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Can you touch me deep, my angel, can you swoop on down and lift this light, can you sweep me off my feet, and take me higher. and as high as we go can you show me the way and take me away and promise me everything will be ok? And when you bring me down and fly away again, what will you say when you turn your smile this way one last time again? And when the stars align, and the snow does fall, will you hear me scream can you hear at all, and as i lie here waiting on an endless hope i dream of our days climbing an endless rope. and ill live for each day bringing me closer to you, closer to whats made to be and all i know.






See what you'll say after you think all this thru, is that what youre feeling or something feeling you. Imagined a day where you wre defined, a beautiful soul, or you thought youd find. You gave up a heart inside to be saved, to make you feel beautiful, to worthy your days.

So you try ad get by with questions unanswered, and you try and fly by looking down on your standards. But tonight i'm here to take that all away. And well try ad get by with questions unanswered, and we try and fly by looking down on our standards. But tonight i'm here to take that all away. Always an impression left deep inside a hole. Unburied and untouched, reaching out to your soul. You began to feel beautiful, began to believe, you begn to feel new feelings,a love thought conceived, An idea lost in time, a hope falling behind, a new way to grasp on a memory of some kind. But your visions began to fade, with the sight of tears in your eyes, and as much as we dont feel our questions still rise.

So you try and get by with those feelings unquestioned, And you try and fly by the path that you're destined. But tonight im here to take that away. So well try and get by with those feelings unquestioned, We try and fly by te path that we're destined. But tonight im here to take that away. The first voice of reason, the last word foretold, Theres alwats that lasting impression, the invisible hand you hold. Just stop for a second, and let me in, I carry this notion and a heart to win. Your protections in my arms, and your escape in my eyes, we can be all we need and never look past tonight. And with all this time of letting go, you got all the reasons pointing no, running, smiling, circling, crying, you have no direction and you'll never know.










Tonight in the cold, as i lay on my car, I find myself drowning in my sould, hands moist in my pockets. I lay my head back, letting only the wool from my headband keep me from touching any cold. I lay and watch fom the distance as my beautiful day turns to night, watching as the sun turns each color of the sky a color to maych each of the leaves fallin from the trees around me. The darker i see my day falling to night, the faster i see the sky spinning ablive me. WIth only the light of the stars giving me hopee, and something to hold onto. For laying on my back is the only way iI can stay alive in believing, and it gives me an excuse to believe why you're not here next to me. I try to imagine, and play this game in my head where each star tells a story, connecting to the next, and each is an action we take together, and I know by doing this, our story will never end. And as my hands push me up from my position, I take one last look at our story, to see nothing but the starts outlining our names, one, side by side with eachother.


One day youll wake up, and ull know im not there,
youll lay in your bed for a minute, and ull slide down a tear..
youll turn ur head as far as it goes, refusing to accept whats happened,
and youll refuse to wipe ur eyes, in fear of knowing, youre living the worst youve imagined.
youll dig urself out of the white blankets, as u stand up in ur white shirt
even tho its a time for black, u know how much ur trying to hide your hurt..
and youll walk into the room, where the life of me lives on
and youll pick him up, and know only half of me is gone

And the blue eyes he stares, are the best reminder youll have to know
a part of me is always watching, wherever you may go
youll pick him up, and he holds you tight around the shoulders
and walk down our steps onto our fornt porch, and stare out on the horizon, and the rain falls colder
youull take alook around the world, seeing all that ive accomplished having u all these years
and as ur about to lose control, and break down in your painful tears
you see him looking up, seeing him smile for the very first time

and as u look up, you cant imagine whats met your eyes...
a dozen white doves, under the sunny filled sky
a beatiful rainbow, ending with a shooting star flying by
you hold him on tighter, with tears of joy streaming down your face
knowing that im right there by your side, protecting you just from a better place
And youll soon await the day where im at the gates where youll hear me say..
id be nothing without you, and Angel, ive never stopped loving you, any step of the way.














And with every morning at dawn, when those clouds seperate the sky, there'll be a brand new light shining ones that answer all our questions of why? And werther or not id chose to be the one to go first, id be the first to step up in line ill be that star, first to shine, last to die, too many times , ive tried to try, too many rhymes, ive tried to rhyme and when it all comesdown to it, these are the words ive been fumblng to say... I never got the words to say, the love for you i always hid i lived for your smile the way oyu always showed the same way for me you did you opened my life to a new begining and u raised me higher than anyone has ever given me meaning you were the one that gave me hope, when i fel tlike my time had run out you were always the one riniging the bell to be saying 'get up kid,' never to count me out id always be afraid to hurt you, more than i ever was to love you id give up my world completly, just so i could bring a sile to yours.