damiel sweep a hand through the chestnut hair on his son's bowed head. It would have seemed like a gesture of blessing to her only a moment ago, but now she saw it as the same way that she would stroke a sword, possessive and proud of the ownership. "Go, now, and tell the Rheeamorn what you have done today." Anohe rose and trotted away as though his father had given him a reasonable command. Damiel turned back to her, and smiled at her as if nothing had happened. "My lady, if you would come with me, I have food and drink to offer you, better than the venison that we ate earlier." "I'm not-" Escorie stopped when she realized that she was hungry, as famished as if she had eaten nothing for the past two days. She narrowed her eyes at him. "What did you do to me?" "Magewinds live much faster and wilder than we do," said Damiel casually, turning away and walking down the hall in the direction that Anohe had gone. Escorie thought about not following him, but given that there wasn't really anywhere else she could go, she wound up striding after him. "They live as much in a little span of time as an Elwen would in- oh, a dance. Ten days," he added, when he turned his head to see her puzzled expression. "We need more food when we return to Elwen form. It's as if you had spent some great time exercising without it." "Why doesn't your wild magic give you free energy, without requiring you to eat something when you return to Elwen form?" asked Escorie. "It doesn't want to." She halted, shaking her head, and again he turned to look at her. His unusual responsiveness to her moods puzzled her for only a moment, until she remembered that he had said he could read emotions. "How can you live like this?" she asked, not caring if he felt her disgust now. "How can you live never knowing what it's going to do?" "But I do know." Damiel tilted his head to the side as he regarded her, the self-mocking smile pulling and tugging at his face again. Escorie ignored it, and the invitation to laughter it seemed to offer, instead pressing her attack again. "Why, then. How can you live with never knowing the reason behind what it does?" "But I know that as well." "Well?" "Caprice and whim." Escorie shook her head. "That's not enough. What about the rule of law? What about cause and effect?" Damiel sighed and rolled his eyes. "Come with me. I'll explain a few ideas to you- why I came to investigate the magic's response to you, what it means that I treated Anohe the way I did, what those markings we found mean, and some of the other ideas that I know you want explained, that I can hear buzzing in your head." He turned and walked down the hall. Again Escorie weighed her choices, and again she found that she really had no choice but to follow. That didn't mean that she had to like it, though. "No one said that you had to," said Damiel calmly, from ahead of her. Escorie ground her teeth and did her best to walk in mental and emotional, as well as physical, silence. ---------------------------------------------------------- "I did tell you that you shouldn't leap to conclusions," said Damiel with a hint of smugness in his voice, as they at last reached the top of the winding staircase and what was evidently their destination. Escorie couldn't say anything. She was still too stunned. The absolute trust in the eyes of those children who had run to greet the Lord of Summerfire... "I didn't know," she said softly. "I have been rude to you in the same way that Anohe was rude to me- without thought, and with contempt that you had in no way earned. Forgive me." "Forgiven," said Damiel easily, reaching for something that hung around his neck and then looking at the door. It opened, and he peeked over his shoulder at her, eyes shouting with laughter for all that his tone was mild. "But you might want to be more careful next time, instead of asking my people what it feels like to live under the hand of a king." Escorie, her eyes on the ground, nodded. She had nearly been forced to draw her weapons in self-defense, when one outraged- creature- had pounced towards her, wings fanning the air as if it would like to strike her with them. "Here we are." Damiel opened the door, and stepped inside the room beyond. "The place where I am when I want to sleep, or think, or read, or entertain a guest. Of those, the last is most rare." Escorie bowed to acknowledge his bow as she stepped into the room, but she was too awed to really watch the expression on his face, though she was sure it was amused. She was too busy examining the walls, the floor, the door, anything that might tell her what was holding this thing up, and not hint that it was wild magic. The room hovered on the end of a long spire that projected into space, made of more of the golden material that flowed without interruption from the hall they had arrived in, for all that they had crossed courts and climbed stairs. An impossibly delicate thing, there was nevertheless space at the top for a great round room with chairs in every direction, hangings on the walls, carpets on the floor, and a table in the very center. A bed stood off in the corner, a neglected-looking thing not much better than the pallet Torimona had slept on during all her years as Vision-Bearer. And books. Escorie had seen one or two books in her life, just enough to know what they were. She could read and write, of course, but the most use the eluvori had for writing was for temporary messages the scouts left to guide the People when they were traveling. They never stopped in one place long enough to get paper or bind leather, and most forest Elwens disdained paper on the basis that flowers or trees had died to produce it. But books crowded the shelves here, rising as high as the ceiling, which was higher overhead than she would have placed it if guessing. Most of them were bound in rich leather, which filled the room with an unexpectedly intoxicating smell. Several of them had other covers, but though Escorie looked nervously, she saw none that were wood. "Please, sit down," said Damiel, and pulled several more books that were piled on top of each other off a chair so she could. "Where do you get them all?" All Escorie could think was that he must have more money, and time, than anyone she had ever heard of. The glories of a settled people, Rodollen's voice whispered in her mind. When the eluvori have their home and their Forest, you can have books now. Sudden tears stung Escorie's eyes, and she was so busy swallowing them back that she almost missed Damiel's elaborately casual answer. "The magewinds steal them for me." Escorie snapped her mouth shut and stared at his back. "You really don't feel repentant for that at all, do you?" she asked at last. "Well, no." Damiel turned and sat down in the chair on the other side of the table, then looked up into the air, sighed loudly, and nodded. Escorie felt a ruffle as one or two magewinds apparently dashed off. "Most of the books they steal come from people attempting to attack Summerfire. It's useful to know as much about how the enemy thinks as I can." "And the rest?" "I don't know. I've never asked." "You don't want to know." "Damn right." Damiel moved on past the objection that she wanted to make, and folded his hands in front of him, regarding her over them. "I promised you explanations, since you were so kind as to go on the magewind ride with me and forget the little unpleasantness that resulted with Anohe. Will you tell me where you would like me to start, my lady?" "Yes. What is the matter with simply founding a Forest somewhere in the middle of the valley, the moment that the voice tells me to?" Damiel twitched a shoulder, but he was smiling, a little. At least, she thought he was. His lips curved, and his eyes glowed, but his actual face remained calm, so she couldn't prove it. "Well, for one thing, my lady, the valley is home to four different races- more if you count the peoples who live nowhere else but in Summerfire- and two of them are violently at war with Summerfire, most of the time. Some of them would see founding a Forest on their lands as an act of war. In fact, all of them probably would, even our allies the slendiki." "Then why do you think that you can help me?" "If you will promise to ally your people with mine, then I can take you to a patch of land relatively free of wild magic. That will necessitate attacking the people who own the land. As they will be enemies of Summerfire, you will be doing me and mine a favor." "So why do I need your help at all? Why not go south and east and trust in my magic and Rodollen's to defend it?" "Because you wouldn't last long enough to get there," said Damiel peaceably. "The Lord of Summerfire can ride in impunity through their lands. They don't like it, but they tolerate it, not having much choice. You, walking, wouldn't get there alive." "The Vision would protect me." "So certain of that, are you?" Escorie stared at her hands. Well, no, she wasn't. She knew that the Vision was the important thing, not the one who bore the Vision, but that did mean that she could die and Rodollen wouldn't care. He would only go back to Torimona, and she would train another Vision-Bearer. The eluvori had waited this long for their home. They could wait a little longer. "I thought so." Damiel looked up as the door opened, and the magewinds came back, bearing two cups of polished wood. He sipped at the cool liquid in the first one, and sighed in contentment. Escorie grimaced, pushing hers away. He didn't seem to notice. "My dear lady, you wouldn't last one moment. And there are worse things than death waiting in the southern Audvelyn, I promise." "Tell me about some of them." His eyebrows rose. "All right." He drew breath, then cocked his head at her cup. "You haven't touched your tidilia. Don't you want it?" Escorie stared at him. "It's in a wooden cup." "Will your not drinking from it make the tree any less dead?" "It's about principles. That's not something that I would expect you to understand." The Vision-Bearer folded her arms beneath her breasts. For a moment, fire flashed where his eyes had been. His voice was soft. "I did tell you to be careful about leaping to conclusions. That includes conclusions about the state of my temper." "Will you make me drink it, just to satisfy your whims?" Astonishingly, he chuckled and leaned back again, all signs of anger gone from his face. "No."