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My Poems





These Are Some Of My Poems.... All Are CopyWrited and You Can Only Use Them On Your Site With My Permisson... Email me To Comment on Them Or Ask... Thanks Alot! Some these however are more of like... a little storyish type thing...lol youll understand
GOD ALMIGHTY
We sit around the open fire and you hold my hand
You eyes are open and your head is up
and the earth is below us but dont give up
Cause you see now my love that he has come
And no one could stop him
we have finaly won
But when we travel through space and time
Ill still be following you even when we die
Your kingdom come
it will be done
Your city of light fills my eyes
And your hidden smile makes me cry
Because I finaly know that Im with you
And even when I turned away
And even when I heard about this day
And even when the times looked dark
You still followed me filling my heart
And yes I wish I saw you long ago
But my life was shut and my hands were cold
But now I finaly see where i was ment to be
In your arms forgive me please
Take me away to the place thats holy
Take me away to the place thats bright
Save my soul from the cold
Forgive the lost eyes who cant find your light
Cause they are just blind and its not to late
Cause in the end its gonna be just fine
As you hold are hands to the place lit with light
Where The sun shines bright and water tasts right
Follow your hearts he is in our life
Holy are you and your heaven is blue
Where we will stay forever this way
Angel Of god my guardin dear
To whoms god love commits me here
Ever this day be at my side
For you are holy and you are right
I cant stop thinking about your love
Cause I am truly your loving son
So as I lay here watching the sky
Forgive my sins and Ill Spread your light
Im not worthy and I need your help
So praise your lord and his forgiving self
Dear sweet jesus Im finaly done
So this is my last breath
It is yours
Goodnight sweet world Im going home
MANY WITHHELD MOMENTS
Fearing the Soul of peace,
Wishing for the heart of time
loosing sight of true love
leaveing my head behind
staring into ur eyes of hate
turning my back on fate
walking into the open sun
holding onto her flower and gun
blood filled tears ecaspe the mouth of god
lungs and breth begin to drob
while holding onto your limp hand
and hiding my broken fan
crawing on all fours
feeling the cold turn to sours
listening to the sound of voice
enchanting your thought on choise
you cut deep into my bloodless crys
and latch onto my painless eyes
stop blinding me from the truth
im not weak
not to you
infact guess what my mindset dream
im holding hands with with what you seek
STARS BLEND
Im going again as my Heart floods
and the tree's hold my toung
My eyes are wide and my pupels are gone, my soul intertwins
my few words are short and my face is dull, but can cut a smile
and my breath is weak but will be worth the while
Cause again I lay here in the morning due
And the spring inpales cause my eyes cant choose
but your voice stays here throughtout the year
At last sweept me up again
and the chill had become my only friend
so sit back and watch as i fall down
and lift me up above the burning ground
lets leave this all behind
its not worth the pain and all the crys
Cause that simple voice inside my head has flutterd down to join my chest
and lots of things are crumbling
as the ship that once took me home
begins to sail to the sun
Your hair is gone and your heart has stoped but your love still lives on
so i sing this song
cause my chappy lips have gone
as the wind and world start to die
you only see my one last dream
still living in my fantasy
So let me retreave this final leaf
let me see the light
You pulled through and spun me around
singing to me
Oh its not over your toung arrives
You can speak to me But im no longer blind
For this is what i want the most
Im getting tired im getting cold
But one more day and you will see
this life is not and never will be
For Me
I STILL LOVE YOU
Under The Stars we laid, We Watched the stars stream over us like a rain storm. Who Can Control are hearts if we cant. The Futher is on its way, Its Not a little dream anymore, Its life. I can no longer just Slip away from my problems... But No matter what I do I cant get your eyes out of my head. If Your afraid at what will happen and you want to run away then ill run away with you. If you lost then ill loose myself with you. If your lonly then ill be lonly with you. If Your Mad then Ill Let you beat the hell out of me. I wont be one of those other guys... Ill be yours... Ill make all your dreams come true.... If your crying then Ill wipe away your tears. If The cops are after you ill dress up like you and take the blame for you.I may be different.... But arnt you tired of the same old stuff anyway...... Keep Your Heart Close......
FINDING MYSELF
lost.... but not found... i lay here watching you live your life.... i listen to the rain poring down on the world outside and hope it will clear up for a day..... I keep finding myself lost in the end.... i keep finding myself missing.... im sure what my life holds for me.... im not sure if i really love you.... im not sure if this sun held over my head is really there.... but what i am sure of is that im still sorry... still ignoring me.... throwing me a freebee here and there saying hi... what to do what to do..... my tears finaly break and so does my heart... its not my falut..... i may be wrong but then again your not right..... my hand grows cold alone but it is used to it now.... hurting people i dont mean to.... doing things that no one understands..... being whiped by my closest friends.... eh... but i guess im just another wandering soul..... with no use.... dont loose yourself.... you may not find yourself again.... never fall for a pretty smile............ it may frown on you....
LOST AND CONFUSED
She walks past me now as if i no longer breath She fell for him and there is not a thing i can do, if only she knew how i felt..... Well you see.... you all will..... ill be back next year.... not another object that sits and rots in the lost and found box... and i swear..... illl get you back..... i make you understand..... my room and me still beath in sequence.... my heart beats the same as at did before..... and im healing..... ill be back.... what is love? let me tll you..... its that feeling you get when you wake up and the sun welcomes you with a fresh burst of heat on your chilled face....Its the way your soul feels when your thinking about them..... its that electric feeling you get when you kiss them.... its when your look into her eyes and cant look away afraid you were gonna miss somthing.... its how you get addicted to there smell.... its all the little things you keep letting your eyes notice.... how many stars are in the sky? im not sure but if i could count them all id make a wish for everyone.... my wish would be you.... so long sweet smile
LOVE
Im in love with the most amazing person.... to bad it was only a dream.... to bad i cant get somthing like that... loosing somthing i love is somthing im used to.... but there is a place that i still go.... my last haven.... inside of my mind.... why cant i say what i think or do what i want.... why cant i help.... why cant you see...your still there..... i still love you.... and i know your reading this right now.... understanding.... so while for this second i have this chance to tell you how i feel.... for years ive felt more close to you then myself.... for years ive loves you.... and with the few problems.... i see that you care too.... its not some highschool love... its real... its that type where everytime you kiss is like a new experince... id love to sweep you off your feet.... id love to hold you thru the night.... id love to get the chance to show you.... you want to know what love is.... just look at me and how i feel.... and one day ill show you how i feel...... ill kiss you in the rain... ill wipe away your tears when you have a bad day..... ill be the greatest guy i can be.... ill go and see chick movies with you.... and ill even cry with you.... ill bring you flowers when your sick.... ill never lie to you.... this is what love is.... dedacation.... never failing love..... never loosing what you want..... i love you..........
FAIRY TALES
Sitting again in my dark room... ive been listeing to the sounds of my breathing and the wine of my air purafier for days, Its been very lonly.... and i keep seeing all these wonderful things happen around me.... people falling in love.... people making up.... the type of thing you would see in the movies... the type of things i can only dream about... My heart is tired... and my body is sick of letting time pass me by.... It seems to me that everytime i fall for someone.... they look right thru me and never speak to me again unless i stop liking them.... I have a place that i go to every night.... a place for me to feel alive.... I dont think ill ever get to go there but.... Its a place where I can fall in love with somone and not have it be wrong.... a place where emotions are the reason for love... not looks.... a place where i can have you.... So when is it my turn? Why am i always sucked into a girl just by glancing into her eyes? when the slights smile on her face makes me burn with passion.... why have i come to realize that girls are perfect.... and why do i sit alone every weekend wishing i was with someone.... someone to kiss in the rain.... someone to go to the movies and bitch about how annoying the people next to us are... someone to lay with eachother and just stair at eachother for no reason.... someone to watch the stars with.... and count how many shooting stars there are.... someone to argue over whats better pepsi or coke.... and even mabey tell eachother we love them.... why cant i have my fairy tale.... why wont you understand?.......