Page Six
Bittersweet
Desperation
Turning Point
Bittersweet
You didn't know it was hard
Didn't know it was cold
Didn't know you wouldn't have
Someone to hold
And the closest thing you have to home
Are the memories you love.
Yet you can't go back
And even if you did
It would never be the same
As it was back then
And thinking of what you used to have
Makes it worse, but not so bad...
And you didn't know it was hard
Didn't know it was cold
Didn't know you would sometimes
Be so alone
And though you're gonna be OK-
The heartache still remains.
Krystle - All rights reserved
Desperation
I wanna disappear
I wanna run away
I ruin everything I touch
I hurt everyone I love
I'm impaling my heart in my loneliness
My own sick sacrifice to protect
Those I haven't yet injured.
I want a clean slate
No me - a new me
No name, no debt
No credit, no record.
Give me a new life
Another chance
And I swear I'll do it right.
Krystle - All rights reserved
Turning Point
Where are you now?
I don't recognize the place I'm sitting in
The walls, the dark, the panic caving in
Silently the chaos comes and takes control
I sit and wonder how I found this home.
The music of distress falls upon my ears
Familiar to my heart, it calls out my tears
To play, from eyes that used to smile
Across tired cheeks that once were a child's.
It seems almost too much to take
Though the smiles aren't that hard to fake
Then my dreams haunt me with the day
It's hard to find the pleaseure through the pain.
The hope and dreams that once were so prolific
Struggle to survive in this indifference
And all my good intentions seem to fade away
Undernourished by this constant shade of grey.
So many false escapes are tempting me
They make a way out harder to believe exists
I just want clear of this mess, but stress
In an unwelcome embrace grips my chest.
I don't recognize the place I'm sitting in
Hiding behind my shadows as I have been,
I didn't realize how bad it had become.
But now I can see; maybe I'll find my way back to the sun
Find my way back to what I'd known
Find a place where I can run
Find my way back to my home.
But where are you now?
Krystle - All rights reserved
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